Chapter Twenty-Six: Doubts in the Past Life
The Buddha statue in the painting is surrounded by a red light, and his eyes are slightly closed, sitting cross-legged on a blooming red lotus. Around the Buddha statue, surrounded by auspicious clouds, a cyan dragon can't stop flying around the Buddha.
I was amazed to see that the Buddha was slowly ascending with the red lotus under the seat, and the dragon was also flying towards the dragon. It is incredible that there is a black figure left under the Buddha, as if it is a copy of the Buddha, but it is completely different from the golden body of the Buddha, and the figure left behind is black. The cyan dragon also soared with the Golden Buddha, leaving behind it like a molt, leaving a huge figure of dark blue.
I noticed a subtle change in the figure left behind by the dragon, the inky blue shadow, unlike the green dragon, it had no horns, more like a giant snake than a dragon.
The golden Buddha sitting cross-legged on the red lotus slowly rose and slowly opened its eyes, as if looking at me. I was shocked, and suddenly realized: Is the Golden Buddha hinting to me, as Zen Master Zhiming said, the human heart and the Buddha and the demon live together, half of the good is the Buddha, and the other half is the evil and the devil?
As soon as my mind moved, I saw the golden Buddha smile slightly, and the red lotus under the seat, the surrounding auspicious clouds and the green dragon disappeared suddenly. However, the black shadow he left behind gradually became clearer, and the dark clouds around him and the green snake formed the same picture as what I saw at the beginning. The difference is that although the picture is the same, only the color has changed to black and white.
If I have any understanding, this must be the worldly body left behind by the golden Buddha's cultivation and ascension, and it may also be the 'evil' that Zen Master Zhiming said. That green snake should be the embodiment of the dragon's 'evil' thoughts.
Thinking of what the Golden Armor God General said, I suddenly had an epiphany, this Buddha must be the King of Immovable Ming. And according to what the Golden Armor God General said, I am the mortal phantom body of the King of Fudo Ming, so the black shadow left by the King of Fudo should be me.
I am the embodiment of 'evil' thoughts, and I can't help but laugh dumbly at the thought of this. I immediately remembered what Zen Master Zhiming had told me about the greed, hatred, stupidity, slowness, and suspicion of the world, which one is not evil?
At the sight of the serpent, my feeling of fear was suddenly replaced by an inexplicable restlessness. I thought of Tan Min all of a sudden, and all kinds of signs indicate that Tan Min's previous life was very likely to be the green snake, and he had an indissoluble relationship with me in the previous period.
The body of the Buddha became darker and darker, and even its face began to become hideous, and the green snake spat out a terrible snake letter, constantly circling around the black body of the Buddha.
The green snake wrapped around the black Buddha's body, and the terrifying snake's head writhed around the Buddha's neck. This frightening scene gave me an inexplicable physiological reaction. Seeing the snake body wrapped around the lower body of the Buddha, I actually imagined the scene of the snake Buddha intersecting, which made me suddenly feel a strong sense of guilt.
What surprised me even more was that the green snake wrapped around the Buddha's body was actually slowly changing. In a short time, the green snake turned into a woman with a bewitching body and a beautiful face. The woman in the form of a green snake was extremely charming, sitting cross-legged between the legs of the Buddha, and I was reminded of the bar joy Buddha I saw in a small border town.
Since this Buddha is the King of Fudo Ming, the one who sits on his lap and has fun with him must be Princess Ming. It's just that what I didn't expect was that Princess Ming was actually transformed by the green snake, and what made my heart surging even more was that Princess Ming was transformed by a snake demon, so does that mean that Tan Min is Princess Ming?
Thinking that I am the King of Fudo Ming, and Tan Min is the Princess of Ming who has sex with me, the desire in my heart suddenly jumped. I'm blaspheming the goddess in my heart, knowing that I shouldn't be so lewd, but I can't suppress the urge in my heart.
The black lotus under the throne of Fudo Ming emitted a powerful black aura, enveloping King Fudo Ming and Princess Ming. Fudo Ming Wang and Ming Princess were tightly combined, becoming darker and darker, and I could even imagine the wheezing sound of the bewitching Ming Princess.
I don't know how long it took, Princess Ming's coquettish voice gradually disappeared, and the hideous face of King Ming was slowly unfolding. I was surprised to find that a small golden swastika faintly appeared on the forehead of the King of Fudo. The golden swastika grew larger and began to emit a powerful golden light. The darkness around them seemed to be struggling under the golden light.
The black lotus under the throne of Fudo Ming also emitted a powerful black qi, confronting the golden light. However, to no avail, the golden light became stronger and stronger, illuminating the immovable king to a golden color.
Under the illumination of the golden light, the black lotus flower suddenly cracked into many pieces, and those fragments flew in all directions, burrowing into the dark clouds around the Fudo Ming King. With the shattering of the black lotus, a small red lotus appeared under the throne of Fudo Ming. The red lotus was bathed in golden light, constantly getting bigger, and the last thing was like the original black lotus, lining the immovable Ming Wang An to sit there.
The golden light emitted by the swastika on the forehead of the King of Fudo and the red light emitted by the red lotus under his seat reflected each other, impacting the dark clouds around the King of Fudo. In the dark clouds, there were faint screams and tearing sounds, presumably those fragments of black lotus were also completely destroyed by the golden light and red light.
The dark clouds also turned into auspicious clouds, surrounding the Fudo Ming King. Princess Ming, who maintained a state of copulation with King Fudo Ming, gradually became dignified with her bewitching demeanor. Her body slowly began to separate from the Fudo Ming King, who showed a compassionate face, lightly soothed her golden arms, and stroked the top of Princess Ming's head a few times. A miracle happened, Princess Ming immediately turned into a green dragon, and began to coil and fly around the immovable Ming King.
I was fascinated by it, and the fear in my heart had long since been swept away, replaced by a pleasant feeling, as if all this had been experienced in front of me before, so familiar.
A ringing of the bell pulled me back from the hallucination, and I rubbed my eyes to see that the Buddha statue in front of me was still the same, with no change at all. Where do the ringtones come from? It took me a few seconds to wake up to the ringing of the bell in my travel bag.
It's the iPhone that Lonely Lotus gave me! I don't know what this mobile phone number is, how can someone call in? There is no doubt that it must have been a call from the lonely lotus that had already made my heart die. Thinking about this, my heart rippled again, and the scene of the intersection of King Ming and Princess Ming immediately occupied my mind again, and this bell sounded to me, just like the sound of Princess Ming's panting just now.
I quickly rummaged through my bag and found my phone, and when I connected the phone, I heard the delicate voice of the lonely lotus. She first said 'I'm sorry' to me and told me that she hadn't been able to contact me because of an emergency.
I felt a little aggrieved in my heart, if I didn't think that she was cheating on me and being stimulated by her, how could I be in the monastery at this moment? Alas! How could such a lonely and resentful woman be true to me? For her, I was nothing more than a tool for her to pass the time and solve her physical needs.
No matter so much, anyway, I don't think I'm at a loss, although she is older, but her appearance is not inferior to that of a girl, not to mention that after appreciating her soul-losing bed brother's kung fu, the lust in my heart is heavier, and I will never forget the scene of the soul-lost.
I said in a muffled voice, "Sister, what is your urgent matter?" He didn't even make a phone call to talk to me, not even a text message. I can't see you talking back on QQ, but it makes me depressed to death. ”
Lonely Lotus giggled on the phone, "Yo! Xiaomo, do you miss your sister? It's so good, my sister will hurt you. After the last separation, I just arrived home, and I realized that my dead ghost husband somehow suddenly remembered me, saying that there was an opportunity to go abroad for an investigation, and even the visa had been prepared for me a long time ago. He never told me, saying he wanted to surprise me. I didn't expect things to be so urgent, so I went to Southeast Asia with him overnight. My sister just came home yesterday, and as soon as the dead ghost left at dinner today, my sister couldn't help but call you immediately. ”
Lonely Lotus was on the phone, and she was very provocative of me. I couldn't hold on any longer, and promised her to return to Shanghai tomorrow to meet her.
After hanging up the phone, I excitedly smoked a cigarette and walked around the cramped squatter room. The lonely lotus's body that fascinated me, and her ecstatic gasping voice, occupied my entire mind.
The mosquito bite brought me back to reality from my confused state, and I fell into deep thought again when I caught a glimpse of the strange Buddha statue attached to the wall.
The Buddha of Joy is a deity that belongs to the Tantric Buddhism of Tibetan Buddhism, that is, the "God of Desire" and "Love" in Buddhism. Among them, the male body represents the Dharma, the female body represents wisdom, and the male and female bodies hug each other, and the representation and wisdom are both combined, and they become one person, which shows the infinite wisdom of the Dharma world. All schools of Buddhism have Buddha statues, but the Buddha of Joy is owned only by Tantra, and is only enshrined in Tibetan Buddhist (i.e., Lamaist) temples.
The Buddha of Joy is the deity of Tibetan Tantra combined with the local beliefs of India and Tibet, which is produced on the basis of the idea of sexual force produced by the worship of fertility, and believes that the combination of yin and yang is the cause of all things in the universe, and the Buddha of Joy is only a symbolic appearance of a certain meaning of the male body representing the Dharma and the female body representing the wisdom.
I suddenly realized that the hallucination just now was actually the enlightenment given to me by the gods and Buddhas in the underworld. I am the mortal phantom body of the King of Fudo Ming, representing 'desire', and Tan Min is the dragon girl. The golden swastika that appears on the forehead of the Fudo Ming King in the hallucination symbolizes the wisdom roots and good thoughts in my heart.
Tan Min was originally a green snake that seduced the immovable king, and in the exchange with the immovable king, the immovable king mobilized the great good root, great wisdom, empty and happy double luck, and controlled desire with desire, and finally defeated the demons in his heart, and the Buddha nature returned. And Tan Min also felt the great compassion of the Buddha in the friendship with the King of Fudo Ming, and the King of Fudo Ming read that he had helped him to practice and practice, and gave him empowerment and finally got rid of the snake body and flew into a dragon.