Chapter 56 If I leave, you will live better~
(Thanks to the monthly pass of the Aquarius wind friend, well, in fact, this chapter is a bit combined with my recent feelings.) )
“——?” With a puzzled expression, Ling Yan asked sluggishly, "Why?" ”
Why is that? Did something go wrong? Or is it because the enchantment has modified the memory of the shrine maiden in front of you?
No, perhaps, that's what she would say, right?
After all, this was the place she longed for – even if it was a name, it just had a façade······ It's always been her effort, isn't it?
However, this is not a reason for him to accept Ling Yan, is it?
Looking at Ling Yan's expression at this time, the shrine maiden of the dawn slowly smiled: "Don't show this expression, this is not the answer you can guess a long time ago." ”
"It's one thing to be able to guess, but it's another thing to be able to accept it."
"Hmm...... That's right, it's hard for you to accept this kind of look. She showed a distressed expression, and then smiled: "After all, you and I are both stubborn?" Isn't it."
"Since you know that you still continue to be stubborn in front of me?"
"Well, because you know me best, and I'm the one who knows you best." The shrine maiden had that smiling expression all along.
And Ling Yan showed a helpless expression: "Reimeng, I ......"
I want to say, are you really worth it for the sake of this world? Even you know that yourself, right? Even if you have your legal principles, even if you sacrifice everything to achieve your ideals······ Actually, it doesn't exist at all.
It's like the so-called King Arthur, even if your power is stronger than hers, even if your identity is more holy, more perfect, and more noble than hers······
But that only makes you more miserable!
If you continue to do this kind of thing that hurts you in addition to being meaningless, it's not me! Because I can't do it, lose your world. For me, the world has ......
Ah, it's all because of you, I've lost my sacrifice to them······ So······ Rather than let you continue to go crazy like this, why don't I destroy it with my own hands? Destroy your dreams that could ruin everything you can do at any time!
Even if you hate me! Even if you kill me! I'm just- I want to be selfish, I don't want you to die for these inexplicable things!
With such thoughts, one of the hands holding the girl in his arms moved gently. And then it didn't take long for him to be immediately held down by the shrine maiden.
"Really, did you still have any hands and feet in the last communication with your beloved wife?" The moment she grabbed Ling Yan's hand, the witch instantly showed a disdainful gaze, which made Ling Yan a little embarrassed, but listening to the familiar tone, Ling Yan couldn't help but sigh, looked at the girl with an angry expression in her arms and said, "I won't kill her." ”
"I'm not a sacrifice, do you think I will really believe this kind of statement?"
The raised hands pinched Ling Yan's face, and complained as if he was pinching his daughter's face: "Really, it's obviously a person who is a father." Don't help me take a good look at Bai Yin, and he still has the idea of stealing the fish at the beginning, sure enough, I still left for a while to let you know how good I am......"
What if you already knew? Stay? As if he had caught some loophole, he asked subconsciously.
"Eh, hey, hey~ I don't want it~" She said so, and then said gently: "That's all for jokes~"
"Na, Danna...... Are you so obsessed with me? Suddenly, she asked an inexplicable question:
"Aren't you talking nonsense? And you seem to have asked this question a few times before. Regarding the girl's question, Ling Yan rolled her eyes helplessly.
For a dead house like Ling Yan, after becoming the current scumbag and a stallion like the protagonist of the anime. You said that you are not obsessed with this only who has become him-cough-cough-cough, the existence of the shrine maiden of the main palace. It's impossible no matter how you look at it, right?
Hearing Ling Yan's words, the girl nodded with satisfaction......
Suddenly, a scythe that seemed to be condensed by light appeared out of thin air, and the other end of the scythe was in the witch's hand, and the shrine maiden tilted her head with a smile.
"Now, Ling Yan. You know that if I move, your head will hit the ground, and then you will be with me...... Happy? ”
"Then I will be separated from the priests, and I will be alone?"
“…………”
Why do you ask? Needless to say......?
Suddenly, a hand grabbed the corner of Ling Yan's clothes, and Ling Yan was stunned. Turning his head, the girl in front of him was crying, grabbing the corner of his clothes, opening her mouth, as if she was saying something, but he couldn't hear it at all.
His vision was a little blurry, but the next moment, he realized that it seemed to be just his own delusion.
"This ......"
"Now, Ling Yan, you've already found out who I am......"
Suddenly, the witch stretched out her hands around Ling Yan's neck, turned Ling Yan's head around, and kissed Ling Yan's lips fiercely......
At this moment, everyone froze......
Except for Kazami Yuka, everyone else was stunned.
Even Ling Yan, who was kissed, was stunned.
Everything was stunned, all the sounds were silent here, the wind gently blew through the flowers and plants, the sound of the wind, the sound of the flowers and plants swaying made Ling Yan sober up.
Lip splitting.
Ling Yan's eyes became complicated, and he asked with some excitement, "What is this-what is it for?" ”
The witch showed a very gentle look, slowly widening the distance between her and Ling Yan, her back to the light, her body looked so transparent.
Ling Yan ...... You know why I ...... Let's talk about these things......" she tilted her head and smiled quietly.
It's as if everything that is produced physically has nothing to do with her.
After that, all the time is just right......
"This kind of thing, it's all your tricks!!"
"No, oh - why am I there...... It's you who misunderstood it in the first place. ”
"No, no......"
Ling Yan wanted to move forward, but his feet were as if they had taken root, and he looked at the witch in front of him with wet eyes, and suddenly understood something...... The body trembled even more.
Keep your head down. His body trembled in pain.
"Why! What the hell is it that makes you so obsessed with this place! What the hell is it for! Roaring like a loser, he couldn't keep calm anymore.
Why are you still unwilling to give up this world, why- am I still not as good as those guys! Can't I help you!?
Why is that!!
"Why !!"
It is because of you that I understand happiness, why do you want to be like that, it doesn't matter even such a little agreement.
"Naw. Dana, you know what? Because of the relationship between the Xuanye, I used to have a dream, that is, not a Boli witch, to be a very ordinary girl, to meet the boy I like, and then to become the happiest bride, although it has now been realized, but I also have to do something. It's like you're wayward every time you go on a mission. ”
"Why ......"
Tears flowed uncontrollably......
"Well, because, that's me, it's called Bo Li Reimeng, who only belongs to Ling Yan's witch and wife." She replied with a smile, her tone unexpectedly serious: "If you don't do this, I'm not the witch you like, am I?" ”
Tears flowed uncontrollably.
"Why?? Now that you have the happiness that belongs to you, then ...... Why ......"
yes, I'll hug you tightly. Let you be the happiest person and let you fulfill that dream. Even if I die in your place, it's okay, but why not.
"Then why don't you let me be by your side, as long as I have you, I don't need anyone else."
The shrine maiden shook her head.
"Ling Yan, I'm a witch, but I don't regret being a goddess. Because I can see you......"
"Reimu!!"
"The days with Ling Yan were like a festival, but now, it's just after the festival, although it's very lonely. But Ling Yan, you should move forward. ”
"Shut up!!"
"Bo Li Reimeng's infinite journey should come to an end when it reaches this point, and then Ling Yan's journey is still a long, long time away."
"Shut up!!"
Ling Yan slowly knelt down......
"You let me complete my own happiness, I have a husband who is very silly but has a flowery heart, and I have the daughter of Shikigami who is obviously just Shikigami but I don't believe that it is Shikigami myself, I am really happy."
"I'm so grateful to the Lord God for letting me meet you, and that it will be you as my teammate and lover after I become a reincarnation."
"So. I've always wanted you to live, let you live happily and happily, that's my biggest dream now, oh, in this case, if you want to realize my dream, shouldn't you work hard to live......"
"Don't say it......"
"If I could, I would keep praying for you in the other world, so, Ling Yan, you are my husband, don't despair, that would be too ugly, and if you want to become a terrible weirdo, then the so-called Kamen Rider can't beat you at all." The witch seemed to say something about Ling Yan: "By the way, in fact, I know everything about you in other worlds, because you can directly find out the ...... But as an eldest woman, I won't mind, after all, if they accompany you, I can disappear with peace of mind."
Don't say it!!
"You must live well in the future, by the way, I can reveal to you, but I told them, they will definitely come back to watch you."
The hand was pressed on his chest, and the heartfelt words, mixed with tears, made Ling Yan's head lower.
"Don't say it, I just want to ...... I'm with you......"
"People always die, wouldn't it be nice to die in peace...... And it's the second time I've come, so I don't need to worry about anything, do I? Actually, that's not bad, at least you'll remember me forever, won't you......"
"For me, I can't go on without you......"
Without you, you can't go on the world at all, it's a road full of thorns, you can't see a little light, it's completely dark.
"How could it be, if once your world was mine alone, but now. Your world, are you still alone? Stupid Ling Yan ......"
It was as if the dark road was illuminated, the thorns along the way were burned out, and there seemed to be many more people accompanying him on his way.
"Although they will also pass away, and you will be left alone when the time comes."
For the first time, Ling Yan felt that he was now very afraid of the passage of time.
"Time flies quickly...... But no matter what happens. Even if you can't remember it, but when you close your eyes and find someone around, isn't that the most important treasure for you? And for me, when I close my eyes, no matter how many times, I can see Ling Yan's appearance, which is the most precious thing for me...... and your agreement. I didn't lie to you. ”
If you still want to die, I'll pull you along, but ah, no matter how much you want to die, I'll destroy the thought of dying, no matter how many times......
But not now, because the current Hakuri Reimu can no longer continue to be selfish, and has to live with her own essence.
But. It's okay, isn't it? Someone will take a good look at you for me, and it will make you happier. Even happier!
It's much better than me, a stupid woman who doesn't know any common sense and etiquette even if she learns, right?
Although、Although I am still reluctant······
But I'm Bo Li Reimeng, a reincarnation born in the past, and at the same time - Ling Yan's wife!
So, I'm going to get my thing done! Don't disgrace my husband!
"Hee-hee-hee...... Just kidding, na, Dana. I'm happiest to be your wife, so let's live it well. ”
"Because of me now, without you, you will live better~"
Leaving her lover's chest, the shrine maiden laughed, "Actually, I think about it sometimes. Isn't a woman like me too happy...... Hee-hee-hee-hee......"
"It's not like this, it's not like this......"
The witch paused slowly, hugged Ling Yan, and buried the other party's head in her chest: "What else can you say...... Didn't you already understand it yourself? ”
"No......"
You're lying......
"I'm not lying, I'm Bo Li Reimu, the first generation of Bo Li's shrine maiden, I guarantee with Bo Li's reputation and discipline that I absolutely did not lie to my most beloved husband, Mr. Ling Yan."
Tears kept flowing...... Whether it was the witch who forced her face to laugh, or the Ling Yan who wanted to die was completely shattered.
"I love you...... Ling Yan, so ah......"
"It's time to say goodbye, our words."
"Because you're the only lover......"
It's because I love you, so I hope you will live forever, don't worry, no matter how long, there will be people standing by your side, who don't want you to die......
I'm not alone in your world anymore.
So stop crying, you're not a kid anymore, but you're a father.
Ah, right.
As if remembering something, she raised her hand and gently tapped towards the little cat demon, and after a while, all the original scars turned into nothingness, and some were just the little cat demon crying out to her mother in pain······
"Really," she complained inexplicably, then looked at Ling Yan again and said, "If you're lucky, next time, maybe when I'm reincarnated, I think Ling Yan you will definitely be able to find me...... Even anywhere I reappear in the infinite world, you're sure to find it...... No matter how much time passes, you will wait for me as much as I will wait for you......"
So, look forward to it, maybe I'll appear in front of you as a real shrine maiden next time, you witch control stupid!
Well, at that time, I can stay by your side as a wife, and accompany Xiaobaiyin as a mother.
Hmm~ It's a little looking forward to it~ isn't it?
Of course~it's all based on luck~
Live well, the people who support you are by your side, don't keep thinking that I am the whole of your world, the whole of your world, is no longer something that I can monopolize alone, although it is a little lonely, but this is just right...... If there is only one person in a person's world, then that person is too pitiful......
Oh, yes......
So...... Ling Yan, you want to be happy............
Even if you are alone, you can live strongly, and I believe that someone will stand by your side.
Meeting you, falling in love with you, and meeting you are irreplaceable for me-
So, cherish your body, Ling Yan......
The body turned into a little stardust, and in Ling Yan's gaze, it slowly spread out, as if it had never existed...... But the feeling exists.
"Don't, don't, what are you kidding, it's not like this!!" He reached out and grabbed the starlight! I want to hold it in my hand again!
Even if it's just one piece! Even if it's just a little bit!
As long as she gets to the infinite space, there is always a way to resurrect her! Even if—the resurrected one might not be her anymore······
However, it is impossible to catch, it is impossible to grab······ Now he can only watch those stars continue to fade!
"Ahh!!!!h Hammering the ground like a madman, resentful, angry at the person you love the most for deceiving yourself, but more often than not, the other person loves you too much...... I wanted to give back the opportunity but was not given the opportunity at all.
The grief of losing everything kept eroding him at this moment! Crazy emotions were burning with what was left of his sanity!
Why! I already know those things myself! I have already got these powers of my own!
But it's still as powerless as the original otaku!!
Why is that!! Why!!!
This kind of thing······ This is how it works······ Such an ending!
I definitely don't want it!!!! (To be continued.) )
PS: If you leave, I'll be better off - your natural character, can't you really change?
But yes, I'm not qualified to have you, am I?