Chapter 308: You Must Wait for Me
The tiger was lying on the ground, and the eyes that had been looking at the wall turned to look at me, and the moment it looked at me, it seemed that tears were falling from its eyes......
There were still dark red blood stains flowing out of the corners of its mouth, but Huzi seemed very calm at the moment, really calm, so calm that I mistakenly thought that it was now lying next to me as usual, basking in the sun with me, sitting quietly in the yard with me.
After the silence, Huzi struggled to get up from the ground at this time, but his body couldn't stand up at all, and I stopped it when I saw this:
"Huzi, don't move." Of course I understand why it suddenly wants to struggle to get up from the ground at this time, because it doesn't want me to see it as it is, and it doesn't want me to be sad for it, although it can't read my heartache, but it can see the tears in my eyes.
It, it wants to find a place where I can't see, quietly endure great pain, slowly wait for death, its life will only give, and will never ask me to do anything for it, even if it is death, it will not let me see.
I took a deep breath, little by little, I leaned the candle dragon nine phoenix in my hand towards the tiger, and found the location of its heart, but my hand trembled, and I couldn't do it for a long time......
"Senior brother, hurry up, don't let Huzi live and suffer again, let it die as soon as possible, and be reincarnated as soon as possible." The fat man looked at me and couldn't bear to start, and urged me, and the tone of his voice at this time was actually a little trembling.
I reached out my other hand, gently stroked the tiger's head, and then said to it:
"Huzi, yes, I'm sorry...... Let you suffer with me, I'll send you away, send you away, goodbye, really goodbye......" After I finished speaking, I held the hand of the candle dragon Jiufeng tightly, closed my eyes, and slammed my strength, "Poof!" With a bang, my hands were immediately splashed with a stream of sticky and hot blood, and Huzi also kicked his legs at this time, twitched twice, slowly stopped moving, and slowly closed his eyes......
At the moment when Huzi's body was motionless, he stopped breathing, and closed his eyes, a city in my heart collapsed at this moment!
I sat down on the ground all of a sudden, looking at the tiger next to me whose body began to gradually get cold, I felt a pain in my heart that I couldn't bear, why didn't the people or animals who were with me end well?!
Is all this the sky without eyes, or my fate, as long as everything that is good with me, it will not end well!
From the moment I was born, I was my father and mother, and when I was nine years old, I almost had my grandparents almost killed without the worm essence, and I recognized my ghost daughter-in-law An Rushuang, but let me hurt her several times and almost lost her soul. When I met my master, Qingfeng Dao Chang, he broke two fingers in order to save me, and he was seriously injured repeatedly. met Fang Ziyan, but she changed her mind for me. met Bai Ruotong, but let her sell the jade in order to save me, and even the current Huzi was killed by me......
I'm a dead star! Wherever they go, whoever they meet, it will bring them bad luck.
At this time, there is a torrent in my heart, hitting my reason again and again, maybe people like me should not live in this world to harm others, maybe I am the most redundant and most damned person in this world!
I resisted the urge to give myself a few punches, because the tiger had just died, and I had to give it one last ride, so that it could go peacefully and peacefully.
Thinking of this, I watched Huzi slowly stand up, put one hand on his chest, and said silently in his mouth:
"If there are many kinds of people in the world to come, and there is not enough food and clothing, and if the seeker is obedient, or if he is sick, or if he is sick, or if he is sick, or if he is sick, If you are a human being, you will hear the name of the earth, see the form of the place, be respectful, and recite it ten thousand times, it will be all unsatisfactory, and it will gradually disappear, and the dust will return to dust, and the earth will return to the earth, and even in your sleep, you will be happy......"
After reading a passage of transcendence, I silently wept that there would never be a dog that pounced on me when I returned, and never another dog would bask in the sun with me in the yard in the afternoon and watch the stars with me late at night.
recalled the scene after the Qingfeng Daoist brought Huzi back to the Taoist Temple, and even he didn't care about himself to rescue me and Leizi who had already walked into the river......
"Senior brother, don't be too sad, you can find a time to bury it yourself." At this time, the fat man walked up to me, patted me on the shoulder and said to me.
After hearing the fat man's words, I didn't answer, looked down at the body of the tiger, and slowly sat down against it again.
"Fatty, let him be quiet in this courtyard by himself, let's go back to the house first." At this time, the head of Qingfeng Dao opened his mouth and called the fat man away, and the whole yard was left with mine and the dead tiger.
Looking at the tiger lying in a pool of blood, motionless, I suddenly remembered a story that my grandmother used to tell me when I was a child:
There is a bridge connecting the sky and the earth, called the "Rainbow Bridge", it has colorful colors, and at this end of the bridge, there are endless grasslands, mountains and river valleys, and a piece of green grass.
Whenever a beloved pet dies, it goes to that place.
There's always food, water, and a warm spring.
The old and weak animals are young again, the crippled are healthy again, and they play together all day, and they lack only one thing:
Missing that special person who loves them on earth! So, they play and run every day, until one day, one of them suddenly stops playing and looks up! Nose flip! Ears straight! Keep your eyes open! Suddenly run away from the fauna! Because it sees you!
When you meet your special friend again, you hold it in your arms, your face is kissed and kissed, you gaze into the eyes that trust you again, and then you can walk across the rainbow bridge together.
Never Separate Again......
"Huzi...... If there really is a rainbow bridge, you must wait for me there, don't go anywhere, wait for me, I will swear to the heavens, to the earth, to you who died, here today:
I'm sure I'm going to pick you up!!
I never imagined that one day I would cry so sadly for the animals all the time, maybe I have regarded Huzi as my good friend.
Gradually, before I knew it, it was getting dark, and I glanced at the tiger who was still lying beside me, stretched out my hand to pick it up from the ground, and walked towards the backyard of the Taoist temple with it.
When I came to the backyard, I buried the tiger under a poplar tree, and did not build a mound of earth for him, nor did I erect a tombstone for him, because I did not want to arouse my heartache again.
There was a sound of footsteps behind me, and then the fat man's voice sounded from behind me:
"Senior brother, it's time to eat."
After hearing the fat man's voice, I turned to him and said, "You eat first." When the fat man heard my words, he sighed, shook his head, and didn't say anything.
"By the way, fat man, did Qiu Shasha chase Lu Yu back?" I asked again, and now my mind was a mess.
"No, Qiu Shasha discussed with our master, she is going to take someone to Kunlun Mountain early tomorrow morning to save Lu Yu." The fat man said to me.
"I see, you can go eat first......
After the fat man left, I walked to the practice platform on the side, sat down, raised my head, and quietly looked at the stars above the starry sky, I didn't know what to do at all.
What is the reason for all this?! Go to the special alien yin and yang eyes! Go to the special innate Dao body! What can I do if I have all this?!
I'm still a, and I still can't protect the people I care about the most!!
Thinking of this, a nameless fire that I hated myself suddenly jumped out in my heart, and I couldn't help but raise my head and yell at the night sky:
"Oh my God! If you let me live like this, why don't you let me die happily!! Is it true that good people are not rewarded?!! ”
"Don't ask for good people and good rewards, just ask for a clear conscience." At this time, An Rushuang's voice suddenly sounded in my ears, like a heavenly sound, like a silver bell......