I looked at my newborn daughter and tears flowed unconsciously. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 info Dongfang Youyu walked up to me, she hugged her daughter very skillfully, and said softly: "It's time to cut the umbilical cord, look at you, a big man, when you are so happy, what is there to cry about?" Go and accompany Jie'er. ”

I hummed, walked over to Jie'er and sat down, and said gently, "Jie'er, does it still hurt now?" ”

"It hurts, but it doesn't hurt as much as before...... Jie'er looked at the daughter in Dongfang Youyu's arms lovingly, and said softly, "Jiang Cheng, can you come up with a name?" ”

"Hmmm......"

I also looked at the baby lovingly, and said gently, "Let's call Jiang Qinyuan." ”

"Qin Yuan......" Jie'er repeated softly, and she sneered, "It's a poetic name, but it sounds like a boy." ”

I shook my head and said, "It's okay, I'll get used to it after calling it for a long time." ”

"Well, you go out first......" Tencel had a happy smile on her face, "We women have to deal with the rest of the matter." ”

As if in a dream, I walked out of the cabin and sat down on the floor at the door.

It was still the same big lake outside, and it was like I was dreaming. In front of me, two small figures appeared vaguely, and I recognized one of them as Niancheng. He was holding a small kite and was running happily by the river.

And a little girl chased after him, the little girl was about three or four years old, and she looked very similar to Qin Yuan. I know it's my fantasy.

It turns out that watching your own child be born is so wonderful.

My eyes kept looking at Nian Cheng who was running ahead, and my heart couldn't help but be full of distress.

I remember that when Niancheng was born, I was still very weak and couldn't be by his side. At that time, I often saw Nian Cheng being tortured, and I was so distressed that I couldn't help myself.

Now that I think about it, Dongfang Youyu and Niancheng have suffered a great sin. It's all because of me, and if it weren't for the fact that I'm too weak, they wouldn't be like this.

"Nian Cheng......" I murmured, "Daddy owes you so much." ”

"What do you think?"

At this moment, Jiang Xue's voice suddenly came from behind me. She sat next to me and whispered, "Are you missing Cheng? ”

I nodded and said, "My sister is really a roundworm in my stomach, I just suddenly remembered that I couldn't accompany him by Niancheng's side at the beginning, and I felt a little guilty." ”

"At least he's a sensible and well-behaved boy now......" Jiang Xue helped me cut my hair, and she said gently, "You used to be so weak, but now you are a hero who stands up to the sky." In fact, this can be regarded as an answer to the old saying, the son is poor, and the daughter is rich. ”

I shook my head and said, "I just feel like I'm in a dream, and I don't have time to remember whether it's true or not." ”

"And what do you think of it now?" Jiang Xue asked.

I closed my eyes and whispered, "Happiness, happiness." ”

Gradually, I suddenly couldn't hear Jiang Xue's voice. The heavens and the earth seemed to be quiet, and only the two small figures were still running in front of me, which made me feel very comfortable.

Suddenly, a figure appeared in front of them, and it was me. Niancheng and Qinyuan both ran to my side, and I picked them up, showing a sincere smile and a look of satisfaction.

It's bland, but it's not bland.

"Jiang Cheng ......"

In my head, a voice suddenly sounded like I had never heard before, "How do you feel now?" ”

"Happiness ......"

"When was the last time you felt happy?"

I was speechless for a while, I really can't tell when the last time I felt happy.

It seems like...... It's been a long time since I've felt happy.

I closed my eyes, and suddenly I felt my body fluttering, and the voice in my head became clearer.

"In life, in the end, you can't escape the word satisfaction. Whether it's material or emotional, in the end, you want to be satisfied. Even if you say you want to commit it in the end, it's to satisfy your own mentality. Now you've finally done it. ”

That...... It's my own voice.

It was as if my heart was talking to myself. But the problem is that I don't feel strange at all, but instead think of myself as another person, just like a friend, talking to me on an equal footing.

Many uncheerful emotions suddenly opened up at this moment.

I work so hard, in fact, for my own satisfaction, but also for the happiness of my children.

In life, as long as you can enjoy small happiness and understand it thoroughly.

So...... It is great satisfaction, great freedom.

Thinking of this, I didn't know why, but suddenly I folded my hands and closed my eyes, and said softly and softly, "Amitabha Buddha......"

"Boom!"

Suddenly, a powerful but extremely gentle energy burst out from my body, filling my whole body. The energy made me feel so warm that I felt comfortable yawning.

I curled myself up, feeling the warm power of every inch of my body. Many things were put down at this point, and I was like a traveler who hadn't drunk water in a long time, swimming in a turquoise lake.

"Hoo ......"

I gasped for breath and couldn't help but stretch. And the moment I stretched, I felt a crackling sound all over my body.

When I opened my eyes, the consciousness slowly returned. I saw Jiang Xue sitting beside me, looking at me with a relieved look. She stroked my hair and smiled, "Breakthrough? ”

"It seems to be ......"

I closed my eyes again, trying to find the wonderful feeling before, but when I deliberately searched, I couldn't find it.

On the contrary, I could feel that my Dharma clone had broken through.

He went from the beginning of the Great Luo Golden Immortal to the peak of the Great Luo Golden Immortal.

Such a terrifying breakthrough is something I never expected, it was as if the pressure I had suppressed for a long time suddenly released automatically at this time.

The Dharma clone suddenly sprang out, dressed in a white robe, and smiled warmly at me with his hands folded. That smile looked like even the iceberg was about to melt, and I smiled at him.

The doppelganger turned into starlight again and returned to my body, and I said softly: "It seems to be a self-created Dao, but it is not well controlled for the time being, it should be the Heart Dao." ”

"Do you feel anything?" Jiang Xue asked.

I shook my head and said, "I thought it would definitely be a feeling, but when I wanted to explore this path, I felt very calm, and even my desire seemed to be washed away." However, the breakthrough of the Dharma clone is a big opportunity for me. This has always been the most difficult clone for me to break through, but now his strength is the highest among my current four clones. ”

"Today is a double happiness...... Jiang Xue helped me stand up, and she smiled, "Give you a name for your self-created Dao, first name your daughter, and then name Dao." Jiang Cheng, you have to remember today, today is your lucky day. ”

I smiled contentedly and said solemnly, "The name of this self-created Dao...... Let's call it Nianyuan. ”

"Niancheng and Qinyuan?" Jiang Xue asked.

I nodded yes, and the door was pushed open. Jie'er, with the support of Dongfang Youyu, walked out of the cabin with Qin Yuan in her arms, and she chuckled: "The name is very good, but if you give birth to a third one in the future, what will you do?" The third child will cry. ”

I touched the back of my head and said seriously, "Then create another way." ”

"Bragging!" Jie'er laughed.

I looked at Qin Yuan with satisfaction, and was about to hug her again, but when I looked closely, I was stunned.

She...... Hair has grown, and Qin Yuan is smiling at this time, revealing a mouthful of small teeth.

I swallowed my spit and muttered, "What do I say...... It seems that I have seen the wrong relationship, and I always feel that Qin Yuan seems to have grown up a little. ”

"It's normal," said Jie'er seriously...... "our Black Widow's child grows up very quickly. ”

I looked at Qin Yuan, which seemed to be getting bigger and bigger, and whispered, "That'...... How fast exactly? ”

"Let's get an adult dress...... "Jie Er explained, "and at the latest, she will grow into a slim girl." ”

This......

This is different from what I fantasized before, completely different, it is simply not a match!