Chapter 40: Struggle
At that moment, I looked into Uncle Xin's eyes, and for the first time, I felt so deeply empathy for his pain.
He is not selfish, but a kind of 'arbitrariness' in the eyes of Xin Yi or Xin Yi's mother, because his decision may be made for their own good, but in fact, if they had the right to know, their views and decisions on the whole thing may not be so chosen.
But I am also a man, but I can understand his deep pain and helpless decision. After all, it is a man, and when faced with a painful choice, especially when it comes to his wife and children, his first thought must be to carry everything himself. instinctively wants to protect them, even if they bear unspeakable suffering, even if it is an 'arbitrary' decision, and even if they bear a lifetime of misunderstanding.
I can't comment on anything, maybe if it were me, I would eventually make the same decision as Uncle Xin, but how dare I feel that I am right? The pain is indescribable.
So, I didn't say anything, but turned around and went to the kitchen not far away, decisively took a bottle of wine, two glasses, then poured two glasses of wine, held a glass to Uncle Xin, and then said: "Uncle Xin, I respect you." "I'll do it first.
Uncle Xin took the wine, was stunned for a moment, then laughed heartily, and finally drank it all.
This laugh is the most enjoyable of his evening, many of these emotions can only be understood, not spoken, a glass of wine is already an attitude, but a knot.
From the beginning of the night, we have been talking about the light of the sky, starting from the fox demon of Qinglian Mountain, and all the way to Xinyi. So far, a lot of distance has been narrowed, and so far, many questions have been solved.
At dawn, Uncle Xin and I ended the conversation and went to rest. However, before the end of the conversation, Uncle Xin and I had agreed that he would live in Wangxian Village these days, because according to Uncle Xin, Xin Yi's crossing had reached a critical moment, and it was time to need him, and he couldn't leave.
And I am still burdened with one thing, that is, to pick up Xin Yi's mother to Wangxian Village, and after arriving in the village, it is time for her to know all this.
It's not an easy thing to do, and I'm not referring to the process of picking up Xinyi's mother up the mountain, but the process of finally confessing everything to her. In the middle, I also wondered, since I had to confess in the end, why did Uncle Xin choose to pretend to be dead and leave in the first place?
But among all this, the most difficult to face should not be me, but Uncle Xin. So, no matter if I have a question or find it difficult, I am not the one to face the problem head-on.
After just a few hours of sleep, I got up.
It was just after noon, and I would go out of the village in the afternoon, and before that, there was one more important thing that had to be done.
When I left the house, I went to see Uncle Xin, but the door of the house where he lived was closed and unusually quiet, and only a note was pasted on the door - do not disturb if you have nothing to do. I couldn't figure out if he was asleep or awake, so I just tore down the note and scratched my head helplessly.
Uncle Xin's attitude is very clear, these days he should choose not to go out of the gate, stay in the village without stepping forward, even I will not see it often. However, after reacting, I can feel that he still has a faint concern for me, after all, he is a demon, and he lives in Wangxian Village of the demon hunter, all because of my relationship.
Probably he was afraid that it would be difficult for me to do it, so he chose this kind of deep and simple out, wanting to minimize the impact, right? When I think of this, a little warmth rises in my heart, and it always feels good to have the care of an elder. How can I have the leisure to care if he is a human or a demon?
Uncle Xin didn't see the guests, so he naturally gave up. But when I want to leave, I can't help but see Xin Yi.
Xinyi's room is still the quietest and brightest, and the air is still filled with the faint warm fragrance that belongs to Xinyi, which makes me feel very happy and reassured.
Today, it was a fine day, I walked into the room, helped Xin Yi push open the half-hidden window, so that the room could be more bathed in sunlight, and then walked to Xin Yi's bed and sat down. Habitually, I held Xin Yi's hand, and just wanted to say something to Xin Yi, but I was stunned all of a sudden.
There are two wet traces on Xin Yi's pillow, this is? I frowned, but I stretched out my hand with great nervousness, and then gently touched Xin Yi's face.
During this process, I couldn't control my hands from trembling slightly, and even the temperature of my hands became a little cold in an instant due to nervousness.
Finally, my hand touched Xin Yi's cheeks, and her face was slightly moist as I expected! This can only show one problem, Xin Yi is crying, she is crying in her sleep, all the time! Did she feel something? If she wants to feel something, it must be to regain some consciousness and feeling, which means that she is going to break free from that so-called big dream?
I couldn't help but use some strength when I held Xin Yi's hand, and the palm I was holding with Xin Yi also became wet, it was the sweat of the palm: "Xin Yi? Xinyi? I called softly, and this time, Xin Yi faced me with a very, very slight frowning motion.
This action is so slight that if you don't pay attention to it, you will ignore it. However, I have been watching Xin Yi, and I can see this change clearly.
I couldn't help but get excited, if Xin Yi could wake up on his own, wouldn't there be no need for Uncle Xin to pay anything, and most importantly, there would be no so-called consequences that made me uneasy. Isn't that a happy outcome? So, seeing Xin Yi's reaction, although I desperately suppressed and didn't want to be too out of control, I couldn't help but shout her louder and louder?
The consequence of such excitement naturally alarmed Su Ling, and she walked into the room with a strange expression, I knew what she wanted to accuse me? I watched Xin Yi's growing reaction, and without waiting for her to speak, I said to her, "Su Ling, I'm not kidding. Xin Yi may wake up at any time, you go and call Uncle Xin. Hurry, hurry! ”
Strictly speaking, Su Ling and I get along more like brother and sister, and each other is casual. But Su Ling has always been a person who knows the importance very well, she saw me so serious, and also knew that I didn't feel like I was as purposeless about this matter as last time, so she immediately turned around and walked out of the room quickly without saying anything.
In less than five minutes, Uncle Xin walked into the room with a little excitement and went straight to Xin Yi's bed.
Soon, he noticed the tear stains on the pillow, and the subtle changes and struggles in Xin Yi's expression when he heard my call, as if he was about to break free from a dream and wake up at any time. Seeing such a reaction, Uncle Xin was immediately excited, and he couldn't help but sit on the edge of Xin Yi's bed with me, holding Xin Yi's other hand, and also calling Xin Yi with me.
But helplessly, no matter what we say, how we call, Xin Yi's reaction is there, but he can't wake up, and later, Xin Yi's expression turned out to be weirdly sad, and finally became a little desperately calm, but two lines of tears slipped down her cheeks.
"Uncle Xin" I was very worried and anxious, at this time, I turned around, and looked at Uncle Xin for help, after all, he knew more about Tianhu than me, but I found that I didn't know when Uncle Xin was no longer excited, but his face became extremely heavy, and his brows were furrowed.
"Uncle Xin" I just opened my mouth and called Uncle Xin again, but he suddenly waved his hand at me, signaling me not to speak, to get out of the way first.
I was worried and anxious, and I was a little confused, so I had to get out of the way and step aside. But seeing Uncle Xin sitting closer, he stretched out his hand to wipe away her tears for Xin Yi with great love, and tidied up her hair, and then said, "Good daughter, it's okay." Daddy will definitely help you wake up, for sure, for sure. Rest assured, there is absolutely nothing to do. ”
Uncle Xin's voice was light and gentle, almost unconscious, and he hummed a children's song from his childhood to Xin Yi, which is a children's song that my mother in this life often hums to me, a familiar tune, as if it made me return to the past, a hot and sleepless summer night, it is this kind of song that comforts me and makes me sleep quietly.
My eyes were a little swollen, looking at Uncle Xin's silhouette, and also looking at Xin Yi's sadness to despair, so that his calm expression slowly became reassuring, and then really calmed down.
It wasn't until Xin Yi completely calmed down and his breathing became steady again that Uncle Xin slowly let go of Xin Yi's hand, gestured to me, and motioned for me to go out.
As soon as I went out, without waiting for me to speak, Uncle Xin said solemnly: "I have seen the situation, it seems that it is really as your master said back then." Xin Yi, she can't get through this catastrophe! Because, her consciousness is already semi-awake, and she should be able to wake up naturally according to common sense, but her spirituality is damaged, resulting in the most important natal will of Tianhu is not strong enough, and she cannot completely break free from Tianhu's own environment, and can only sadly know that it is a dream, and still wander in it. ”
I understand what Uncle Xin said, don't talk about Tianhu, even if you are a human being, you occasionally have this kind of lucid dream, and you will occasionally continue to sleep in this lucid dream.
However, this kind of lucid dream is easy to break free, but she can't break free.
At this time, I no longer asked Uncle Xin what to do, and I only had one sentence when I looked at Uncle Xin: "Uncle Xin, what should I do?" ”
"There's nothing special to do, as soon as possible, as quickly as possible, go and pick up Xin Yi's mother. And I, too, asked a friend to pick up an important person to help Xin Yi. "Uncle Xin is very decisive.
I nodded, took a deep breath, and said directly: "Waiting for the memorial service to finish the "Hundred Demons of Mountains and Seas", I will set off immediately." ”
At this end of our brief conversation, I strode out of the door with a lot of thoughts, and just a few steps from the door, I heard a cold voice behind me: "Yo, when I saw my father-in-law, I remembered that I was a son-in-law, and I forgot that I was still a demon hunter?" ”
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