Chapter 155: Admitting Mistakes
What is the meaning of the lyrics in this song? Could it be that An Rushuang knew me a long time ago? Or is the person waiting for her in the lyrics someone else?
Thinking of this, I felt a sense of powerlessness in my heart, and it was only now that I clearly understood how important An Rushuang's position in my own heart was. M.LWxS520 Lewen Mobile Network
Don't think about it! Maybe it's just a song.
I said a word to myself, and thinking about it, I walked towards the shed.
An Rushuang, who was sitting on the wooden fence, heard my footsteps, turned her head to look at me, and the moment she turned around, I found that her beautiful face was full of tears......
The heart suddenly became uncomfortable.
"Rushuang, yes, I'm sorry, I misunderstood you......" I walked over, not knowing what to say at the moment, so I had to apologize to her directly.
When An Rushuang heard my words, she turned her head and stretched out her hand, as if wiping the tears on her face.
"It's not your fault, in fact, I have already seen that something is wrong with you, so I deliberately pretended to be angry with you, wanting to see who killed your grandparents, but I never thought that the man with the hat who suddenly appeared saved you." An Rushuang turned her back to me and said softly.
"So you're here?" I looked at her and asked.
An Rushuang nodded, as if it wasn't surprising that I would find this place.
"Aren't you afraid that the man with the hat will kill me?" I looked at An Rushuang and asked her deliberately, wanting to alleviate the embarrassing situation between me and her now.
"If he wants to hurt you, he won't save you." An Rushuang said affirmatively.
"Who the hell is that man in black with a hat? Why is it so helpful? I looked at An Rushuang and asked puzzled.
An Rushuang shook her head slightly and said:
"Not necessarily, maybe it's someone from your Dragon and Tiger Sect, or maybe it's a Taoist priest from another sect."
"But when the man was leaving, he told me that maybe the next time I met him, he would be an enemy, and I never understood what he meant by telling me." I suddenly remembered what the hat man said to me when he was leaving, so I said it to An Rushuang and asked her to help me analyze it.
After An Rushuang heard this, her eyebrows were also frowned, she pondered for a while, sighed softly, and said to me helplessly:
"To be honest, I can't figure out what he said, in fact, now I keep thinking about who gave you that ghost curse."
"The man in the hat told me that the person who gave me the Yin Soul Spell is the person next to me."
"The people around you? Who would that be? After An Rushuang heard this, she was also puzzled and surprised.
"Alas! Forget it, don't think about it if you can't figure it out, if you think about it again, it will only become more and more chaotic, I can only be careful in the future, time will give us all the truth......" I said and simply walked to An Rushuang's side, looked at her and asked:
"Rushuang, have you forgiven me?"
An Rushuang raised her head and looked at me, and a hint of strangeness flashed in her eyes:
"I've never blamed you."
Hearing An Rushuang's words, the self-blame and remorse in my heart were inflated again......
I was silent, and in the silence, I was hesitating to ask An Rushuang what the lyrics of the song she sang just now, and what the lyrics of it meant, An Rushuang suddenly looked at me and asked:
"Thirteen, I ask you, you ask your own heart, apart from that Yin Soul Curse, in your heart, have you ever doubted me? Even if it's just a slightest. ”
After hearing An Rushuang's words, I was stunned for a moment, and I examined my own heart: Did I ever doubt her?
The answer is yes: yes, at least before today. I know that the reason why I doubt An Rushuang is because I am not strong enough in my heart, so I care a lot about what others say to me.
I didn't want to deceive An Rushuang, so I told her the truth:
"Yes."
After An Rushuang heard my words, a trace of pain flashed in her expression, and she looked at me seriously and said:
"Thirteen, I'm not afraid of anything, even if my soul is gone, I'm not afraid, but what scares me the most is you, that is, being questioned by you, do you know how painful it is to be suspected by the person you care about the most?"
When I heard An Rushuang say these words to me, I hurriedly said to her:
"Rushuang, I promise you, I will never doubt you again in the future, not for the rest of my life."
An Rushuang didn't feel sorry for me, and after hearing me say this, she looked into my eyes and whispered:
"Well, I'm sure you ......"
After hearing An Rushuang's words, I finally felt better, and then leaned next to her and sat down on the wooden fence together.
"Thirteen, are you still sad in your heart?" At this time, An Rushuang asked me worriedly.
"Hmm......" I nodded, calming down, the picture of my previous life with my grandparents resurfaced in my mind, and then, the pain I thought had been suppressed by myself came to me again like a wild current, each time more and more violent, I couldn't dodge, drowned in this pain, suffocated in the drowning......
At this moment, I felt that my cheeks were a little hot, and then I realized that I had shed tears again, I don't know how many times I cried and how many tears I shed on this day, I only know that in my heart, from today onwards, there is a place where there will never be a sunny day again.
An Rushuang, who was sitting next to me, stretched out her hand to wipe my tears for me at this time, and comforted me:
"Thirteen, don't cry, I know you're sad and sad, but the next days still have to be the same, real life won't stop because you lose someone, cry out loud if you want to cry, but after crying, please be strong, live well, don't let them go uneasy."
I cried and hugged An Rushuang tightly, sobbing and said to her:
"Rushuang, thank you......"
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"Thirteen, are you feeling better? It's time for me to go now......" An Rushuang, who was held in my arms, said to me at this moment.
Hearing her say this, my heart tightened, and I hurriedly asked:
"Let's go? Where are you going? I don't want you to leave me. ”
An Rushuang smiled slightly:
"You stupid, what I mean when I leave is that I should go back to the jade pendant, I have been out for too long."
Hearing this, I reacted, hurriedly let go of the hands that were holding her tightly and said:
"I almost forgot about this stubble, you should go back to Jade Perry."
"By the way, you still have to promise me, don't go to that Cheng Jiangran for revenge now, if you go, you can only be sent to death, and Cheng Jiangran won't live long." An Rushuang was afraid that my mind would be hot, so she went to find that Cheng Jiangran everywhere to play with her life, so she instructed me.
"I know, my parents are going to be fine, right?" I rang out to my parents and asked with some concern.
"You can rest assured, Cheng Jiangran is now difficult to protect himself, he killed someone with evil arts, the Dragon and Tiger Sect and the supernatural investigation team will definitely find him out, I guess he is not in Shandong now, don't worry, don't go anywhere, just go back to Qingzhuguan and ask your master Qingfeng Daoist what to do next." After An Rushuang finished speaking, her figure flashed and she entered the jade pendant.
After An Rushuang left, I suddenly remembered that I had just forgotten to ask An Rushuang what the song she started singing meant, forget it, it's not too late to ask when she comes out of the jade pendant next time.
Thinking about it, I got up from the wooden fence in the shed, went to the grave circle to see my grandfather and grandmother, and rushed to Qingzhuguan overnight.
After returning to Qingzhuguan, it was already the second half of the night, the sky began to be cloudy, I first took a look at Lu Zhenren in the study of Qingfeng Daochang, and found that she was still lying quietly on the wooden bed, I went back to my room, took out my mobile phone, and wanted to try to charge the mobile phone again, but to my disappointment, the mobile phone still did not respond, it is estimated that there is really a problem.
I threw my phone aside, and at the same time, a strong feeling of tiredness hit, and I didn't bother to take a shower, so I just lay on the bed and fell asleep at once.
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The next morning, before I could get up, I felt my nose pinched in a daze, and I choked out of bed.
When I opened my eyes, the bearded face of the Qingfeng Dao Leader appeared in front of me.
Before I could speak, the head of the Qingfeng Dao opened his mouth and said to me:
"Thirteen, there is suddenly an extra soul in your uncle's body, sue me, what is going on? Who gave her the soul? ”