"Keep yourself, keep that love, you said it's easy, if I can really do it, will it still be like this?" Lei Zhe shook his head with a wry smile, he was just because he didn't know how to do it to become like this, he was indeed tired of Lei Luo's arrangement, tired of those so-called plans, but when he really rejected these things, he began to be dazed again, and even a little scared, because it was everything that others had arranged for him, and now he really let him do it himself, he has no confidence. k update

"You just said that you went to many worlds such as "Magic ** Catalog", "Shape Moon" and so on, so have you seen the plot characters in it? For example, the discharge girl, one party, the dumb hair king, the golden flash..."Guima suddenly changed the subject and asked, he didn't continue what he had just done.

"Of course, to be honest, when I first crossed over to the "Magic ** Catalog", the place where I appeared was Fang Niang's residence."

"Huh? A mother? One side is a woman?! What is Suzuko Yuriko called? ”

"That's right..."

Next, Lei Zhe told Guima everything about his forbidden life, including his encounter with one party, the deal he made with the otaku, becoming a classroom at Tokiwadai Middle School, meeting the discharge girl, Kuroko, Beeeater Caoqi, Maino Shenli, God Cracked Fire Weaving, Aiwass, etc., and finally found the first prop by himself. The Book of All-Knowing', and what he saw and heard during those months of travel, his own changes, and finally because of his connections, the city of the Academy was attacked by the Roman Orthodox Church in advance, because of his connections, which led to the death of those students at the hands of the Left Land...

I don't know why, when Lei Zhe talks about these things, he doesn't give people a feeling of cold mode everything, he is indeed telling these things to others, but at the same time, he is also telling himself, he found that some of the things that have been forgotten have become clear again, and even the feelings that have been forgotten for a long time are gradually found, he has a kind of illusion, and now his mood is very similar to when he first arrived at the "Magic ** Catalog".

"Oh, so you have a good relationship with Fang Niang now? You just said that you had proposed to her, you bastard, why did such a good thing happen to you, and besides, you also said that you appeared in the Uruk era in the Moon World, and became one of the three kings along with Jin Shining and Enki? And then appeared in front of Nero, and in the end, the even more cheating was the holy sword sword spirit who became the king of stupid hair, and now they are all your fiancées, you bastard, I want to strangle you, this is the ultimate dream of many otaku! ”

Guima was a little excited when he said this, and then he continued: "What kind of fucking god of attack am I.,This name is given to you.,Look at the girl next to you.,Which isn't the goddess of the otaku world.,Bastard.,Look at the miku around you now.,If you release the news that she's the deity.,All the two-dimensional houses will come to duel with you.,You haven't looked at your personal homepage on YouTube.,Look at the message above.,It's going crazy!" ”

"I just want to leave the last piece..."

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Gui Ma don't look very arrogant in his usual life, he doesn't care about anyone, even if others talk about him behind his back, he won't care, he won't change the world he loves because of other people's eyes, although in the eyes of ordinary people he has nothing to be arrogant about, isn't he just a disgusting glasses house, cockroach man, but Guima still insists on his arrogance, because there are no people around him who really understand him, he is just a person who insists on his own world. …,

But when he treats his friends, that is, the people in that small circle, they are all the same, although they are different fields, although they are different races, although they have different nationalities, they are all the kind of people who love something to the point of being crazy obsessed, and they don't care what the world thinks of themselves, they always feel that they are lonely, because no one can understand themselves, until this small circle is formed.

Gui Ma will quarrel with the people in the circle, he will insist on what he insists on, he will argue with other people, and the two sides will not give in to each other.

This situation will never happen anywhere else, and Guima will only become like this here, only when he treats those who understand him and understand him, so now he behaves differently from what we are familiar with, maybe when he treats others, he will become the arrogant, disdainful of the real world, and addicted to the game world.

"So when you treat them, are you also cold and ruthless?" Gui Ma's words changed suddenly, and Lei Zhe was stunned, and then he shook his head: "So I'm selfish, I can't be indifferent to the people around me, because I love them, but to the outside world, I have indeed changed a lot..."

"Since you still have love for them, it proves that you haven't actually changed, your current state, in my opinion, is just blinded by something, just like the moon in the sky, although it is often covered by dark clouds, it is still in the sky, and it will not disappear because of the appearance of dark clouds, as for these nasty dark clouds, they are only temporary, and sooner or later they will be dispersed, it is only a matter of time."

"Judging from the things you described, I found that you have been moving forward desperately, in the type of moon you have indeed matured, but you have also entered a misunderstanding, it is true that the people around you are the most important to you, for them you can be enemies of the world, but in addition to their accidents, the outside world is also equally important, in Gintama, what you are doing is not to protect the things left by Songyang? At that time, did you have any indifference to the world, even if the world really disappointed you, but you still insisted on your own things, insisted on the persistence in your heart...? ”

Guima took off his glasses, wiped them, and then took them on and continued: "Your so-called past life, is it really a past life? Don't say you haven't seen it yet, although I heard everything from you, but because this information is enough, I have already seen the end. ”

Guima said his most classic line at the end, and Lei Zhe was stunned, but Hatsune next to him said: "That Lei Luo is not Lei's past life at all, but his future..."

"Oh, looks like you know something?" Katsura didn't expect Hatsune to say these words, and then he said with interest: "I don't know if my guess is right, but according to the development of the game's plot, the so-called 'past life' is just an illusion given by a timeline, he created that Honkai world, so he left his mark on that world, and then gave everyone the illusion that he was a 'past life' and you who were summoned to the past were his 'reincarnation', but in fact, it was the other way around, and he was your future." Create' out of the Honkai world, but modify the timeline of the Honkai World so that after you are summoned over, the inhabitants of the area will treat you as a 'Demon King Reincarnation'. ”

Guima said with a smile, and then he turned on his game console again, and continued: "If you use RPG to explain, in fact, you are the first week, the most primitive, the original one, but because of the follow-up, that is, the second, third, and even four-week people, have the power to control time, they return to a position that is further ahead than you, to arrange all this, will make you have the illusion that you are the second week, and inherit all the equipment, skills, and experience of the week." ”…,

"According to cause and effect, you are both cause and effect, and Lei Luo is both effect and cause, it is because of his cause that you will have your current result, your situation is different from everyone else, other people's cause and effect is a straight line from cause to effect, but your cause and effect is a circle, an eternal cycle, cause and effect become blurred, or even reversed."

Speaking of this, Guima shrugged, and then he said helplessly: "But in my words, your life is really messy, even the most third-rate game will not be worse than yours, and what is this plot, why do I always think it is the most bloody romance drama, and it is also the type that those uncles and aunts like very much at eight o'clock?" ”

"This, don't complain, because I have vomited all the slots." Lei Zhe said helplessly, he is not surprised that Hatsune knows all this, and now he has understood that the reason why Hatsune can appear is because of Lei Luo's relationship, he obviously wants to resist, but he finds that he is still in the other party's calculations, maybe his own changes, his own agreement, he already knows, right?

At this time, Hatsune grabbed Lei Zhe's hand, she looked at Lei Zhe and said with a smile: "Don't worry, no matter what happens, I will stand by your side, because the person who has always been by my side is not the man named Lei Luo, but you Lei Zhe, even if I deceive all the people in this world, I will not lie to you." ”

"Oh, hey, hearing this bold statement, I'm really envious, jealous and hateful, Lei Zhe, you said that the love in your heart has been forgotten, in that case, you will give me that love back! You look back at Lao Tzu, isn't your love just by your side?! You've been moving forward blindly, how many times have you stopped to look around, to see the path you've walked, how many times have you reflected on everything you've done, to find your own mistakes, over the years, from the time you've traveled to the present, how many tunes have you written, and have you used your own music to outline the whole world! The dark clouds covering the sky and the moon are none other than yourself, think about it, think about it, think about everything that happened, and recall your original feelings, is it that your 'love' is only so little? Can't afford even this little bit of time? If you really can't save it, then you can simply find a place to wipe your neck and commit suicide, because you still have a long way to go. ”

Looking at Gui Ma, Lei Zhe shook his head helplessly: "Why do I think I will be very unhappy to be taught a lesson by this little ghost of you?" ”

"It has nothing to do with age, the bystanders are clear of the authorities, you are like this, you are the teacher of so many people, you are constantly guiding others, but no one has ever guided you, you are acting as a guide in different worlds, and where is your guide?"

Guima said this, then paused, and continued: "These things, I can only say here, because what you want to do is completely up to you, continue to degenerate like this, or find your original self, it is not something outsiders can interfere with, and I want to say one thing to you, that is, about what I have guessed. ”

"Lei Luo, he is already dead, this doesn't need to be considered, from what you said, I made a simulation inference, the probability that he is still alive is less than one percent, but I have to admire him, because he counts everything, maybe you go back to this world and meet Hatsune, or even what we say now, he has already calculated, right?"

"Second, those so-called scripts, so-called plans, let them all go to hell, your own destiny, your own future is in your own hands, what's the point of letting others lead the future, let others feel that the fate is someone else's, not yours!" …,

"But I want to give you a little advice, that is, don't do anything now, go and calm your heart now, go to find the lost love, and dispel the dark clouds that cover the moon, in fact, you don't need me to say that you should also know what to do, your love is by your side, just like my love, in my hands." Guima said this, picking up his game console and smiling, this is his love, he rejects the real world, but he can't give up this little four-corner screen.

"Now you are no longer mortal, unlike us, the so-called greater power brings greater responsibility, of course I didn't mean to let you save the world, but power is your power, instead of using your power on violence, intrigues, it is better to put your power on love, because I believe that otaku are good people, because they have a persistent love in their hearts, give roses, and have fragrance in their hands, I think you understand what I mean."

"I feel more and more uncomfortable."

"If this unpleasantness can make you see it more clearly, I'm worth it." Guima smiled, then he picked up the coffee that had already cooled, took a sip and continued: "The world turns because of love, I hope that what I see the ending is correct, no matter what you become, you are a good person in my heart." ”

"This good guy card makes me very unhappy..."

"Then you can also give me one, preferably from Hatsune-chan."