Lei Luo once said that his life is an extremely bad, poorly made, underfunded, chaotic plot, worse than the third-rate GalGanre, and the dialogue he chose, the options are the worst, and he finally went to the worst ending of this game, the most helpless ending.

And Lei Zhe, he feels that his life is not a GalGanre, but an RPG of his dreams, and it is the kind of person who comes out, the characters are basically invincible, and wherever they go, someone will take the cheats, the customs clearance strategy will be shown to you, wherever you go, there will be powerful equipment, and the skills against the sky are waiting for you to have, learn, and even the entire game process, puzzle solving, etc., you don't need to worry about it, because someone will help you get through the difficulties, so that you can easily clear the customs, even if you really can't beat it, You can also adjust the 'GOD mode,'.

Compared with Lei Luo, Lei Zhe knew that he was too lucky, because there were many people who were helping him and choosing those choices for him, but when he came to the present step by step, Lei Zhe found that he really got something? I get a lot, power, women, power, but what do I lose?

What is lost is your own destiny, your own future, and the love hidden in your heart...

Lei Zhe knew that he was a coward, or a coward, don't look at him always saying that he wants to change his current life, and he doesn't want to be at the mercy of Lei Luo anymore, but when he meets everyone related to Lei Luo, he doesn't do what he wants to do, the other party just says: "As long as you do this, you can get what you want, and then leave this world." ”

Yes, as long as you follow this, you can get what you want, as long as you follow those scripts, you can go on easily, isn't this the same as when playing the game, read the strategy cheats and always choose the most correct plot and route to complete a game?

Lei Zhe looks like a strong parent, planning the future for his children, what this future looks like, it is up to the parents to decide, and those children can only accept it silently many times, for these are not their own 'future', many children give up what they like, give up their attachments and desires, and are forced to accept their parents' arrangements, and sometimes even if they really want to resist, their parents will say: "This is all for your good, as long as you do this, the future will not be what will be, what will be the future, What will your life be like..."

In "EVA", Lei Zhe really can't accept this arrangement anymore, and in the end, he has a showdown with Asuka, he won't accept any help from Lei Luo and the others, and he doesn't want to live like a puppet anymore.

People say that 'fate is in their own hands,' this sentence Lei Zhe does not deny, but he has always believed that all 'fate, in fact, is developed by himself, successful, failed, gained, lost, painful, happy, happy, sad, as long as what has happened is the so-called 'fate', and as for what these fates are, it depends on how I do it, my own destiny is to rely on my own struggle, to struggle, to develop, rather than waiting for others, waiting for the world to give you alms, It's not the fate that someone else has arranged for you

Maybe as Asuka said, Lei Zhe is now a child in the period of resistance, he just suddenly couldn't figure out a little problem, that's why he did this kind of thing, if he really goes on like this, he will lose a lot of things in the end, she knows Lei Luo, and he also knows Lei Zhe, at least she thinks so, because after all, the two people are the same person, and the personalities of the two people will not change much.

But is that really the case?

Have the same looks, have the same background, have the same smile...

However, they have different names, different lives, different outlooks on life, values, worldviews, and more importantly their personalities – seemingly the same, but with extreme opposites. …,

If there is no intervention from some people, Lei Zhe may go on according to Lei Luo's arrangement, but the current Lei Zhe is really not pure, it should be said that the whole thing has become not pure because of him, and there is not only one named Lei Luo who wants to change the past, and there is not only one named Lei Luo who wants to change Lei Luo

Where did the father of the three people, Thunder Evil, Thunder, and Thunder, the future Lei Zhe, the one who got everything, go in the end?

What is the ending of Lei Zhe, who appeared in Gensokyo with the second lady, appeared in front of the dog father, and also pushed open the last door?

In fact, the so-called fate, the so-called cause and effect, is not a straight line, Lei Zhe's fate is an iron chain, which extends infinitely from all the time, as for where its end will stop, no one knows, but the iron chain that extends from this is not only one, there is indeed only one, but there are many ends...

Lei Zhe's life is an RPG...

If Lei Luo is a self in this game, what he has experienced is the saddest and most bitter plot.

And now Lei Zhe is the second week, he inherited the archive, equipment, and strength of the week, and all he has to do is very simple, which is to change the result of the hard work of the week.

But this game also has a very special place, that is, at the same time as the second week, those three-week, four-week, and even five, six, seven, ** characters have appeared, appearing at the beginning of the second week, to change according to their own intentions, to change the entire process of the second week, and even to change the second week's own personality and experience.

It's like the appearance of the three Thunder Evils, they have nothing to do with Lei Luo, so where did they come from?

The future and the past are constantly intertwined and changed, becoming the current Lei Zhe, who is constantly being corrected unconsciously, as if Kuromaru once said: "Only I understand the hidden ** in your heart in this world..."

What exactly is Lei Zhe's **?

That thing was something that Lei Zhe was afraid of and didn't want to be brought up, but it was indeed the thing he longed for the most...

That's 'death,...

Whose deaths? Of course it's Lei Zhe's own, although even he doesn't know why he has this desire, but this is indeed what he wants, his own demise is what Kurumu sees, even if it and Lei Zhe don't know where this ** came from and why it appeared.

It's just that Lei Zhe has always denied this matter, he always feels that he is very sick, why do he have this kind of fucking thoughts, which is why he is reluctant to let Kuromaru mention this matter, and it is precisely because of this incident that Lei Zhe always has the idea of wanting to change, but he has not done anything.

In the world of "EVA", when Lei Zhe heard Lucifer say all his things, he seemed to hear a voice, this voice was asking himself: "So you are satisfied, this kind of fate arranged by others, this kind of game without any difficulty, even if you get what you want, won't you regret it in the future, regret that your life does not belong to you, now you are really that Lei Zhe, now you, have you become Lei Luo?" ”

"When you move forward step by step according to Lei Luo's plan, when you compromise again and again because of those so-called things you want, you have given up your own destiny, you will always be a puppet, you will always be a salted fish, even if you really reverse the so-called 'fate, that is not your credit, in the end you will even lose yourself, you will even think, whether you are Lei Zhe, or the dead Lei Luo, the saddest thing in this world is that your life does not belong to you, It's just that you can't stick to what you insist on.,What did you learn in Gintama? What did you learn in Songyang, compared to the time when you lost your memory, you did so badly, even if you didn't have the strength at that time, your hands were covered with blood, but you still didn't bow to the so-called 'fate, you have been desperately doing it, to change, to use up all your all, for this reason are you willing to abandon your dignity, willing to abandon kindness and justice... ”…,

"You have been laughing at why Songyang wants to protect the so-called earth, you have been saying that it is enough to protect the people around you, so why do you still have to deal with the Heavenly Dao people and the shogunate, why do you still have to exchange for a moment of tranquility and promise the Heavenly Dao people a lot of conditions? What you want to protect is Yinshi, what you want to protect is Dengshi, what you want to protect is that street, all the same clan, what you want to protect is the world that Songyang loves, for you that is your own life, your own world, when you have a memory, what have you been doing, you have distorted those things..."

Distorted?

Maybe that voice said a lot, his earth has become distorted, it has become no longer the same as before, it has become accustomed to following Lei Luo's arrangement, it no longer wants to resist, it has begun to compromise.

Himself becomes selfish, he becomes indifferent, he becomes ruthless, especially in EVA and Lelouch the Rebellion...

"What about that love... The love in your heart? That love that has not been forgotten even though the world has turned black? Think about it, think about the Demon Forbidden, think about the Moon, think about Gintama, you will find that you have gone down the wrong path, maybe the next time I see you, I should call you Lei Luo...? ”

"You and him, it's different...!"

The voice said a lot to himself, and Lei Zhe suddenly remembered what a man who helped volunteer in an orphanage when he was very young and very young said to him.

At that time, he said to himself, "The world turns with love..."

Is it true that the world turns because of love?

How can I get back the love that I have forgotten in my heart?