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Chapter 47, the naïve and cruel murderous schoolboy

“…… What all the students and teachers didn't know was that I had almost killed someone before—one night four years ago, when I was a junior high school student, an idiot tried to attack me from behind and wanted to assault me. Of course, with the wooden knife in hand, I didn't lose, but broke the guy's shoulder blade and thigh bone with a few swords, causing the idiot to scream and faint. ”

Standing on the roof balcony of the Gao Cheng family's mansion, facing the dawn of dawn, Poison Island Tsuneko told Wang Qiu about her past.

“…… This is just a normal self-defense counterattack! Wang Qiu pursed his lips, "...... If a girl on our side overturned an idiot, she would definitely think that her martial arts were world-famous and she was a terrible heroine. Then brag all over the class and enjoy the adoring gaze of his classmates......"

“…… The police who handled the case at the time also thought so, so they regarded the incident as legitimate self-defense, did not hold me accountable at all, and sent me home in a patrol car...... But here's the problem...... I felt so happy! It's not that I'm relieved that I've defeated an idiot, but I'm simply happy to be able to commit violence to people! ”

Poison Island's voice became even deeper, "...... Four years ago, I deliberately pretended to be scared to lure the man into further action. Then I fought back without hesitation - ah, the sound of the bones breaking, the moaning expressions of pain, the splashes of pungent blood, everything made me feel so happy that I couldn't help but want to challenge more thugs, break their bones, and listen to their moans...... This qiē is really happy, so happy that I can't control myself! I'm the real me, the nature of Poison Island Tsuneko!

After that, I struggled to suppress my violent factor, and even disgusted myself because of it...... However, in the midst of this catastrophe infested with the living dead, I was horrified to see that I was once again intoxicated by the power and enjoyed it, and I couldn't suppress the urge to kill at all - when I was fighting zombies, and I was like this when I knew that the troubled times were coming, and in addition to fear, there were waves of excitement filling my heart, wanting to release the urge to kill, and I felt so scared when I thought of it, I didn't feel like a normal girl at all......"

——Regarding Poison Island's confession, Wang Qiu's expression was a complete "embarrassment".

Your character profile is obviously a violent royal sister who is good at fighting and killing, why is she still such an awkward literary girl in her heart?

Do you know such a contradictory setting, if you don't have the halo of the protagonist, you will often die quickly in reality!

- I have to admit that post-war Japan has gone a bit too far in "de-militarism", so much so that while advocating combat and violence in manga, it also admires the beauty of abjecture and weakness in reality...... As a result, even kendo experts like Poison Island are hypocritical.

“…… Ahem! That one...... Although I'm not a psychiatrist, I still don't think there's anything wrong with your psychological state, Poison Island-san, this is at most the most ordinary battlefield syndrome - if the desire to use violence to defeat the opponent is some kind of ugly psychology, then every boxer, martial artist and sumo wrestler standing in the ring should be imprisoned in a mental hospital. ”

Wang Qiu scratched his head and explained to her, "...... Strictly speaking, the passion for violence and fighting, the pursuit of all kinds of powerful forces, is the innate instinct of each of us, which has never changed since time immemorial. Of course, boys are a little more obvious in this regard, so they like to play war games from an early age, while girls prefer to play with dolls and play house...... But examples of the opposite also abound, such as when I was a child, I was often ridden by Senior Sister Ma Tong and punched with her fists...... Hey, there are more and more savage girls these years......"

Speaking of this, Wang Qiu couldn't help but smile bitterly, "...... In fact, if you live in a tribe in the Wild Age, then a penchant for violence is a must to survive! Of course, we are civilized people, and unlike wild beasts and barbarians, we will use the law to limit our violent instincts, don't you also obey them as usual? No matter how much the beast in your heart roars, you still maintain the consciousness of being a civilized person, and that is enough.

What's more, now that the end times have come and everyone must fight for survival, this is the time to unleash the beast in you......"

“…… It's not that I don't understand this, but the problem is ......" Tsukiko Poison Island smiled bitterly, "...... Can a woman like me, who has blood on her hands, who hides wild beasts in her heart, and who still enjoys it, really be accepted by the rest of her companions? ”

- Well, I didn't expect you to be an Amazonian warrior in the image, but in heart you are a Yamato Nadeshiko...... No wonder there are magic barriers!

Perhaps because the backbone was broken during the war, in post-war Japan, the whole social atmosphere was a little closer to the Song Dynasty in China. Before the war, soldiers with a respected status simply became the target of discrimination, so much so that there were strange things about the self-defense force members not being able to register their families. Most ordinary Japanese people praise the "heroes" with great force in their manga, while at the same time questioning and fearing them in real life, and even instigating a ridiculous farce that "the weak group is afraid of the powerful individual and tries to expel it".

Of course, in an era of peace when the splendor of stability and the smoke of gunpowder has dissipated, this approach is not absolutely wrong. After all, in those days, the force of the individual was no longer of much importance to a highly advanced civilized society...... However, it is now the end times. In this cruel world of the jungle, the weak can only survive by clinging to the strong, and the warriors with strong force will surely become the ruling class of the whole society, just like the Japanese samurai in the shogunate era and the European knights in the Middle Ages - those who can't understand this point deserve to be eliminated by the times!

Moreover, what cruel things did Poison Island Tsumiko do? At best, I've injured a few idiots in the past, and recently cut down a few zombies. Just in this way, there is already a psychological burden, and even self-defilement, and the thoughts are not clear...... So how should those revolutionary martyrs in the revolutionary era, as well as those heroes in American comics, and even most of the criminal police officers in the Metropolitan Police Department, live?

But what should be done to make this literary and artistic girl who is entangled in her heart break through the heart barrier and become thoughtful?

Wang Qiu thought about it, and finally felt that it would be better to find a few typical examples to show up and explain - such as the Doraemon five-person group.

“…… Let's tell you the truth, Poison Island-san, it seems to me that your psychological burden on violence and killing is really a bit of a self-torturing feeling. Look at the elementary school students around Doraemon, which one of them doesn't live a life of fighting and killing all day long, especially Nobita, who just killed 200,000 people in Bianliang City in the Northern Song Dynasty not long ago! But now it's not every day to go to school and play baseball for exams and play, and have a good time? I think, Poison Island-san, as a high school student, you can't be as mentally capable as an elementary school student......"

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Nobie Nobita, a fifth-grader in elementary school, a good friend who lives under the same roof as Doraemon, and a level adventurer who spans countless worlds.

- and the murderous schoolboy who once went on a killing spree in the multiverse and wiped out countless creatures.

Wiped out at least hundreds of aliens in the space war, defeated the Iron Man Legion in the Earth Defense War, fought the Jiqì army in the Platinum Labyrinth, supported the Dog Prince to quell the rebellion in the tropical forests of Africa, helped the animals defeat the invaders in the Animal Planet, saved the ancestors of the Japanese nation in the tribal melee in ancient times, and eliminated thousands of demons in the world of "Journey to the West...... and Bianliang City, which had just been in the late Northern Song Dynasty, was even more powerful in the 22nd century with interstellar warfare weapons, sweeping away the 200,000 golden soldiers besieging the city!

However, despite having traversed so many mountains of corpses and blood, and having such an extraordinary killing experience, he is still so innocent and kind, and still lives an ordinary daily life of "being reprimanded by the teacher with zero scores in class every day, being ridiculed by his classmates for playing baseball after school, and going home to continue to be preached by his mother".

Therefore, Nobita said that he couldn't understand the entangled self-loathing mentality of Tsunza Poison Island who enjoyed violence and resisted violence.

“…… When you take down the bad guys, do you feel self-loathing? Big sister, how could you ask such a strange question? Isn't it a man's duty to bring down the bad guys? If you are defeated by the bad guys and run home crying, it will be even more humiliating! ”

“…… Huh? Will a girl be too violent to get married? How could it be! Even Shizuka Minamoto, who is so gentle and lovely, likes to wear [universal gloves] to wrestle with gorillas in the tropical rainforest! I like her as much as I like (blushing quietly) ......"

Next, Shizuka Minamoto, Koo Furukawa, and Takeshi Tsukada also joined the discussion, and bragged to Tsukashiko Poison Island about their combat experiences - using [magnifying lights] to turn into giants and crush enemies like bugs! Use the [Air Cannon] to blast your enemies to pieces! There are also the likes of directly blowing up alien battleships with baseballs...... It was said that a man with flying eyebrows and a light wind and a light wind, as if he was not going to do something bloody to kill people, but to catch beautiful insects in the forest, and dig earthworms with a small shovel in the park. Hearing this, Poison Island was stunned.

Well, what does a saying come about? The most innocent children can often do the most cruel things because they don't know what cruelty is!

But on the flip side, if you have to do some of the most cruel things, then you might as well keep yourself as innocent as a child, forget what cruelty is, and throw away a mental burden to avoid the collapse of your sanity - in anime terms, "blackening"!

- In the last days of the jungle and the respect of force, the brave and rational strong can become heroes, and bloodthirsty and strong warriors like Poison Island can also live well; As for those who are honest and dutiful, they can also rely on the strong and serve the strong and survive.

But there are two kinds of people who are likely to end miserably - the first is the White Lotus, the Virgin of Great Love, who has no boundaries and completely disregards her own abilities; The second is the arrogant and arrogant who has nothing to pick and make trouble...... The former is the protest groups that oppose the police blockade in Mibetsu Bridgehead, while the latter is typical of Miss Saya Takajo - speaking of this eldest lady who is always awkward along the way, Wang Qiu can't help but feel a little puzzled: Compared with her ** teacher and big-breasted classmates, this product's breasts are not particularly plump, why has the brain shrunk due to lack of nutrition?

Although in this zombie catastrophe that destroyed the old world in an instant, as an ordinary girl with fragile psychology, it seems to be human nature that she is unwilling to face the bloody world and unwilling to believe in this cruel reality. But a bear child like you, who has been provoking again and again...... Well, if it weren't for Doraemon's discipline and tolerance being too high, and Saya Takashiro has a good dad with a huge force, Saya Takashiro, a tsundere lady who always helps, I am afraid that she should have been thrown out to be bitten by a zombie for re-education!

- Just like in the peaceful era of affluence, tsundere and funny cats may be very popular and preferential. But once it comes to the war period when materials are scarce and life is difficult, this kind of pet that lacks practical use and is not obedient enough is the first object of abandonment in difficult families......

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In short, watching these innocent and cruel schoolchildren talk about how to kill people, Wang Qiu suddenly felt the urge to smoke a cigarette.

- Although he has never smoked and basically does not drink alcohol, even beer, he can be called a moral model for college students in his class.

As an ordinary person who was suddenly thrown into the main god game and had to struggle to survive in horror movies, Wang Qiu also had a similar mental journey.

In general, Wang Qiu has never thought that he is a genius, let alone a strange person, he is just an ordinary college student who is a little more diligent and hardworking than others, and his greatest hope is that his efforts can be rewarded, and his parents have pulled him up with hard work. Then, if fate can be a little better for him, he hopes to find a girl he likes and likes himself, and live this life in peace and stability - this is a little hope in his heart, and all the expectations for the future.

However, since the moment he came to infinite space, this qiē ordinary wish has vanished.

——In the tragic horror film plot space, he doesn't know when he will die, let alone how he will die, but ...... In any case, he still wants to live, no matter how small the hope is, he still wants to find a glimmer of hope to live from the despair and terror - fortunately, he finally lost his luck after all, and with the help of external forces, he defeated the main god and regained his freedom.

Now, he has temporarily gotten rid of the cruel gladiatorial arena, and is no longer a gladiator for entertainment, and can finally use a relatively objective and calm eye to look at how people in those other worlds struggle in the danger of life and death, and at the same time try to profit while saving the world......

“…… What do you think? Doraemon? Are the people of the Gao Cheng family already scraping together money? Seeing the cat appear behind him, Wang Qiu asked casually.

“…… Well, they were very cooperative, and in order to find something of value that could be pawned, the whole house was turned upside down. ”

Doraemon had a pleasant smile on his face, obviously his belly had darkened a lot this time, "...... I must have crammed all the treasures of this family into the [automatic pawn machine]...... Human beings are creatures, as long as there is a little hope to save zài, they will never give up! ”

“…… And we're going to save them, aren't we? Wang Qiu also squeezed his eyes at Doraemon with a dark belly.