Chapter XVIII

Does Lord Dolma want to see me?

I looked at Tashi. It's a bit inexplicable. Because I never spoke to that old lady. There was no communication either. Even I don't see her very often. Why did she suddenly want to see me?

But Tashi's expression was serious. There is an irrefutable momentum. It seems that the person he nǎinǎi wants to see is a capital crime if he does not see it. He was a little strange to see me. Then he whispered, "Please come with me." is a very important thing. ”

I was stunned for a moment. Look at his expression. I feel like I can't say no. I had to nod and get up. He immediately turned around. Let me follow him.

The rest of the Lord Dolma is far from our side. There is a parked car in the middle. Probably because we were too noisy. I walked about two hundred meters. and then came to their campfire. I saw that neither Dolma nor her daughter-in-law were sleeping. They sat by the campfire. It is covered with thick felt. The bonfire burned brightly. Except for the two of them. There was also a man sitting on the felt by the campfire. When I got closer. I was even more surprised. It turned out that the person was none other than him. It's the stuffy oil bottle.

The bottle of stuffy oil was facing away from me. I can't see expressions. But in the flickering firelight, I noticed that the expression of the Dingzhu Zhuoma was a little yΔ«n. Confused, I walked to the campfire. The heart said this is really strange. This old lady is in the middle of the night. What are you doing with us?

Tashi waved my hand and asked me to sit down. The old woman's daughter-in-law brought me butter tea. I thanked me and took it. Glancing at the stuffy oil bottle next to him. I noticed that he had also glanced at me. There seemed to be a hint of surprise in his eyes.

Tashi then looked in the direction of the camp behind us. Something whispered in Tibetan to the Lord Dolma. The old woman nodded. Suddenly, he said to us in Mandarin with a very strong accent: "I have a message here. to you two".

Neither I nor the stuffy oil bottle spoke. Actually, I'm a little baffled. Whose message will the heart say? However, the stuffy oil bottle bowed his head and drank tea without any expression. I don't feel good to ask. Just listen to it.

Dolma, the Lord of the Determination, glanced at us. And he said, "Let me be the one who preaches this message." It's called Chen Wenjin. I'm sure you all should know each other. She asked me to pass on a message to you. ”

I'll hear it. The man was stunned. At first, I thought I had misheard. I just wanted to ask. The owner Zhuoma continued: "When Chen Wenjin asked me to send the video. It was already expected. This will happen. If you follow what is in your notes, you will come in and find Talmuda. So. That's why she asked me to tell you. She will be waiting for you for a while. But. Tashi moved his watch to Dolma. She glanced at it. "You're running out of time. From now on. If she doesn't wait for you in ten days. She'll go in on her own. Hold on. ”

And I was blinded. The heart says what's going on? The purpose? Wen Jin is waiting for us in Tamuda? This...... All of a sudden, my brain froze. Just look at the stuffy oil bottle. I can't see it. The stuffy oil bottle is also a god with a surprised face.

It's only a matter of seconds, though. And he was back to normal. He looked up at Dolma, the Lord of the Determination. He asked, "When did she tell you this?" ”

The lord Dolma said coldly, "I only preach a message. Other. I don't know. And don't ask. Over here. There are many people. He said. We all looked in the direction of the camp in reverse.

The stuffy oil bottle frowned slightly. He asked, "Is she okay?" ”

The lord Dolma laughed strangely. "If you're in time. You'll find out. He said. waved his hand. The daughter-in-law beside her helped her to her feet. Walk towards her tent. It looks like I'm going back.

I stood up and tried to stop her. But he was stopped by Tashi. He shook his head. Means useless.

But at this time. But the Lord Dolma turned his head on his own. He said to us, "That's right. One more word. I forgot to convey it. ”

We all looked up at her. She said, "She told me to tell you." It. Right among you. Be small

After speaking. She continued to turn. And he went into his tent. Leave me and the stuffy oil bottle behind. Sitting stupidly in front of the campfire.

I looked at the stuffy bottle. But he looked at the fire. I don't know what I'm thinking. I asked him, "What the hell is going on?" Why. This message will be delivered to both of us. ”

But he did not answer. Closed his eyes. I just want to stand up.

I see his attitude. Countless questions rushed to my head at once. People are a little out of control. Hold him down at once. He said to him, "You are not allowed to go!" ”

He turned his head and gave me a faint look. I really didn't leave. Sit down. Look at me.

His behavior was very unusual. I thought he was going to go. I was fluted myself. I don't know what to say. He looked at me. He asked me, "What's the matter with you?"

When I heard it, my heart was on fire. "I have something to ask you. You can no longer run away. You have to tell me. ”

He turned his face back. Looked at the fire. He said, "I won't answer." ”

I was furious. Exclaimed, "Fuck! Why! What can't you say? You're playing with us. Don't even give us a reason. What are you when we are? ”

He turned his face in a flash. Look at me. His face turned cold: "Don't you think you're weird?" My own business. Why am I telling you? ”

As soon as I was speechless. There was a pause. Think about it. Oh, yes. That's really his business. He didn't have to tell me.

The atmosphere was awkward. I don't know what to say.

It was quiet for a long time. The stuffy oil bottle took a sip of the butter tea that had cooled down. Suddenly, he said to me, "Wu Xie." What are you doing here? Actually, you shouldn't get involved. Your third uncle has done a lot of things for you. This is the water inside. It's not you. I slammed it down again. Subconsciously counted it. 34 words. He actually said such a long sentence. It's too hard. I looked at his expression. But I couldn't see anything.

"I don't want to. Actually, my request is very simple. Just know what's going on. I'm satisfied. But. But everyone didn't let me know. I don't think it's possible without muddy waters. I said to him.

The stuffy bottle looked at me and said, "Have you ever thought about it?" Why don't they let you know the truth? ”

I looked into the eyes of the stuffy oil bottle. Suddenly, I realized that he was talking to me very seriously. I couldn't help but be surprised. The heart said that this guy had taken the wrong medicine.

But that's it. Maybe this time he can talk to me about something. I was immediately up. Shaking his head: "I didn't think about it." I don't know where to go. ”

He said lightly: "Actually." Sometimes lie to a person. It's to protect him. There is some truth. Maybe he couldn't afford it. ”

"It is up to him to judge whether he can bear it or not." I said. "Maybe people don't want you to protect them. What if someone else just wants to die happily? Do you understand the pain of not knowing anything? ”

The stuffy oil bottle sank. The two of them were silent for a while. And he said to me, "I understand." Then he looked at me: "And you know better than you do." For me. Something I want to know. Far more than you. But. I don't have anyone like you. Grab it and ask. ”

I thought about it. He had lost his memory. I just want to slap myself in the face. What the heart says is not to compare with him. And he is better than this.

He continued: "I am a person who has no past and no future. All the things I do. Just want to find my connection to the world? Where am I from. Why am I here? He looked at his hands. Said lightly: "You can imagine." There will be people like me. If disappeared in this world. No one will find out. It's like I never existed in this world. Won't there be a trace left? I sometimes look in the mirror. I often wonder if I really exist. Or is it just a human phantom. ”

I was speechless. After thinking about it, he said, "It's not as exaggerated as you say." If you disappear. At least I'll find out. ”

He shook his head. Don't know what that means. As he spoke, he stood up. Said to me, "My business." Maybe the day I know the answer. I'll tell you. But your own business. Catch me. Yes, there is no answer. Right now. All this for me. The same is a mystery. I think you've had enough of your fans. No more. So saying, he walked back.

"Can you tell me at least one thing?" I screamed.

He stopped. Turn your head. Look at me.

"Why did you get into that bronze door?" I asked him.

He listened. I thought about it. said: "I'm just doing what Wang Zanghai did back then." ”

"And what do you see in there?" I asked, "Behind the giant gate." What exactly is the party? ”

He turned his head and patted the sand off his body. He said to me, "Inside." I see the ultimate. The ultimate of all things. ”

"Ultimate?" I just don't scratch my head. I still want to ask him. He smiled faintly at me. Wave my hand and tell me not to ask. He said to me, "Also." I'm on your side. With that, he walked away slowly. I'm the only one left. I fell on the sand. I feel like I have a headache.