Chapter 167: I Believe in Fate and Believe
After hearing Bai Ruotong's words, I hurriedly asked the fat man to stop the car that had just started, and then I got out of the car, and as soon as I opened the car door for Bai Ruotong, she walked out of the car with her chest covered.
I saw that although Bai Ruotong had woken up now, her face was extremely ugly, pale as paper, and even her lips were a little pale, which was caused by obvious excessive blood loss.
"Third brother, you, can you accompany you to the front?" Bai Ruotong looked at me and asked.
"Are you alright?" I asked, looking at her with some concern.
Bai Ruotong shook his head lightly, did not speak again, but walked in a direction where there was no road.
Seeing this, I had to say hello to the fat man and ask him to wait for me in the car, while I walked behind Bai Ruotong.
Bai Ruotong walked in front, I followed behind, just like that, the two of us walked all the way, no one spoke, the mountain road was not easy to walk, full of weeds and gravel.
I don't know how far I walked out, I looked back, and found that the headlights of the fat man behind me were no longer visible, I was a little breathless, and just wanted to ask Bai Ruotong where she was going to take me, but she spoke before me and said:
"Third brother, it's just ahead, I'll be there soon."
"What's up ahead?" I looked up and saw that there was nothing of interest other than a dense forest of weeds.
"Look." Bai Ruotong stopped as he spoke, pointed to his feet, I looked down, and found nothing except weeds and rocks.
"Here." Bai Ruotong said, squatted down, picked up all the grass around him, and in the middle I saw a red umbrella-shaped flower.
"What is this?" I crouched down and looked at the saffron grass and asked curiously.
"Jingshen, it's the last plant on this mountain, you can take it home and soak it in water and drink it often to enhance your physique." Bai Ruotong said as he picked up the soil next to the ginseng with both hands, gently squeezed it, and directly pulled the ginseng out of the soil and handed it to me.
Looking at the "essence ginseng" handed to me in Bai Ruotong's hand, I was a little hesitant, and I didn't know whether I should accept it.
"Take it, after you take it, I feel a little better." Bai Ruotong said and stuffed the ginseng in her hand directly into my hand, and I accepted it without prevarication or hypocrisy.
Bai Ruotong saw me accept it, smiled at the corner of his mouth, then looked at me and asked:
"Third brother, do you hate me?"
Hearing Bai Ruotong ask me, I laughed and said as easily as possible:
"I don't hate."
Bai Ruotong stood up from the ground at this time, looked at me and said:
"Even if you don't hate me, I will hate myself, I myself will not forgive myself, I never thought that one day, I will really fall in love with someone completely, and I am willing to pay a qiē ...... for him"
After listening to Bai Ruotong's words, a ripple gently rose in my heart, as if I understood something from her words, but I deliberately pretended not to understand, and I could only pretend not to understand, so I had to look at Bai Ruotong and said:
"Don't talk about yourself like that, don't hate yourself, it's not your intention to do those things, if you want to hate, you should hate the old fox who has become a spirit, but she deserves it, and she died well."
After Bai Ruotong heard this, he smiled bitterly:
"Third brother, I said goodbye to you today, I lied to you from beginning to end, I don't have any face or reason to be by your side to face you, don't persuade me, I've already decided......"
Listening to Bai Ruotong's words, I was stunned for a moment, and then I asked with a long sigh:
"Where are you going?"
"Go home, my home is in this mountain, not in the city, my roots are here, maybe I will never come out again in my life." Bai Ruotong said to herself, looked back at the lush dense forest, and was obsessed.
Listening to Bai Ruotong say this, I don't want to say anything more, maybe this is where she belongs, or maybe only here can she live a carefree life, away from the impetuousness and noise of the city, the ugliness of people's hearts, strife and utilitarianism.
"Third brother, don't you have anything to ask me?" Bai Ruotong saw me standing in place and didn't speak for a long time, so he asked.
"What the hell are you?" I looked at Bai Ruotong and asked.
"From the day of birth, a white fox can transform into a human form without the need for Taoism......" Bai Ruotong turned his head to look at me and said.
Sure enough, as I guessed in my heart, Bai Ruotong is indeed a fox, if Bai Ruotong is a fox, and she looks the same as the dead and incorruptible female corpse in the wooden coffin of the ancient tomb of the Shang Dynasty, and the centipedes in the ancient tomb protect her everywhere, and at the same time, she can naturally turn into a human form, and she will not be discovered by anyone, these signs show that Bai Ruotong is ...... If she hadn't been......
I don't dare to think about it, it can't be...... Absolutely impossible, don't think about it, don't think about it...... However, I began to hesitate at this time, because I was thinking about whether to tell Bai Ruotong about whether to tell him that the female corpse in the coffin of the ancient tomb looked exactly like her.
"Third brother, I'm really leaving, you, don't you have anything to say to me?" Bai Ruotong looked at me and asked.
"Have a good trip, I wish you a happy future...... I straightened up and looked at Bai Ruotong and said, after thinking about it for a long time, I still decided to hide the secret of the appearance of the female corpse in the wooden coffin of the ancient tomb deep in my heart, even if I tell her, I'm afraid even she herself doesn't know what is going on, which will only increase her psychological pressure.
As I spoke, the atmosphere around me seemed to change subtly, and she and I fell silent.
After a while, Bai Ruotong brushed the hair on his forehead that was blown by the breeze, and said to me:
"Third brother, I also bless you and Sister Rushuang to be together forever......" For some reason, after she said this, tears flowed down her white cheeks, she turned her head away from me, and continued as if talking to herself:
"The relationship in this world is really strange, because the other person who thinks he likes himself is not like himself, and because the other person who thinks he likes himself is not like himself, and he has unconsciously liked each other. It's really helpless......"
Listening to Bai Ruotong's words, I didn't react for a while, the two sentences she said were more difficult to understand than tongue twisters.
But at this time, I had a little more desire in my heart to want her to stay, maybe because of friendship, but not love, but I didn't say it, perhaps, I should respect her own choice.
"Goodbye, third brother." Bai Ruotong said and turned his head and left.
There is only one sentence left for me to talk about, which makes me a little incomprehensible, or maybe I don't want to guess it: "I believe in fate, and I believe in the way, and the fate and the Tao do not ...... with me"
Looking at Bai Ruotong's figure gradually disappearing in this dawn, I finally spoke:
"Goodbye ......"
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I returned to the fat man's car with Bai Ruotong's ginseng and an indescribable mood, I just got into the car, and I heard the fat man's earth-shattering snoring.
I reached out and slapped the fat man on the arm, waking him up.
The fat man woke up, first rubbed his eyes, then looked at me and said:
"You're back? Where did this go, so long?? The fat man's face was full of doubts and frivolity......
"Let's drive." I said.
The fat man started the car and said to me:
"Come on, senior brother, you are still pretending to be deep, forget it, I won't ask you, white girl, you took my senior brother to the end before......" The fat man said and turned around, seeing that there was no one behind the car seat, and stopped halfway through speaking.
"Senior brother, where is the white girl?" The fat man looked back at me, and I asked.
"Gone, home." I said to the fat man.
"Where?" The fat man asked again.
I did not answer the fat man, but said to him:
"Do you have a song in this car? Put a song. ”
Then, a song by You Hongming "White Lovers" sounded in the car, and the tune was a little poignant:
"The joys and sorrows of the world are gathered and scattered, and pages are written in my heart......"