My smile froze on my face, and a voice was infinitely amplified in my ears, it was my inner voice, and it was constantly torturing myself:

I created this scroll world, but who created the world outside of this scroll?

At the time of Genesis, did the Creator be just like I created the scroll world, just thinking about it and giving birth to it?

If the answer is yes, does that mean that erasing us is easy?

I was frightened into a cold sweat by this sudden thought, and a chill suddenly rose in my heart, and my heart, which had just been full of triumphant swelling, fell into the ice valley in an instant, and I could hardly think. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

If that's the case, then what's the difference between me and the ants I trample on and die?

This realization brought me to the brink of collapse. It was a blow that was so big that I felt like I was going crazy.

I stumbled backwards, stumbled out of the Scripture Pavilion, and headed straight for the back mountain in despair. On the way, I was greeted by someone who didn't hear me, completely ignoring the surprised stares of the monks.

I have always been as powerful as a god and Buddha in their eyes, and no one has ever seen such a soulless abbot!

I sat on the edge of the cliff with a vacant gaze at the bottom of the cliff, and for a moment I even felt the urge to jump.

My inner world collapsed, and everything seemed to be meaningless.

Who am I? Why do I exist? Is it just the product of someone's imagination? Or does it just exist in someone's dreams?

So, what is the struggle, search, seven emotions and six desires of the world, all those things that cannot be cut off in the world, which torture sentient beings to die and live?

Yes, what the Buddha said is right, it is just an "empty" word, which has no meaning at all!

So what is the purpose of my existence?

......

The snow was still piling up on the edge of the cliff in the morning, and I sat in the snowdrift, completely unconscious. The appearance is motionless, not even the eyelashes are instantaneous, but there is a brainstorming going on in the brain.

I know that there must be a result, otherwise, I can't get out of here today, this is my obsession.

I stared into the distance, as if I was looking at the scenery, but nothing came into my eyes.

It was quiet, except for the cold wind that unceremoniously scraped my bare skin like a knife, and I was completely unconscious, like a sculpture.

However, in the midst of this silence, the sound of "bang" plucking water reached my ears. I searched for the voice, and found that the sound was coming from a few paces away from me, the same place where Hye-hyun had squatted in the morning.

Strange, how can there be water in this icy and snowy place?

Curious, I walked over and saw a pool of water melt in one of my feet, and in the water there was a small insect less than half an inch long bending over and bending and bouncing.

I was amazed, not to mention how the water melted out of the snow nest on my feet, but how did the little worm come from? How can it be conceived in this cold season?

What a wonderful life is! I let out a heartfelt sigh and a sense of awe.

As soon as the altar lit up, I suddenly realized enlightenment, and I smiled with relief.

Yes, life is a miracle, since you have come to this world, then you must cherish this rare opportunity, follow your heart, and do what you should do in this life, even if everything is illusory?

Life is like sailing against the current, if you don't advance, you will retreat. Doing nothing is by no means the best choice.

Everything arises and dies due to fate. Dependent origin and extinction, the cycle of cause and effect, and the reincarnation of heaven are the laws of the operation of this world.

How fortunate I am to be here and to be a part of it.

Maybe I'm just a omission from God, the one who created this world, who gave me a talent that is different from ordinary people, and a little ability to control all things; Maybe my appearance was originally intentional on his part, just to pretend to be my hand to run the Heavenly Dao for him.

Whatever the reason, I'm lucky, am I?

Since I am so gifted, I have to take on more responsibilities than ordinary people, otherwise, wouldn't it be a tyrannical thing?

Does it matter who I am, where I come from, and the meaning of my existence? Meaning itself has no meaning, so why should I bother?

Yes, I was lucky.

I smiled to myself and said.

I wonder if the Buddha Shakya was sitting under Bodhi at that time, did he also have my confusion in my heart? And after the Buddha became enlightened, did he rejoice as much as I did?

Thinking about all this, I was relieved, like I had been reborn, and I was so happy in my heart.

By this time, it was getting late, the sun was shining dimly through the gray clouds, and the surroundings were darkening at a speed visible to the naked eye, but my heart was as bright as day.

There was a gurgling sound in the belly, and it was time to descend the mountain.

I straightened up, aha, I'm not going to eat in the temple today, I'm going to knock them and try their handiwork.

It's been a long time since I've eaten what they've cooked, and I'm really thinking about it. I don't know if the people who have been kings and princesses have been waited on by people and have bad problems, and whether the original craftsmanship has been abandoned?

I walked briskly back to the temple, said a few words to the mantle, and then went down the hill, and came to their courtyard impatiently, and subconsciously looked at the chimney first. Fortunately, the smoke curled and the aroma wafted out through the crack in the door.

I breathed a sigh of relief, fortunately, I finally didn't have the smell of the cold pot and cold stove and the dilapidated smell before.

I was about to knock on the door when I heard a dog barking in the distance, accompanied by the sound of hurried footsteps.

Judging by the sound, there are quite a few people, and the direction of travel is exactly here.

I thought to myself, what's the situation? Is there something going on in the village? Or did someone see me?

I decided to hide and watch the void first.