Chapter Seventy-Four: A-Yao's Anger
When she woke up, Ah Yao's face was no longer as pale as when she was in a coma.
It's better to open your eyes than to close them, because what I see in her eyes is a dead silence.
What does that feel like?
It's as if it doesn't matter where you are, what kind of situation you are, or even who you are?
I never thought that she would open my eyes like this and let me see such despair.
So, I sat next to her, lowered my head and peeled an apple in my hand, but I couldn't ask a word of questions full of questions.
Lan Xuan didn't know when she had left, and in this good ward, only Ah Yao and I were left, silent to the point of depression, and suppressed to the point of being a little cold.
I finally finished peeling the apple in my hand, and it seemed that I was a little at a loss after doing this.
A-Yao didn't look at me at all, she didn't even move her eyes, I tried to hand her the apple in my hand, she didn't look half interested.
However, this silence must be broken.
I swallowed, not sure what she knew. But in the end, he still spoke with difficulty: "A-Yao, otherwise you will eat half of it?" I was in a coma for so long, and I was kept alive by fluids. ”
As I spoke, I cut the apple in half and tried to put the other half in her mouth.
My words are not half an exaggeration, during the coma, all the wounded were on nutrient solution to maintain their lives A-Yao's figure was originally a little fat, and now I find it hard to believe that she would be thinner like this, only a little better than skin and bones.
Facing the apple handed over, A-Yao's eyes moved, as if to look at me, but she didn't open her mouth.
But this action seems to give me a little hope, I tried hard to hand the apple to her mouth, and my relationship with A-Yao was not so good, but I don't know why, the farther away from my previous life, the more I cherish and miss everyone before.
What's more, she is Xin Yi's friend, and her situation is so pitiful.
In the face of my 'courtesy', A-Yao's hand, she raised her hand with some effort, as if she wanted to hold the apple, I quickly handed it to her hand, I thought the deadlock would be broken, but I didn't want A-Yao to take the apple, but suddenly went crazy and smashed it towards me.
I was unprepared for such a sudden outburst, and although I subconsciously dodged it, the apple still smashed into my arm.
"Ah Yao" I didn't understand why Ah Yao had such a violent reaction, so I couldn't help but whisper to her.
Yes, I didn't have a good relationship with her before, but out of hard feelings, she wouldn't tear her face to me like this, not to mention that I didn't offend her from beginning to end.
At that moment, I even wanted to ask Lan Xuan to ask the doctor if there was something wrong with Ah Yao's brain.
"Get out of here, why are you hypocritical to me here?" In the face of my innocent inquiry, A-Yao struggled to sit up from the bed, and although her voice was very weak, the disgust was unusually intense.
I'm not a person with a good temper, and if I am treated like this, even if I don't have anything to do with her, it doesn't mean that I will always be enthusiastic about her coldness.
My expression gradually cooled down, and my tone became calmer, but I just said, "A-Yao, if you don't want to see me, I don't mind." Although I don't know what offends you, you can rest here and then leave, during which you don't have to worry about anything, food, clothing, shelter, transportation, including treatment."
Before I finished speaking, Ah Yao sneered, looked at me, and said, "Ye Zhengling, are you Feihuang Tengda now?" It's nice to see the woman next to you just now. It's okay, it just happened to kill Xin Yi's girl's heart. ”
Her words made my heart rise a little bit of anger again, and I think that the friendship between me and Xin Yi can be understood except for Chen Chong and Zhou Zheng.
At least in my opinion, it is a very innocent and strong brother-sister relationship, and I can't allow others to speculate to 'tarnish' her, so my tone changed from calm to a little strict: "Ah Yao, I don't know what kind of love you have." But you'd better not talk nonsense. Things between me and Xin Yi don't need to be commented on. I just wanted to say, I don't care what kind of affection you have for me, but Xin Yi may be in danger now, you are her best friend, and I hope you know what to sue me. Of course, you don't have to say it now, when do you want to say that if you don't want to see me, then you can just notify a medical staff to find Lan Xuan. That's all I have to say, and I'm gone. ”
I feel that being able to say this calmly is already my limit.
As soon as I finished speaking, facing A-Yao's haggard face and lost and anxious eyes, although I sympathized, I also did my best to turn around and walk towards the door.
"Hehe, Ye Zhengling." Ah Yao, who came for no reason, sneered behind me.
I stopped and turned to look at her.
"Any idea why I hate you so much? That's because I'm not worth it. She is such a kind girl, but she has loved you like a dead heart for so many years, calculating when you will come back year after year, but after coming back, watching the girlfriends around you change back and forth. What qualifications do you have? While enjoying Xin Yi being so good to you, while hurting her like this? Are you bullying her introverted personality and won't say anything? Ah Yao was afraid that I wouldn't be able to hear clearly, and the words came to my ears unusually clearly.
My brows furrowed, I didn't know why a raging anger burned in my heart, I took two steps towards A-Yao, and roared in a low voice: "What nonsense are you talking about? ”
I would never believe Xin Yi's feelings for me, we grew up together, we know the roots too well, and we are used to the way brothers and sisters get along, I don't allow anyone to destroy it at all, I think this is very precious.
My sudden anger made A-Yao's Yan zhòng flash a trace of fear, but she didn't know what she remembered, and she sat up straight with an unusually 'brave' body, looked at me with a straight face, and said almost sneeringly: "What do you have to like Xin Yi?" I can't stand it with a few words, and I want to lose my temper? Do you think you can be as 'unscrupulous' as you are to Xin Yi? If you want to ignore it, ignore it, and if you want to get angry, she has to bear Ye Zhengling, I sue you, originally I was too lazy to tell you this, because Xin Yi repeatedly stopped me. But when I was unconscious, I knew everything and I just remembered myself. ”
Originally, the way I looked at A-Yao was already cold and terrifying, and her 'gibberish' almost made me feel like I wanted to gag her mouth.
But her last words softened my eyes.
I saw that scene in person, the drunk Ah Yao said to the monster that she liked it, and then saw the scene behind it, the monster kicked Ah Yao mercilessly, saying that she also deserves to like herself?
If A-Yao doesn't know, I plan not to tell her for the rest of my life.
Because I understand that even if she is a woman with a very straightforward and direct personality, it is very affectionate to be able to say that she likes a man in front of so many friends through wine.
This affection is insulted like this, as long as there is still a little human emotion, it will be deeply hurt.
But she already knew
Thinking of this, my anger was slightly extinguished, I knew that Xin Yi stopped Ah Yao from saying this, because we really didn't have the kind of other emotions that Ah Yao imagined, Ah Yao may have misunderstood us, but some of her words were right, because I had been with Xin Yi for too long and was too familiar, I was indeed 'unscrupulous'.
She loves to follow me, but when I am busy, I don't care about her, and even a little 'annoying' her to follow me.
I know that I don't have a good temper either, and sometimes I feel that Xin Yi is too stupid and can't help but be angry with her. However, I had no ill intentions
A-Yao shouldn't have malicious intentions, she just can't stand it as a friend, so it's completely understandable to join her previous behavior.
Thinking about it again, there is no anger in my heart anymore.
just stepped forward, and said to A-Yao in a soft tone: "I know you have a misunderstanding about me, but those things can be explained again when you see Xin Yi in the future." You may not be able to listen to what I say, but I still want to say, since it has passed, let it go. People, as long as they survive some sad days, leave the wrong person. There will always be good days, worthy of soul winning. ”
At this time, Ah Yao had already turned her head to look out the window.
Under the light, tears were clear from her cheeks, and she said with her nose gagged, "He's a monster, right?" ”
"Huh?" I couldn't react to what A-Yao was going to say for a while.
A-Yao turned her head to look at me, flicked away the tears on her cheeks with her fingers, looked at me with a cold smile, and said, "Huh? He's not human at all, is he? When I was unconscious, I had already heard a lot, and I couldn't wake up. It's just that you men are all like this? If you don't like it, you can treat it however you want. It's easy to get emotionally engaged, right? If it's not right, turn around and walk away anyway, have a good day, the right person? Xin Yi and I are no better off than the other. Of course, I'm a little bit worse. Because she met a man, I met a male youkai. ”
"A-Yao" I don't know what to say, except that she said that the matter between me and Xin Yi is not what she thought. Otherwise, it can't be refuted that in the face of feelings, it may be easier for men to let go.
"However, my statement is not correct either. Or maybe Xin Yi is a little worse, because whether she is still alive or not is unknown. Ah Yao suddenly sighed, her eyes became sad, and she looked out the window with tears rolling down.
And my whole body suddenly froze.