"This kid has a more withdrawn personality, and he always likes to stuff himself in his heart when there is something." Alchemy.

"Yes! As a child, she was very lively, and since his father's accident, her personality has changed to what she was later. Lan Simeng said.

"When did her dad get into trouble?"

"When Lordan was seven years old, her father hanged himself."

"Why did you kill yourself?"

"He is a Yue Opera actor, because he said something dissatisfied with reality, he was beaten into a bad element, in those days, the Red Guards dragged him around the streets all day long, he couldn't stand it, and while the people standing guard were not paying attention, he committed suicide by hanging the beam."

Chen Jie thought deeper: "Did her father have suicidal tendencies before?" Let me venture to ask again, is there any precedent for his family to commit suicide? ”

"Lordan's grandmother also hanged herself."

"Why suicide?"

"I heard from Lordan's aunt that after the liberation, the textile factory run by the family was a public-private partnership. I was blocked in my chest in one breath, and I couldn't think about it for a while, so I committed suicide by hanging from the beam. ”

Although suicide is not compatible with heredity, but the suicidal tendencies and behaviors of the elders have psychological implications for the offspring, people are a very fragile animal, when the pressure on people's bodies and psychology reaches the limit, people will think in that direction, not to mention the mental suggestion traction of the elders? It was a very chaotic and crazy time, and some people couldn't stand the ups and downs of life and finally chose to commit suicide.

Chen Jie was secretly thinking to himself: Will Alchemist Luo Dan choose to kill himself? Lian Luo Dan must have encountered an insurmountable hurdle, otherwise, she would not have entrusted the rest of her life to the Buddha. Perhaps escaping into the empty door did not show her resolute attitude towards her family, so she chose to commit suicide.

It is not easy for people to live in this world, in addition to their own bumpy fate and bad fate, they also have to bear the bumps and tests brought about by social turmoil. Experienced "95. 8。 3 homicides", Chen Jie's feelings in this regard are particularly profound.

In this world, it is human beings, they must go through more or less tribulations, some people can find a way to release their suffering, and some people are stuffy in their hearts, judging from the information provided by Lian Le Ya and Lan Simeng, Lian Luo Dan probably belongs to this kind of person!

"Isn't there a sign of refining Luo Dan before he becomes a monk?"

"Maybe, but we were busy with work all day, she was also busy with work, and we were only together after work in the evening, so, no particular attention. Now, it's too late to regret it. ”

In the eyes of Chen Jie and Han Lingling, there are no more than three reasons why Lian Luodan cut his hair and became a nun: first, he suffered important emotional trauma; second, there is no sense of belonging in the family; Third, there is an unexpected event, and the blow of such a sudden event to the person concerned can be devastating.

"We heard that after refining Luo Dan and becoming a monk, you often went to Mingchen Temple to see her." Chen Jie looked at Lan Simeng and said.

"The child is the mother's heart, watching her daughter escape into the empty door, the mother's heart is really uncomfortable, this child is so pitiful, there has been no father since she was a child, I worked hard to raise her to adulthood, I really hope to give her father an explanation, I didn't expect me to lose the child."

"You often go to Mingchen Temple to see your daughter, don't you have contact with your daughter?"

"She didn't want to see me at all, I could only watch her from afar, and I couldn't let her find out, and if she did, she wouldn't show up for days."

"How did you know that she had become a monk at Mingchen Temple?"

"Last fall, she suddenly didn't come home for a few days, and we didn't take it seriously when we thought there was something going on at work – and he had been like that before. It wasn't until the unit sent someone to our home that we had a premonition that something was wrong. We went to all the relatives' houses to look for her, even the relatives who lived in other places called to ask, no one knew her whereabouts, and it was a coincidence that my two old sisters went to Mingchen Temple to burn incense and worship the Buddha, and they saw my daughter Luo Dan in the nunnery. I wouldn't believe that Luo Danyang would go to that kind of place, so I went to Mingchen Temple, and sure enough, it was my daughter Luo Dan. I wanted to ask her what was going on, but she saw me and left. ”

"Let's go find Master Juehui." Alchemy.

"What did Master Huijue say?"