Brandon the Maniac (1)

Brandon's mind was filled with terrifying visions that haunted him and gripped his heart. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 infoBrandon was full of hope for his future like all young people, but unconsciously Worry crept into him like a terrifying elf, and kept him tossing and turning all night and sleepless. The pressure of life also pressed on him, and he had to fight to the death against this crazy world every day, and his whole body and mind felt particularly tired. Brandon often admonishes himself when no one is around: you must control your emotions, you must be cautious everywhere, even if you are insulted, you must be silently patient, waiting for the time to come. The arrogant demeanor and unbridled laughter of others often made Brandon's face pale, his body trembled incessantly, and his breathing became more difficult. Although Brandon was very indignant in his heart, he didn't want others to see him crying, he wanted to be a strong man. He barely held back the anger that rose in his heart, and regarded these unpleasant events as a test in a difficult situation. He believes that a resilient character can help him overcome all difficulties and help him overcome all difficulties. Now adversity is only temporary, and one day the clouds will clear, and a happy life will come from heaven.

Time flies, and it's time to graduate. At the University of Washington's commencement ceremony, Chancellor Smith generously stated, "Your tomorrow is a bright one, because the employment rate of the University of Washington is 100 percent, and the supply of excellent talents exceeds the demand!" There is no need to worry excessively, for your strength is there for all to see! Talent! Talent! High-end talents are the future and hope of the Star Alliance! Students take your hopes and dreams with you on a long voyage, and these days and nights at the University of Washington are life experiences that you can boast about. Wisdom and courage will support your confidence, looking up at the starry sky, you can unravel loneliness, and youth glows with fiery ......" The students wore bachelor's hats with bright smiles on their faces, and in this moment, everything seemed to be condensed together, and then slowly sank into eternal memory. My dear classmates have parted ways, and when we finally break up, I don't know when we will meet again. Society is like a cruel melting pot, more like a dangerous arena, and only by learning cunning survival skills can you be safe. Ruthless tactics combined with deceptive tactics can have unexpected results. In order to hide people's eyes, people often pretend to be compassionate, but in secret, they do some despicable and dirty deeds. Brandon naively thinks that people should be like Jesus, but it turns out that the vast majority of people are Judas who sold their souls, and there is no shame at all, and people can burn the entire primeval forest for a gold coin, what can not be done, and what morality is there to speak of?

Brandon, who had just entered the society, hit a wall one after another on the road to job hunting, and then he deeply felt how important it is to have certain social connections! In the end, he was full of enthusiasm in exchange for a frozen heart, and the world turned out to be as crazy as a beast. It's like falling into an invisible abyss, and I always fall deeper and deeper when I want to struggle. Only Brandon has no background, no backers, and no work experience. The pain of unemployment swept over him, and he was really unprepared! The rich and wealthy people live a good life, and the poor people are hungry and always look embarrassed. Whenever Brandon is disappointed, his heart longs for a free sky, and how good it would be to live a carefree life like when he was a child!

Disappointed, Brandon returns home. In the early morning, you will see a skinny young man in big pants and glasses pushing a vegetable cart to buy groceries, humming familiar songs from the old days past you. The look of a lost soul makes people feel pity when they see it. Between sighs, fate is always so ruthless, unintentionally stumbling, and always terrifying.

The houses on the side of the road are crooked, and the cries on the street come and go. In these dilapidated houses, poverty and hunger grow like trees every day. The dilapidated economy is like a flower withering, and the gap between the rich and the poor is unwittingly widening. Every time Brandon walked past the bread stall, he always turned his confused eyes to the side, not smelling or looking.

The suave elegance of the ruling class and high society is gone, and unkempt beggars are often seen coming out from under the bridges, staring at hungry wolves with crutches, and constantly pleading: "Have mercy on me, I'm going to starve to death!" Kind sir! Merciful Madame! Poor and pitiful! Please! Whenever this happens, a rough voice will be heard: "Get out of here!" Get lost! I don't have any money to give! Oh! Ma'am, how are there more beggars than bedbugs on this street! "These beggars are afraid to go to the clean streets, because they will hinder the city's appearance, and they will often be beaten all over the ground by the police. Whenever someone cooks, they stare at the glass window, and the saliva in their mouths flows involuntarily along the corners of their mouths. The rhythm of the music fluttered in the sky, singing the song of the endless happiness of the people. The beggar smirked on crutches, and all the lies were exposed. Walking through the cold alleys and filthy low-rise bungalows, there are always unpleasant stories among the people, and there are merciless tortures after the weakness and emaciation. The pain grew heavier, the days became more miserable day by day, hunger and cold slowly tormented the people, and there was only terrible apathy among the people.

Brandon's mother had a fever all night because of overfucking, and Brandon put his hand on his mother's forehead and felt that it was hot, so he hurriedly put on his clothes and went out to the doctor. The stars in the sky were still faintly twinkling, and there were only a few lights in the deserted alleys, and there was silence everywhere, and a cold wind was blowing in the face. The road was bumpy, the shadows of the trees were swaying, and Brandon was shivering. Finally led the doctor back home, the doctor carefully examined Brandon's mother, and then kept shaking his head: "Why didn't you see a doctor earlier?" Now it's too late! Your mother is terminally ill, and I can't help it, don't blame me! ”

Brandon grabbed the doctor's hand and burst into tears: "Please! You must save my mother, I haven't repaid her kindness yet, the doctor begs you, please don't let my mother leave me! You don't have to worry about medical bills, I have hands and I will earn money to pay you back! The doctor patted his forehead and said in annoyance: "I can only try it and see how long it can last with the drug!" It would be nice to have the most advanced gene therapy, but it would cost a lot of money! Your family's financial conditions are not possible! ”

Brandon hurriedly asked, "That means I can only watch my mother leave, and there is no way, isn't it!" Doctor! ”

The doctor had no choice but to nod: "That's it!" Who made us poor! This world is so cruel and unforgiving! It's not your fault, it's not my fault, it's the fault of society as a whole! If you want to start a little young, you still have a long, long way to go in the future. There are always endless twists and turns on the long road of life, you are a good boy, and I will give you all the medicines at the purchase price. Take care! I'm leaving! The doctor comforted Brandon by patting him on the shoulder.

The doctor picked up the medical kit and put it on his shoulder, pushed open the door and disappeared into the night......

Brandon looked at the doctor's fading back with tears in his eyes, which swirled in circles and finally slowly flowed down the corners of his eyes......

Mom's illness has become increasingly serious, and Brandon is caught in the whirlpool of life. His financial conditions are becoming more and more tight, and he seems to be drunk every night when he loses his soul. All the money was used to buy medicine for my mother, and when she was hungry and cold, she could only drink a little gruel to satisfy her hunger. Whenever the first rays of the morning sun shine in, Brandon comes out with a tired look, he has to work hard, he has to live with perseverance. At night, when I was tired, I could only sit at the table and rest for a while, my mother's voice lingered in my ears all the time, and my soul struggled in misery, and my face was full of haggardness. Brandon was haunted by sorrow every day, and his mind became more and more trance-like, his eyes were bloodshot because he often stayed up late, and he passed out several times due to overexertion.

At this time, Brandon was sitting beside his mother and staring affectionately, his heart full of anxiety and panic. He really hopes that it is not his mother who is sick but himself, so that the pain will be shared by himself, and his mother will not suffer so many sins. It was late at night, and the shadows of the trees outside swayed and rustled. A ray of moonlight shone on Brandon's body, but his heart could not be calm for a long time. The happy time with my mother when I was a child came to mind, and two lines of hot tears flowed down my cheeks inadvertently. Mom was very sad to see Brandon's haggard appearance, and she said to Brandon in a weak voice: "Child, Mom's days are numbered, and you have to learn to take care of yourself in the future." Mom is afraid that she will never see you again, and Mom wants to be with you forever! No matter what setbacks you suffer in the future, you have to stand up, your mother will always be with you, and your mother will always love you! ”

Brandon nodded again and again when he heard his mother's words, wiped the tears on his face, and choked up: "Mom, you can hold it!" Mom, you're going to be fine! You said we have to be together whether we are rich or poor, I ...... I can't afford to lose you! Mom, I sing a song that you used to sing when you were a child, and you will slowly get better after listening to the song! ”

Brandon grabbed his mother's hand and whispered in a trembling voice, "Dear baby, go to sleep quickly, sleep quickly, the happy yellow warbler sings above your head, and your mother's love grows with you." My dear baby, go to sleep, sleep quickly, you listen to your mother singing to you, the bright sun shines on you through the window, my little angel you come to my side. Your smile, your crying, is my joy and sorrow. Your eyes, your naughtiness, are all my dreams. Dear baby, go to sleep, sleep quickly, Mommy will always be by your side. Sleep quickly, dear baby, sleep quickly, mommy......"

Brandon lowered his head to find that his mother's eyes were gradually losing their former brilliance, and her slightly raised arm was falling weakly. The skin on his face slowly faded into blood, his head tilted to one side, and his soul ascended to heaven. Brandon's heart was sour, and he couldn't help but lose his voice in pain: "Mom, don't leave me...... Mom, don't leave me ......"

The heavy blow drove Brandon into despair, and all the fantasies came together, and the invisible ghost haunted him. I don't know how much time has passed since the cycle of the sun and the moon, and there is always sorrow hidden in my heart that will never be forgotten. I lost my mother and was alone, and there was no one in the world, and I lost the brightest sunshine. Brandon was walking down the icy street when a gust of wind blew him staggering. He looked up and saw several flying machines landing in the distance, and out of a group of people came to the slum with a young man and pointed around.

Brandon rubbed his eyes and looked into the distance, and saw that the young man seemed to have seen it there. Brandon's heart twitched violently, and he finally remembered that this young man was his college classmate, the scoundrel Jesse.