Chapter 463 - I can't figure it out

"Why?" Shui Yu lay on the ground and looked at me weakly: "Why did you kill me?" ”

"Grass your grandma, let me tell you why you want to kill you?" Yan Beixun walked to my side with the Phantom Blue Giant Sword at this time, pointed at this guy and said, "You are acting for the tiger, for your own selfish desires, killing countless people, is this reason enough?" ”

"Am I at fault?" Shui Yu slowly stretched out his hands, he looked at his hands blankly and said, "In order for you humans to live, except for you humans, all other living beings are your food. ”

"It's true that I kill people, but I'm also here to live." Tears flowed from the water's eyes.

My brow furrowed slightly.

Shui Yu continued: "I was born in the seventh year of Zhengde of Ming Wuzong, and after I was born, I waited for five hundred years for today's Chengjiao, but I didn't expect that the hope I had been waiting for for five hundred years would be destroyed by the two of you!" ”

I looked at the water fly, and my heart was a little panicked.

The water fly is indeed right, it has waited for five hundred years, just for today, but it just succeeded, but it was killed by me, Yan Beixun originally had an aggressive attitude, but at this time he was also silent and lowered his head.

The water fly desperately tried to get up from the ground, and slowly supported it with both hands, but as soon as he was halfway up, he fell to the ground again.

It lay on the ground, and then, his feet began, turning into countless silver-white points of light, and vanished.

"You two killed me, do you really have a clear conscience? 500 years of waiting to ruin people? The water fly looked at me, then closed its eyes.

The entire water fly dissipated into the ruins.

I looked at these silvery-white dots of light on the ruins and took a deep breath.

"Why, why did I kill a monster that harmed countless people, but my heart was so panicked?" I looked at the place where the water fly disappeared, slowly stepped forward, crouched down, and looked at the tears on the ground.

At this time, the tears of the water fly actually condensed into a pearl in the shape of a water droplet, I reached out to pick up this tear, and let it be seen that the water fly 500 years of hard work, today it was destroyed.

Yan Beixun walked up to me and patted me on the shoulder: "If you don't kill him today, after you let him go, more people will die, you have to understand." ”

I nodded slightly: "I understand the reason, but it is also right, in order for monsters to survive, killing people is a matter of course for themselves." ”

Yan Beixun dodged the pearl in my hand, threw it to the ground, stepped on the pearl with one foot, and then said: "No way, it's a demon, he is not wrong in order to survive, we are human beings, in order to protect human beings, we are not wrong." ”

Yan Beixun looked into my eyes and said, "When I first started learning to catch monsters, I had the same experience as you, questioning, hesitating, and not knowing whether to kill these monsters just to survive. ”

"I was confused for a full year, but one day, I saw a youkai rush into a family of three and kill both parents of a child, although I also killed the youkai later, but it was too late."

"As I listened to the child's cry, I realized in my heart that I would rather kill these poor youkai than see a single person killed by them." Yan Beixun's eyes were extremely firm.

I looked at Yan Beixun in a daze and sighed.

Yan Beixun patted me on the shoulder: "You still lack experience, although your ability has become stronger and stronger, but after all, you are a halfway monk, and you lack inner experience." ”

"When you really see the bloody scene of the monster killing the person with your own eyes, and then the cries of the relatives of the person who was killed, your heart will be much stronger." Yan Beixun said.

"That's right, that's right."

Suddenly, Ai Tang Tang's voice rang out.

I turned my head to see that Ai Tangtang was sitting on the wall at this time, still holding a bag of potato chips in her hand, and she said with a smile: "Ah Xiu, you are still too soft-hearted, the water fly just now wanted to kill you, but the few words before it died actually shook your heart." ”

"Don't you feel pitiful about it?" I looked at Ai Tang Tang and asked.

Ai Tang Tang jumped off the wall, jumped over, and then looked at the place where the water fly disappeared, pouted and said: "I know better than any of you two the hardships of turning from a water fly, although I was born a dragon, my father has been nagging since I was a child, saying how difficult it was for me to turn into a dragon. ”

I still couldn't be happy in my heart, Ai Tangtang took my hand with a smile: "Let's go, let's go, don't think about this, the more you think about it now, the more you can't figure it out, just wait for two days." ”

I followed them and returned to the Chinese medicine shop in a trance.

It's not that my willpower is not strong, but that the tears before the water fly died touched me.

If it were me, I had worked hard for so many years, but it fell short, in addition to resentment, it was more helpless.

When I went back to the Chinese medicine shop, I lay down on the couch, closed my eyes, and fell asleep.

Early the next morning, I opened my eyes, sat up, and the figure of the water fly came to my mind.

I shook my head, trying not to think about these things, and at this time, only Ai Tang Tang was sitting at the counter in a daze.

"Awake?" Seeing me wake up, Ai Tang Tang said happily, "You wait, I'll go out and buy you lunch." ”

"No need, you can just grab me some snacks to eat." I say.

"Okay." Ai Tang Tang nodded, and then pulled out a large bag of snacks from the counter, all kinds of use.

I took out a bag of potato chips and ate it, Ai Tang Tang sat next to me and smiled, "What's wrong?" Still can't figure it out? ”

"Figured it out." I said casually.

"Come on, when you dreamed just now, you kept apologizing to that water fly." Ai Tang Tang narrowed his eyes: "I can't see it, our brother Xiu is still a sentimental person." ”

"Is there one?" I asked, touching the back of my head.

"I lied to you." Ai Tang Tang said: "But you must not have figured it out yet, my intuition told me. ”

I shook my head slightly, feeling very uncomfortable.

Ai Tang Tang put his arm around my shoulders and said, "Actually, this matter is very simple, just like what Yan Beixun said yesterday, you are for you humans, it is right to kill that water dragon." ”

"You're also a monster, don't you feel awkward to say that?" I asked.

"It's not awkward, in fact, I feel like I'm half a person." Ai Tang Tang laughed and said, "At this point, you are too far worse than hating the sky." ”

Hate the sky and laugh?

As soon as I heard Ai Tang Tang mention this, I asked, "By the way, you know what it means to hate the sky, let's hear it." ”

"Why are you suddenly curious?" Ai Tang Tang asked.

I gave her a blank look: "It was you who laughed in front of me, so I wanted to ask." ”

"Really." Ai Tang Tang touched his chin and smirked.