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The moonlight in early spring was clear, but with a faint coldness, accompanied by a slight cool breeze at night, blowing through the open space where we were, and the grass and trees made a rustling sound, as if moved by the sadness contained in Aunt Yun's previous words, and they wept lowly.

Once again, I don't know what to say. Between the rolling of my throat, I only felt that my throat and eyes were tight.

Humans, demons, demon hunters, murderers, guards, and re-enter this world. It's a very sharp contradiction, but it's also a very simple thing, but it can't be contaminated with feelings, if there is a trace of friendship between each other, everything can't be simpler.

Just like me to Xin Yi, to Uncle Xin, and even to Aunt Yun.

I thought it was just me who was struggling but determined, but now that I see Aunt Yun's attitude, I know that it must be painful from the perspective of a demon.

There is nothing to say but to let the silence creep in. But I don't want to leave, because I still have a lot of questions to ask, Aunt Yun asked me to cut off my love for Xin Yi, but what I said was plausible, how could I be willing? Even she wasn't sure of anything, at least I wanted to know it clearly.

"The night was cold, and I wasn't in good health. Let's go inside and talk. "Just when I was struggling with the pain, it was Aunt Yun who spoke first, and what was even more unexpected was that she invited me to the house to talk.

"Okay." I don't have any reason not to.

She bowed slightly, then turned around and walked towards the room, I looked at her back and hesitated slightly, and also strode to follow Aunt Yun's footsteps.

I don't know why, just at the moment of hesitation, I already had a vague decision in my heart, I knew that Aunt Yun should have no malicious intent, she asked me to cut off my love for Xin Yi, if I continued, it was indeed harmful to Xin Yi, then I would do it. But in my heart, God can't control which one I like and which one I love.

Aunt Yun also reminded me that even if you love hard, you don't necessarily have to be together.

Thinking about it like this, my heart became free. It's just that it's inevitable to be sad, as if starting at this moment, it has already indicated that Xin Yi and I can't stay together for a long time.

With this in mind, I stepped into the room in a trance.

Aunt Yun didn't know when, but she had already put on her mask again, and when she saw me coming in, she nodded at me and motioned for me to sit down on the chair in front of the table in the room. Then he poured two glasses of water, placed them at the table, and sat down across from me.

"I'm sorry, there is no tea to serve you. Because after his death, I have been a vegetarian all year round, drinking only water, self-denying, doing many good deeds, and wishing to ask for more blessings for him in the next life. Aunt Yun's tone was still faint, and she couldn't hear any emotion. As he spoke, he lifted the lower part of the mask and took a sip of water very calmly.

But her demonization was very obvious in the light, and even though the part that was opened was only a small piece, the fluff on the demonized half of her face could still be seen.

I'm in the dungeon, and I've seen a lot of strange demons, and I don't care. It doesn't matter if he said it, he also took a sip of water, and just wondered who he was? Is it the one who let Aunt Yun die like ashes? Aunt Yun's tone was very light, but the deep friendship expressed in those words was not enough to describe. It seems that there is really only one word in this world, which is difficult to release, difficult to solve, and difficult to penetrate... But why is the avenue so ruthless?

My thoughts were messy, but after putting down the water glass, Aunt Yun didn't mention this topic again, but asked me a very strange question: "Did Xin Hao reconcile with his wife?" ”

Didn't you come in and talk about Xinyi's problem? How did it become a matter for Uncle Xin and his wife? I don't think Aunt Yun is the kind of gossip person, and even from her eyes, you can only see the peace of mind like ashes, there should be a reason for this question, I thought so, and answered honestly: "I don't know the situation very well. They went into the house to talk, but they haven't come out yet. My aunt wanted Uncle Xin for a reason. After all, for so many years..."

In my words, I still subconsciously explained to Aunt Xin, after all, I grew up by her side, and I have a deep relationship with her, and I don't want Aunt Yun to think that Aunt Xin is an unreasonable woman.

But Aunt Yun waved her hand and interrupted my words, saying, "There are grievances, and it is difficult to settle them." But no matter what, she has to forgive Xin Hao so that she won't regret it for the rest of her life. If they talk and she doesn't forgive Xin Hao, you can help admonish her, or you can tell me what I said. ”

Hearing Aunt Yun's words, my hand holding the water cup trembled slightly. Yes, after talking to Aunt Yun for a while, I already felt that Aunt Yun had a strange style of speaking, generally only talking about the results and how to do it, not much about the reasons.

It's like directly asking me to cut off my love for Xin Yi, and directly saying that Aunt Xin will regret it if she doesn't forgive Uncle Xin.

I'm not used to it, but I'm not stupid, and when I hear what she says, it seems like a very bad result... How can I just listen to one result and then say yes? If you care, it's messy! My tone was a little hurried: "Aunt Yun, can you say it directly?" ”

"How direct do you want to be?" I didn't expect that in the face of my question, Aunt Yun would give such a rhetorical question.

"Huh?" I was stunned for a moment, and then suddenly reacted, this reason may be so bad that it is difficult to accept, so Aunt Yun will ask like this! I quietly clenched my fists, then took a deep breath, my expression became firm, and then I said word by word: "No need to hide anything, no need to be tactful, just say it directly." ”

"It's very simple, after rescuing the Sky Fox, Xin Hao will die, and I can no longer control my own situation, and I will completely turn into a fox. It's not a fox demon, but a slow fox that slowly turns into an ordinary fox, that's it. "I want to be direct, and Aunt Yun really gave me a very direct answer.

I thought I would be calm, but the hand that clenched my fist suddenly tightened and became bruised, and the hand holding the cup was trembling so much that I didn't know it. Finally, with a 'snap', the cup shattered, and the broken porcelain fragments pierced my palm, and the intense pain made me wake up from the sudden ups and downs of emotions.

I looked up in disbelief, only to meet Aunt Yun's very calm eyes under her mask.

Looking at me, she was silent for a second, then got up silently and walked over with a clean handkerchief. Then he grabbed my injured hand and began to help me clean the residue on my hand, I didn't seem to feel any pain, and I didn't feel very sad until then, but what was I sad about?

Uncle Xin, I haven't been with him for a few days, and Aunt Yun is only in contact for the second time, why should I be so sad about their death?

I looked at Aunt Yun, she didn't have any emotions at all, just helped me clean up the residue, and began to help me bandage, I was so sad that I desperately held back my tears, but my hands had been trembling since just now, but she grabbed my wrist suddenly, turned her head and said to me: "Ye Zhengling, you are the leader of the demon hunters, such emotions should not appear on you." Being in a high position and shouldering heavy responsibilities, your own emotions are becoming more and more unimportant, don't you understand? ”

I was inexplicably a little angry, and I couldn't help but whisper: "Aren't you sad at all? Aren't you sad to become a fox and all your thoughts and memories become chaos? You're not talking about yourself? Is it that you have no feelings for anyone but him and don't care? Including yourself?! I can't do it. ”

I thought that my words would anger Aunt Yun, but I didn't expect that she would stop talking, but just bow her head and bandage my wounds.

I don't want to argue about anything anymore? People are different, and I can't force others. It's just that the sadness in my heart is surging, and at this time I also understand why I'm so sad? It's like I can't help but feel sorry for Aunt Yun, it's unbearable to be a living person around me, a friend who has a relationship with the master in the depths of my memory, and a friend who has a relationship with the master has turned into a fox who doesn't know anything, which is even more unacceptable than dying, even her soul.... I don't dare to think about it.

I am also sad that Uncle Xin, a man who has left his wife and children for half his life, has been concerned for half his life, and has to pay for his life in the end, will not be able to enjoy a day of family happiness in the end.

Does this world have to be so regretful in order to show the preciousness of every trace of feelings? Do you have to make such a mockery to tell the world that you should cherish the present?

At this time, I was immersed in this emotion and didn't want to say anything, and I didn't care about Aunt Yun's thoughts, my hand was still trembling and I lit a cigarette for myself, and the blood stained through the handkerchief, stained on the cigarette, white with bright red, there was a shocking feeling.

"Zifei fish, how do you know the joy of fish? Maybe for Xin Hao, being able to sacrifice for his daughter has become his happiest thing. And for me, turning into a fox is liberation, and there is no other answer. Finally, it's time to wait... Being able to sacrifice for the key Sky Fox can be regarded as accumulating virtue, right? I hope that these virtues can be rewarded to the few people I love in Jiuquan, and I am very happy. Aunt Yun was even calmer, and then without waiting for me to speak, she looked at me and said in a suddenly aggravated tone: "So anything that you don't think is complete, it's really complete." If you feel sad, you are in pain! How do you know the perfection of others? There is a fate in this world, don't you know it enough? In particular, those who shoulder heavy responsibilities must understand that they should follow the will of heaven and not force them. ”

"I, but—" I choked up, but I found that there was great wisdom in her words, and I couldn't refute it, but I couldn't accept it psychologically for a while.

"Is it that the young people of your generation who are slowly becoming the mainstay are so impenetrable. I'm talking a little more nonsense, just because I have a nephew, and you can't see through it. I have thought several times that I can say these words to him in person, so that he can do much... Hey, that's it, isn't it God's will that you are like this, it's the fate of this world? Great love can be great benevolence and kindness, and others may not be able to bear it. "I didn't expect that Aunt Yun's mouth would also carry a little emotion.

It was the first time I had heard such emotional words from her mouth.