Chapter 257: Abbot's Master's Letter - I see
(The following is the content of the letter)
Master of Pure Heart:
By the time you read this letter, I would have been deceased. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 infoDon't cry, I walked without any regrets, and I had a great time.
I always remember that you said you would come back. This quote has always encouraged me to grit my teeth and survive in the toughest of times.
I'm so glad I brought you up the mountain, I'm glad I guarded the Shenlong Temple for several lifetimes, and I didn't miss you after all, and I'm glad that I can repay your kindness in my lifetime.
While what I've done is nothing compared to what you've done, I'm content to do what I can for you.
When I was a child, I called you Master, and when you were a child, you called me Master, haha, did I take advantage of you? I can't help but snicker a few times just thinking about it.
I've been raising you for two years, and you won't be angry with me, right?
You must have a lot of questions in your mind, do you want to know most about when I learned that you are Master of Pure Heart? Actually, I was very stupid, and if I hadn't listened to the clear space, I would have only been skeptical, but I never dared to be sure.
To be more precise, I saw the shadow of Master Pure Heart in the body of little Chen Leisheng, so I gave you the Dharma name of Pure Heart, which is not only to express my thoughts about Master Pure Heart, but also because I had a moment of delusion, delusional that you were the Master of Pure Heart back then.
It's a long story, so let's start at the beginning.
You have been different from ordinary people since I was a child, and when I first met you, I felt inexplicably close in my heart. When you saw the sparkle in Chen Langzhong's eyes, my heart pounded against my chest, because you were the second person I had ever seen other than Master Pure Heart.
So, although Lang Zhong took you to raise you, I have been silently watching you. The more you grow up, the more likable you become, the more eccentric, and you speak and act differently than ordinary people.
Gradually, I noticed that there was an indescribable resemblance to Master Pure Heart between your eyebrows, and I felt more and more kind about you.
Therefore, as soon as Lang Zhong passed away, I took you up the mountain, and I had the audacity to give you the name of Pure Heart in the name of Pure Heart.
Sometimes I wonder if you and Master Pure Heart are the same person, right? But I thought it was so bizarre that I couldn't believe it. However, I also began to test you, consciously or unconsciously, to see if you too would be as amazing as Master Pure Heart.
Remember? Since you got out of the Houshan Forbidden Land, you seem to have changed as a person, do you know why I punished you to go to the Scripture Pavilion later? That's to test you. And I was amazed at how talented you were.
The Pavilion is your favorite place to go, and you are completely absorbed in your own world, and you are very self-conscious.
And those changes that have happened to you, you think I don't know, but in fact, I have seen them all.
Later, the woman came to you, and I saw it, and of course, others saw it, not only me and Jingkong. In the evening, the woman came to you again, and you went out with her, and when you came back, you were so happy that you were grinning.
Forgive me for saying such disrespectful words, but what I saw at the time was true.
You don't know what I was doing at the time! Can you understand what it is like to make the pigs arch the little cabbage that you have planted with your own hands?
I don't want to bury you because of a woman, let alone a fox. Don't ask me how I know. Forget it, I'll tell you, after the woman left that day, I quietly followed her. After leaving the mountain gate, she didn't go far, and she turned into a red-haired fox and burrowed into the woods.
I can't let you ruin it at her hands, though you may be an outlier.
By the way, I forgot to tell you that every time you come back from the Scripture Pavilion in the dark, there is no light in the house, but you are like no one, and you are completely unaffected.
At first, I only said that you have a good memory and memorized the route, but later, I deliberately put some obstacles to test, and found that you can easily avoid them, and I know that you are different from normal people.
One day, when you came back, I pretended to be asleep, squinting and peeking at you, your eyes glowing green, and I was almost scared to death.
Oh, it's a long way off, but on the one hand, I don't want you to have any feelings with that vixen and do things you shouldn't do; On the other hand, the image of Master Pure Heart being besieged by the villagers has always lingered in my mind, it was a nightmare in my heart, and I was afraid that it would happen again and repeat it on you, so I designed the lottery game.
Forgive me, maybe I shouldn't have done that.
I was so conflicted that I couldn't bear to let you go, but I felt compelled to do so. You were still ignorant at the time, you were a child, and I can't say it clearly, I just hope you can avoid these rights and wrongs.
But as soon as you walked on your front foot, I regretted it. As the saying goes, "People think of people, they want to die". That feeling, scratching the heart and liver, life is better than death, as a teacher, I think of you as a little thing so unproductively.
Forgive me for being so disrespectful, but what I say is from my heart.
I thought I couldn't eat during the day, and I couldn't sleep at night, and I felt like I was running out of oil in just one day.
I have lived long enough, and the only goal and meaning of this life is to wait for the abbot master back then, and later, you have become the whole pillar and joy of my life.
I thank Heaven for bringing you to me, I really want to see you again, I'm afraid I won't survive that time.
Fortunately, the next night, when I felt like I was about to run out, I came back with a baby in my arms.
I was surprised, and what he told me was even more surprising. But I'm also glad that you, as I expected, didn't disappoint me, that you did come back, but in a different form, and I have no regrets.
I don't know what you've been through, but I believe you're here to fulfill that promise, and you're a man of your word, and I've waited for you for so many years.
Suddenly knowing the truth, I suddenly felt extremely tired, life seemed to have lost its direction and purpose all of a sudden, and I had no meaning to live.
Forgive me, purify my heart, and let me call you so disrespectfully one more time.
Forgive me, I'm gone, I can't wait for the day to be reunited with you, I give this burden to the clear space, let him finish the rest of the wait.
Forgive me, I'm gone, just let me be lazy and take a break. After a thousand years of waiting, anyone will be tired.
I'm not like you, I have supreme mana, the universe can be at your disposal, I'm just an ordinary person, I'm tired of it.
When I say this, I don't blame you or blame you, on the contrary, I am very grateful to you, especially in the last thirteen years of my life, you have given me the purest, the most true, the most loved.
I really want to touch your little face again, hold you, and hold your little hand, but I can't wait, my mission is over, and I already feel the breath of life dissipating from me little by little.
Don't cry, my ashes are sprinkled in this mountain forest, and every tree and leaf has my message. In the future, no matter where you walk in this mountain forest, don't try to escape my eyes, haha, isn't it very powerful to be a teacher?
Finally, I want to say, are you still satisfied with my protection of Shenlong Temple? Hey, if you're not satisfied, I don't have any tricks, my ability is limited, but I tried my best.
Also, I want to tell you that I have no regrets, and I have never regretted this thousand years of waiting. For you, I think, everything is worth it.
Ling'er is a masterpiece