Chapter 41: The Passing Years
The deceased is like a husband, reluctant to give up day and night, and time is like the waves and sand of a big river, surging by......
When the geese came from the north, Katyusha sent me a large package containing various mountain mushrooms, two deer antler velvets, and a pair of straw sandals made of ula straw. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info
The straw sandals are not very well knitted, one is bigger, the other is smaller, looking at this craftsmanship, I guess Katyusha made it herself!
Thinking of Katyusha's slender white neck and the howling mountain wind, I went to the street to buy her a white silk scarf and sent it over.
Somehow, her bell 'ding dong' flashed in my mind, dancing in the wind, and the silk scarf flying, and my heart was stupid.
Then every autumn Katyusha would send me a package......
During this period, perhaps it was in response to the words of Zisu Daochang, my business was booming, and because I was too busy, I called Brother Ming Xian over again, and for a while I actually had the feeling of being the boss.
And Zisu Daochang is more funny, he is not here with me all the time, but he goes out once a year, either two or three months, or three or four months. When I went out, I was white and fat like a mouse in a noodle tank, and when I came back, I was black and thin like a mouse in the toilet!
I was amused and curious, so I asked him what was going on. He just smiled, but didn't answer, and in the evening, he picked up his erhu, which was not only a few years old, and began to play. The voice was wisps, like threads on the tip of my heart......
Seeing that he was not in a good mood, although I was curious, I stopped asking - why bother to uncover the hidden scars of the human heart!
Of course, I didn't have everything going well, and when I was seventeen years old, my parents told me about my daughter-in-law, and I understood that they felt that they were getting older, and they would be relieved that I would marry earlier.
But Han Chunque's shadow is like a magic barrier, circling and flying, occupying my entire mind, and I can't tolerate a shadow of others, so I refuse all blind dates!
But later, there was news in the village that Han Chunque had climbed the high branch and got along with the mayor's son.
Hearing this news made me feel like I had been slapped with a slap in the face! I know this Fu Gui, he is the son of Fu Zishan, the mayor of our town, and he is the same as Fu Zishan, fat, fat, pig-headed and dog-faced.
A while ago, Fu Zishan's mother passed away, and Fu Zishan took him to invite me to see the Yin House. Second, I was afraid that I would really suffer some kind of curse, so I just said that I wouldn't see it, and at that time, this kid directly slapped his face, saying that I didn't know how to lift!
I didn't expect Han Chunque to be like this, willing to put a flower on the cow dung!
Is it really cow dung?
Years of experience in the bull market have made me understand that many things in the world are not as simple as they seem, and this marriage is not just about appearance, but also about family background, education, future and other things other than appearance, these things are often more important than appearance!
It's like I'm cow dung!
What to do?
It seems that there is no way, stalking is just the way of a TV series! And she's going to school, I'm feeding the cows, we're not people in the same line!
Maybe I just gave up, maybe I should have understood, but my heart was obsessed......
Desperate and painful, my heart ached for a while, but before I could get out of my sadness, I had to be sad again - my godfather died!
He was the first person in the world to appreciate me, and the first outsider to be kind to me...... My heart has sadness turned into sorrow! Then I hurried to my godfather's house to take care of his funeral.
However, to my surprise, it was only two days after my godfather died, and I was holding a wake for him, and in the evening of the next day, my godmother suddenly fell headlong and passed away......
At this time, what kind of life and death follow, is it providence, or the heart has gone!
I am grieved and shaken! Although my godfather's family said that it was a joy and mourning......
At that time, I gave all the money left by my godfather to my godfather's nephew Liu San, and let them divide it. Although my godfather had said before his death that he would leave me the money, I didn't want to be missed by his relatives after he died.
But I left my godfather's house, not for anything else, just for a thought, to have a place to stay when sweeping the tomb and burning paper!
Maybe fate is like this, life originates, and people die!
The moment I closed the door of my godfather's house and turned away, my heart was empty and I didn't know where to go......
Three years later, when I was eighteen years old, my father also passed away due to illness, and before he left, my father still held my mother's hand and repeatedly explained: "I want to find a daughter-in-law for the calf, and find a daughter-in-law for the calf......"
Standing in front of the bed, I burst into tears, and at the same time, I felt a wave of hatred in my heart, hating my own willfulness and obsession......
The sound and smile are still there, but the bottle is empty! My father just left, with endless concern for me.
After my father left, he told me that the daughter-in-law's affairs were temporarily relieved, because according to our customs, if there were white things in the family, you should not take care of red things back then. Michicho Zisu also told my mother that these things were not suitable for me back then!
After listening to it, I somehow felt a little lighter.
But after so many things happened in two years, my heart was still depressed, and somehow, I seemed to understand the erhu voice of Zisu Daochang,
The sound of pulling is still like a thread on the tip of my heart, but at this time, I feel a loss and irreparable pain in this voice! Sometimes when I listen to it, I suddenly burst into tears.
It was the time when the geese flew in again, and on this day I received another package from Katyusha; In the evening, the chief of the subsu road pulled up his erhu again. I sat on a pile of black rafters and listened.
Wisps and emptiness......
Perhaps because of Katyusha, my heart was a little sad in the midst of depression.
At this moment, I suddenly felt a red shadow flash on my left, and I turned my head to see that it was a weasel.
This weasel is only a foot long, and although the hair on its body is still yellow, the tips of the hair are red! It stood upright, staring at a pair of dripping red eyes, looking at Zisu Dao for a moment, and at me for a while.
My heart was fluttering with the sound of the erhu, and I didn't bother with it, and the people in my hometown also said that the weasel was a fairy, with aura, and could not be provoked, so I followed it to stand there.
The weasel was also strange and not afraid, and it was not until the chief of the sub-beard finished pulling the erhu that it drilled into the pile of black rafters and disappeared.
Then I realized that this weasel might be the red thing I sometimes see, how many years it has lived!
Then I wanted to rummage through the black rafters and get rid of it, although it was a fairy, but I always felt weird, so please leave!
As soon as I bent down, I said, "Don't move, I already knew it was here!" ”