Chapter 702: Heavenly Dao and Red Face
After hearing what I had just said, the gluttonous in the ancient jade sighed to himself and stopped talking.
At this time, I stood alone in the distance, looking at the place where the frost had disappeared before, my heart was like a gray wood, and my body was like an untied boat.
I finally tasted the heartbreak, and it wasn't as painful as I had imagined. My heart is broken, how can I feel pain?
There was a time when I always felt like I was the master of the world, and everything in the world revolved around me, and it felt like I was walking on clouds. And now, I have fully understood that I am not the master of this world, and maybe in this world, I live like a dog.
In the Mortal Heavenly Dao Certainty, how small people seem, no matter how hard they work and pay, in the end, this Heavenly Dao still cannot be changed. I saw how incompetent and small I was...... This day, this earth, this way, everything in this world has reincarnation, and all the rules of this world must be obeyed, and no one can be an exception.
Sad, right? Thinking of this, I raised my head, looked at the black and oppressive sky, and tried to keep my tears from continuing to fall, I don't know why, at this time, there was a little more peace in my heart, but behind this calm, there was an endless thought of Rushuang.
Now I don't want to speak, I don't want to think, I don't want to face anyone.
I always think that I can make a cocoon like a silkworm, or make a hole like a mouse, seal myself up, sleep quietly in it, and never come out .......
"Thirteen, don't be too sad and desperate, although the shadow of frost has disappeared, all this does not mean that her soul is gone, so ......"
Without waiting for the gluttony to speak, I interrupted it:
"Forget it, don't comfort me, I'm not a fool, after the frost disappeared, I didn't see a trace of yin qi from the vicinity."
After listening to this, he then said to me:
"Thirteen, there is a sentence I don't know whether to say or not."
"You say." I said.
"When people live, they must always learn to accept and bear, no matter what, you have to continue to live, and this heavenly way and red face are like fish and bear's paws, you can't have both. Unfortunately, people have a choice to make. And Heavenly Dao and Hongyan can't choose for you, so you can only choose to accept it. ”
"Like frost...... Rushuang she was killed by me, why, why would I be like a stupid X to believe that people can be resurrected after death! Now it's so bad that you can't even stay with your ghost! I'm just an ungrateful brute, I'm not even as good as a brute!! "The more I scolded myself, the more remorse and heartache I felt in my heart.
If you knew this was the case, why bother in the first place? Every time my mind flashes a face like frost, a picture of being with her, and every word she says to me, my heart is like a needle piercing countless steel.
Pain, so painful that it can make the brain blank, so painful that it can deprive the blood of oxygen, and so painful that the whole body is numb.
If I could regret letting this happen all over again, I would never believe in the lie that people can be resurrected after death.
As long as Rushuang can always be by my side, whether it is a person or a ghost, I am satisfied. But the cruelty of reality will never give me a chance to regret it and start over. This is also the ...... of the way of heaven.
It was at this moment that I heard a slight sound of footsteps behind me. I don't have to look back, I also know that it must be the fat man and Qiu Shasha who saw that I hadn't gone back for a long time and came over.
"Senior brother, how is it going? Has Rushuang's sister-in-law come back to life? The fat man's voice came from behind me. What he just said was like a sharp sword, and once again it pierced into my heart with hatred.
I stood still and never looked back, nor did I answer the fat man's words.
When Qiu Shasha and the fat man walked to me, they saw my dejected appearance now, as well as the scene in front of them, and they understood a little more, and they also quieted down.
Not long after, the attentive Qiu Shasha found the wound on my thigh and asked me in surprise:
"Thirteen, why are you, your leg bleeding so much?! What's wrong with you. As she spoke, Qiu Shasha walked over to me, bandaged me, and continued to me:
"Thirteen, what the hell is going on? Tell me and the fat man, don't let the two of us stand here and do it for you. ”
I shook my head:
"I'm fine, I'm really fine......"
"Do you look like you're a no-brainer?! How did the wound on your leg come from? Why don't you bandage it yourself? Thanks to the fact that I watched it early, if you don't lose too much blood, you really ......" Qiu Shasha did not continue.
Raising my head, I looked over to the side where the frost had disappeared again, hoping for a miracle to happen.
But the empty ground poured cold water on me again, like frost she really disappeared this time, really left me, really never to come back.
Although I didn't want to accept this fact, I had to accept it, and once again recalled the words that Rushuang left for me before it was about to disappear:
"Ten...... Thirteen, I look like I'm going to disappear soon, Thirteen...... If I really leave you this time, you must not blame yourself and regret it, even if I will not be by your side, my heart will always be there for you, please believe in me, ...... forever. ”
I really, really regret it.
All thoughts are lost, I feel that my world has become so black and so black, no matter how dazzling the bright flashlight in the fat man's hand is, it can't penetrate my long-dead heart.
……
"Puff~!" At this moment, an extremely small, heartbeat-like voice suddenly came from a corner.
When I heard this, I was shocked and looked around.
Then, "Puff~! Puff~! Puff~! The sound of ......'s heartbeat became more and more obvious, and it slowly joined together. Only...... It's like there's a real person's heartbeat!
"Thirteen, listen, listen, have you heard a heartbeat!!" At this time, Qiu Shasha also looked around and said to me.
The sound of my heart beating all around me was like a shot in the arm to my dying heart, making it instantly full of hope and vitality!
I began to fantasize and look forward to even praying, praying that the sound of the heartbeat that we could not see would come from the body of Frost after being born again.
"I can't believe it...... Left thirteen, left thirteen, you kid can actually go against the sky. This is really the back waves of the Yangtze River pushing the front waves, one generation is stronger than the next, the future is terrible, the future is terrible!! The gluttonous voice in the ancient jade came again.
What it said just now proves that the rhythmic heartbeats around it are like frost after being reborn!
As the rhythmic heartbeat around me continued to beat, I gradually felt a faint trace of living yang energy looming in front of me.
I followed the position of the yang energy, looked up, and when I saw clearly, there seemed to be a sweet breeze in my heart, and it quickly swept through it!
Because I saw that the location of that yang energy was on the Bagua Yin Yang Taiji diagram that disappeared before Rushuang.
"Thirteen, this ...... Is this Sister Rushuang, is she going to be reborn as a human?? Qiu Shasha looked at me and asked in surprise.
"I don't know, I should ...... Definitely! I was stunned and looked at the place where the yang energy slowly gathered, and my heart was surprised and delighted.
After a few seconds, a dazzling white light suddenly appeared in that position, and a thick layer of white smoke rose from the white light, which slowly solidified, and finally seemed to form the shape of a human being.
At this time, the white light under the white smoke became more and more dazzling, even if I took several steps back, I still didn't dare to look directly at your dazzling white light, so I had to cover my eyes with my hands and look through my fingers.
As the minutes passed, the billowing white smoke gradually stopped, and the outline of a human body beneath the white smoke became clearer and clearer.
Rushuang, she's going to be reborn?! At this moment, my heart couldn't help but beat wildly again, and in this short period of time, I tasted the ups and downs of falling into the abyss and flying above the clouds again.
The heart almost couldn't bear it.