Chapter 57: Forging the Heart (Part II)

"Big brother." At this time, Mei Han came to Nie Yan's side with a tray.

Seeing that Nie Yan had drunk so much wine in the morning, he couldn't help but put down the tray in his hand, and with reproach in his tone, he snatched his wine jug from Nie Yan's hand.

Nie Yan didn't make any moves, just let Mei Han do this, otherwise Mei Han would definitely not be able to snatch the wine jug in his hand.

His eyes looked away vacantly, and there was no way to face Mei Han's lost and worried gaze.

Between the brothers and sisters, they didn't say much, as if it was a silent confrontation.

After a long time, after all, it was Mei Han who sighed, took a bowl of steaming decoction from the tray, and served Nie Yan to drink it.

Nie Yan drank it obediently, just like a fool, some black medicinal juice would flow from the corners of his mouth.

Mei Han wiped off the medicine for him in distress.

Not far behind him, Lan Shi hid behind a tree and watched hatefully, and finally smashed his fist on the tree, shaking the snow on the tree one after another, and then stomped his foot and turned away.

And Su Zhan was in the pavilion not far away, as if he was holding a medical book reading, but suddenly sighed deeply.

Zhu Feng, who was sitting next to him, pouted, and was about to cry like a child, and called out in a sad voice.

Only in this way, no one dared to excessively stimulate Nie Yan, last time, Lan Shi's radical words made Nie Yan deeply silent for four days, without saying a word.

"Would you like to drink some ginseng soup? In this Shu land, it is not easy to find good ginseng. Mei Han wiped the corners of Nie Yan's mouth and took another bowl of hot soup.

But he was gently pushed away by Nie Yan: "No, Lan Shi practices martial arts, let him make up for his body." ”

While speaking, I don't know when, the wine that was snatched by Mei Han returned to Nie Yan's hands.

Again!

Mei Han's eyes showed a hint of sadness, but Nie Yan didn't look at her at all, she could only leave with a tray, just like every day before.

In addition to the necessary decoction and some meals, the eldest brother refused anything that was good for his health, and felt that it was all a waste on him.

Immerse yourself in only alcohol every day.

Mei Han was curious to know what was going on? Let this high-spirited big brother become like this? However, as if his heart was locked, he refused to be approached by anyone.

If it weren't for him still caring about them, Mei Han would have thought that the person in front of him was probably just the skin of the eldest brother.

Mei Han took a few steps, thinking of these, her heart became more and more sad, and the suppressed feelings seemed to be unable to bear it anymore at this moment, and she finally stopped.

"Big brother."

"Huh?" Nie Yan's voice was lazy and faint, but his body didn't even make a movement.

Mei Han felt sad again, which also made her more determined to say her thoughts: "Before I followed my eldest sister, I vaguely remembered my childhood. I remember that our family had a big yard, my father was a student, my mother was virtuous, and there seemed to be a lovely younger sister. I don't remember exactly, but I still remember the feeling of being at home. ”

Nie Yan didn't respond, just picked up the flask and swallowed another sip of wine.

The wine is cold and spicy in the mouth, a very contradictory feeling, just like himself, bent on leveling the big demons in the world and returning to a clear world.

But he never believed in himself anymore, as long as the blood in his heart was hot, he would think of that deep sense of powerlessness, shame, and words.

"But I lost this home overnight, and I was separated from my parents, perhaps because I was lucky, because I was separated, and I avoided death, because when I found them, they had already been killed by the bandits who were catching up." Mei Han's tears fell, and the turbulent era of military disasters meant that there were many bandits who took advantage of the fire to rob, and they might be able to escape with their lives when they met the soldiers, and they met the bandits

"I have such a home, which I have never said to anyone, including the eldest sister. What's the point of saying it again and again because it's been lost? I still have to live. When I was in the hardest time, when I thought I was going to die, I met my eldest sister, and she saved me with half a steamed bun, but because of sadness, I have always been very confused, and I said desperate words to my eldest sister every day. ”

But she smiled at me every day as if she hadn't heard. Finally, one day, when I still thought that I was going to be miserable in the future, my eldest sister did not allow me to talk about it anymore, and I will always remember what she said to me that day: 'Well, Nier, it should be enough to be sad for so many days.' It's like no matter how hungry a person is, he can't eat for ten days without stopping, and no matter how sleepy a person is, he can't sleep for a month without waking up. No matter how sad and decadent a person is, he can't live like this for a lifetime, and if he wants to live like this for a lifetime, it is better to die. Bad things will happen in the future, good things will happen, sad, past, and that's the end of it. ”

Eldest sister? Bowls? She seemed to be very far away.

Yes, what I have always liked is just her who she used to be.

Nie Yan closed his eyes, and the wine had already flowed into his stomach, suddenly producing a hot breath, but he was trapped in his stomach and couldn't vent.

Just like his anger, which burned him every day, he could only forget it in a drunken dream, because he did not dare to face that powerless despair again.

"So, no matter what the eldest sister is, I will never forget her for the rest of my life. Big brother, now her words, I will give them to you. We can all tolerate you the way you are, but I hope you give yourself time, even if it's ten or twenty years? I don't want you to come to the end, it's still like this, then you are most sorry for yourself. As he spoke, Mei Han couldn't stop crying.

Nie Yan waved his hand without looking back, which meant to let Mei Han leave.

Mei Han had never felt so cold this winter, she stopped crying, bit her lower lip, and the feeling that was more uncomfortable than despair was that she was obviously desperate, but the people in front of her, the things in front of her, couldn't give up, and couldn't give up.

Yes, persuade tomorrow, if you need her to persuade like this for the rest of your life, then use it all your life.

Mei Han turned and left.

But at this time, Nie Yan suddenly stopped Mei Han, his eyes were still empty, but there was a nameless firework suppressed: "You guys, do you want me to be a hero, a hero?" ”

"We just want you to be a big brother who knows what he wants to do and why he lives for what he wants. Even if you're a beggar. Mei Han said slowly, the eldest brother is willing to ask, is there hope?

No, after Nie Yan finished asking, he just fell into a deep silence.

No one could understand his pain, the pain of what he wanted to do that had been declared impossible to do.

Mei Han's answer made his heart ache, he was afraid that a desperate distance would be getting bigger and bigger!

Time flies, no matter how cold the winter is, it will pass, and this year's Spring Festival does not seem to be very warm.

One calamity after another was reported, and various channels were secretly sent into the palace.

On the surface, these calamities are natural disasters*, whether they are drought, or freezing, rain, or the destruction of village after village, or even many towns.

But no one knew that on top of these circulars, there was an inconspicuous secret mark.

With this mark, it is not an ordinary bulletin issued by a local official, but a group of people who operate clandestinely.

The recorded things are just the truth of the cover-up, as long as this symbol is marked, it already represents an ironclad fact, these places of extinction are all demons.

Yes, I originally thought that the world was peaceful, the new son of heaven was benevolent, and there were strange people who watched luck, and they also said that this dynasty is by no means like the previous chaotic dynasties, without deep and long luck, it is destined to last long.

But I don't want to, but the demon clan was active so frequently at the beginning of this dynasty.

With the reporting of these reports, more and more mysterious people began to walk the rivers and lakes, including even some of the previous generation masters who had disappeared.

Of course, a master of demon hunters.

There are even some cultivators involved, and demon hunting is not all the responsibility of demon hunters.

This is a silent war, and it has quietly begun.

As the war progressed, a terrifying news gradually came to the world - the demon clan will really return, and what will circulate in the world will no longer be the demons of those ordinary beasts, but those ancient demons, the legendary clouds and rains, will return one by one.

If we want to pull the world back into ancient times, a tragic history will repeat itself.

How shocking, worrying, is this? However, more and more signs are proving this possibility, such as the emergence of more and more outstanding masters in the demon clan.

And this news even made the emperor feel worried.

History will never record these as official history, just as history has always been recorded according to the will of the people at the time, but history will not completely cover up the whole truth.

No matter how the emperor of each generation changes, there will definitely be no shortage of cultivators around him, why?

Whether it is recorded or not is just a matter of scruples, and the heavenly opportunity cannot be revealed, which is a truth that children understand.

The worries of the human emperor naturally shook the world.

As a result, many demon hunters have a new task, to find the once outstanding twins, why in such a turbulent year, one retreat, the other completely disappeared?