CHAPTER XX
Han Fei looked at Lao Jin, and found that Lao Jin also had a look of remembrance in his eyes. Pen ~ fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info it seems that love is really a thing that everyone must go through, whether it is two people who love each other, or one person who loves each other. Whether it's the right door, or can't stay together. Love does not distinguish between the number of people, does not look at family history, and does not ask about the result, when it is emotional, it is love.
After a long time, Qin'er said to the little novice, "Little master, take us to find the flower that my parents planted." ”
Xiao Shami nodded and said, "Fellow donors, please come here." ”
Under the guidance of the little novice, they finally stopped in front of the white lily, which had not yet bloomed, but the branches were already hanging with crumbling buds, and the flowering should not be far away.
Looking at the white lily that was in full bloom, Qin'er showed a smile from the bottom of her heart, planning to wait until the lily bloomed, and then set off with Han Fei to return to NJ.
Qin'er asked the little novice, "Little master, how long is it until the lily blooms?" ”
After calculating the calculations, the little novice replied: "It's just a few days, every time the lilies bloom, the cool breeze blows, and the weather begins to become high. ”
Qin'er turned back to Han Fei and said, "Brother Han Fei, let's wait until the lilies bloom before leaving." When he returned home, perhaps his father's illness had been cured. ”
Han Fei gently put his hand on Qin'er's back and said, "Plant a carnation here, now is the right time." ”
"Hmm." Qin'er nodded heavily.
I don't know how long it took, Xiao Si woke up from a deep coma, subconsciously wanted to twist his body, and there was no imaginary pain in his limbs, but he couldn't move.
"It seems that when I arrived at the Yama Palace, Lord Yama didn't plan to return his perception to me." Xiao Si joked in his heart.
Suddenly, an old but penetrating voice came into Xiao Si's mind. "Little guy, open your eyes when you wake up, and you're going to be a corpse."
Xiao Si used all his strength to barely separate the upper eyelids from the lower eyelids, and the goal was a slightly haggard but still godly eyes, a gray-haired old man in shabby clothes.
The old man continued, "You are such a little monster that you have not made a sound for so long, and if it weren't for your breath and pulse, I would have thought you were dead." ”
Xiao Si smiled reluctantly, and just wanted to speak, when he suddenly felt the qi and blood surging up in his throat, and a mouthful of black blood spit out. After this mouthful of blood was spit out, Xiao Si's whole complexion became even weaker, but Xiao Si himself felt a kind of comfort from the inside out.
Xiao Si said: "Thank you, the old man can call me Xiao Si, I am born to feel pain, I don't know what the old man is called?" ”
The old man said, "Old man? Hehe, then call me Ke Lao. It's a good thing not to know about pain. ”
"I don't know that the pain can sometimes make people crazy, and I can't cry when I want to."
"Tears don't flow when it's painful, it's just like laughter, it's a catharsis of emotion. All emotions are tearful to the extreme. ”
"Then has Ke Lao ever shed tears?"
"No, I didn't have a heart long ago when I didn't know what sadness was."
"Then how did Ke Lao come to Broken Soul Valley?"
"I made a boring bet with a boring person, and I can't get out of this life. Over the years, I'm about to suffocate to death, but fortunately, you kid can accompany me in the future. ”
"Well, it seems like it's a good thing to stay down there." Xiao Si had a mocking smile on his face, and if he didn't make contact, he wouldn't be contradictory.
Ke Lao was not too surprised when he heard this, firstly, the Broken Soul Valley could not be entered or exited, and no one had ever gone out of the Broken Soul Valley, and secondly, Xiaosi was obviously in great trouble outside, and he could not appear in the outside world in a short period of time.
Ke Lao said to Xiao Si: "Tell me your story." ”
"Anyway, we can't get out, it's just the two of us, sooner or later, if we want to know the bottom line, we will tell everything."
Immediately afterwards, Xiao Si told all the short life he had experienced to the old man at the bottom of the valley, not a word, seemingly without sorrow or joy.
Then, Xiao Si looked at Ke Lao: "Ke Lao also tell me about his own experience, it should be more exciting than mine." ”
"My experience is not wonderful, when I was young, I practiced, and then there was only killing, endless killing."
"Killing? Isn't there a sense of guilt in killing? ”
"I have killed those who deserve to be killed."
"Even the hateful people watched them fall beside them, and their eyes gradually blurred, just as they did when the person they cared about died. Every night I feel like someone is wandering in a dream, killing someone is a guilty thing, can the sins of others offset their own sins? ”
"There are some things that you have to do even if you are wrong."
"I am not afraid to bear the blame, I am not afraid to bear the fire of hell, I am not afraid of the torments of the afterlife, but what do we do? In the face of the world, you will find your own insignificance; In the face of sin, you will find your own helplessness; In the face of your loved ones, you will find your own powerlessness. ”
Ke Lao looked at Xiao Si with a distressed face, and suddenly smiled. "If even you're not optimistic, how can you make the world you want to change smile?"
"Changing the world? I haven't thought about it that much, but I can't get used to the dark and decaying society now. ”
"It's time now, you're my heir."
Xiao Si shouted, "Master." ”
Ke Lao nodded and said, "Yes, as smart as I was back then, much better than a certain fool." ”
Xiao Si dug a pit and said: "When Master says about boring people and fools, he should be referring to Uncle Shi or Uncle Shi, right?" ”
Ke Lao said helplessly: "Yes, this life can make him miserable." However, in the ten years under the valley, I also thought a lot, and my path was indeed a little paranoid. But it is not known what his path will be. It is impossible to tell who is right and who is wrong, and it is impossible to tell whose path is the most suitable for this era. ”
Xiao Si was surprised: "The teacher has lived at the bottom of the valley for ten years, and it doesn't seem that life is too difficult. ”
"As long as you have the ability, you can't go hungry anywhere. If it weren't for the thousand-year-old wild ginseng that Lao Tzu caught for you, you would have died a long time ago. ”
"The teacher has this kind of ability, haven't you thought about going out?"
"Don't test Lao Tzu, you kid, I've already thought of a way to get out. As long as you can think of a way to get out, I will help you achieve it, and you will be considered a teacher that day. Before that, you have to follow Lao Tzu to learn the skills, the skills of killing. ”
After Ke Lao and Xiao Si chatted, their tone changed a lot, as if their previous temperament had returned.
"Is it realistic to raise a person who is afraid of killing to become a killer?"
Ke Lao did not answer directly, but asked rhetorically: "Will a person who is not afraid of death be afraid of killing?" ”
They all knew that Xiao Si just couldn't pass the level in their hearts, and before Xiao Si left, Ke Lao and Xiao Si never mentioned this topic again.