Chapter 5 Attachment to the heart, love is difficult to recover
The long street is cold, the cold of early spring has not subsided, people have already fallen asleep early, and there is not a single drunkard wandering in the street.
I walked to the alley where I had been hiding, took out my trench coat in a remote corner, shook off the dust on it, and then wordlessly put it on my body, buttoned it up, and wrapped it tightly.
At such a time, looking at the quiet long street, it seems that there is no place to go, not even taxis, but I know that there is another place I can go to, because I am in this city.
Gu Yan's last words still echoed in my mind, and I didn't answer him at that time, but there were unspeakable emotions in my heart.
He knows me very well, he knows what I'm going to, he must be drunk, he knows that I don't accept some things until now, such as life disappearing in front of my eyes, I am the leader of the demon hunters, I need a strong and iron-blooded image, but I know too well that my heart is like being squeezed again and again, and the pressure has long permeated every cell of me.
Quite simply, even though some things may be predestined, I still can't help but take the blame on me.
If I had gone earlier, and if I had found those hidden monsters earlier.
The Hundred Demons of Mountains and Seas is not omnipotent, and I am not omnipotent, but I just can't escape this psychology, how can the beauty and nobility of life be described in words?
"Phew." I spat out a mouthful of bloody spit, and the battle with the snake demon was so strong, although it was brief, even though I pressed him to fight, but how could the collision be avoided, it still affected my long-standing and backlogged internal injuries. It's gone, after the big battle after returning from the dungeon, plus the non-stop demon hunting life, I'm not King Kong, I can't be without heavy injuries.
But it doesn't matter, my life is used to die, for a kind of responsibility, persistence and protection! As long as it can burn to the end, it's enough, and if you can get away with it in the future, you can keep it again, right?
Just thinking of Gu Yan, I couldn't help but laugh like a nervous breakdown.
His inexplicable kindness to me, such an understanding of me, my heart is still warm, for him I actually have a faint, indescribable cordiality, but in the chaotic era, people want to live roughly, it is impossible to get to the bottom of it for a little feeling.
However, this kid is so mysterious, so mysterious, so godlike, that he thinks he knows everything, but in fact he only understands half of me.
He doesn't know what a forest bar is, does he? It's like a bar, in fact, it's not that simple, when the mood is not so calm, wine is a good thing, and seeing old friends who can only get together once in a while can also warm the heart.
I didn't know how fast my feet were, and as I walked, I didn't know how many roads I had walked, but in front of a corner street that was not so conspicuous, I took my steps and looked at the light in front of a shop at the end of the street, and I finally felt a little more settled.
It was also an inconspicuous and not very lively street, and when I walked to the front of the store, I did not hesitate to open the curtain of the wind and snow that was slightly trembling in the wind.
The door was closed, and I didn't care, I knocked lazily.
There was a voice from inside the door that was also lazy, not very impatient, but familiar: "Don't knock, knock again, I'll come out and knock your head, and don't look at what time it is?" ”
I laughed, opened the same bar, and even the details were the same arrangement, but people are different, how can I learn those thousands of styles, and the eyes with stories? I said in a muffled voice: "It's such a big shelf, and you don't do business with acquaintances?" Don't be verbose, open the door quickly, react so quickly, you know that you haven't slept. ”
There was silence in the door, and after about two minutes, the door creaked open.
The figure in front of the door was like the wind, and turned and disappeared into the dimly lit depths of the bar.
I didn't care, and slowly walked into the bar, and it was exactly the same, even the smell of a certain perfume that claimed to have a forest scent in the air. I don't know what the mood is in my heart, but there is always a feeling of remembrance, even if it is not those two sisters, it is like a forest without a soul.
I walked to the bar and sat down, the figure who opened the door for me was behind the bar, just the same position as Amu stood back then, but he also stood like this, Amu had a charm that belonged to a woman in any posture, but the person in front of him had a capable and neat atmosphere.
Of course, there can't be that uninhibited and mysterious Sangsang beside her.
"What to drink?" The voice of the figure was a little muffled, but a little trembling, and with a kindness to me.
"It's good to be simple, you don't have to go through a lot of trouble to figure it out? Anyway, you don't like it. It's good if the wine is strong enough. I said with a smile that I talked to her casually, and I didn't shy away from poking her sore spots, in fact, we have been getting along like this since we were children.
With a 'bang', a bottle of hot two-pot head stomped in front of me, I unscrewed the wine, and drank a big sip of 'Gu Dong', letting the churning wine burn my face, and I felt happy.
And that figure was also facing me, and when I was drinking, he was already slapping the table and yelling: "Ye Zhengling, what do you mean?" You think I'm not as good as that woman, do you? ”
What a familiar face, even if she changes to a slightly mature hairstyle, she is no longer the arrogant ponytail, but she is still the same - Zhuang Jing.
"That's not right! It's not as good as that, it's just that you're not her, and neither is it when you learn. Why learn? On the contrary, the more we get along, the more we feel like when we were children. I looked at Zhuang Jing and said straightforwardly, and as I spoke, another big sip of wine rolled through my throat, not to mention any taste, let alone a side dish with wine.
But for those who want to get drunk, it doesn't matter.
Zhuang Jing looked at me angrily, my words that poked at the sore spot like this could not make her feel better. But she understood that I was telling the truth, and that we did get along like we were back to the beginning,-for-tat! The difference is that the mood is already different. At that time, it was really-for-tat, and there was a teenager's grievance, why did you look down on me?
I want you to afford it! Therefore, on the contrary, he paid special attention to her, and was even so confused that he didn't know what he meant to this girl?
But the years always make people mature, and the state of mind that was not clear at the time has long been insightful, and I also understand true love, and the love in my heart has been deeply rooted since childhood. At this time, the-for-tat is more real concern and worry for old friends.
"Why would I let a guy like you in." Zhuang Jing's words squeezed out from between her teeth, but the next moment she started to snatch the second pot head with only half a bottle left in my hand! When I was a child, we could fight equally, but now how can Zhuang Jing be my opponent, if I use a little force, she can't snatch it.
I said with red eyes, "Believe it or not, you will rob me and beat you again." ”
"Have the ability to go it alone." Zhuang Jinggu looked at me with her neck, but the next moment her eyes softened and became worried, and she still said in a hard tone: "I just want to say, I can't afford to entertain you?" Can't you wait for a few snacks before drinking? It's as if I've only entertained a bottle of Erguotou! There are so many acquaintances in Wangxian Village, I can't afford to lose that face. ”
I didn't fight anymore and gently put down the bottle.
Zhuang Jing was busy in front of the bar, she didn't have Amu's skillful hands, the so-called prepared snacks for wine were just some ready-made bags of peanuts, beef jerky, and some vacuum-packed pickled vegetables.
I didn't say much, I reached out and grabbed a peanut, revealing a sleeve under the trench coat, there were blood stains on it, I took a sip of wine, but I was not so anxious.
When Zhuang Jing saw it, she turned around, obviously pretending to take something, but she took two cups in her hands, and then pretended to ask me casually: "Dead again?" It's too late to save it? ”
While speaking, she put the cup on the bar, poured herself a cup of two pots, and drank it directly, with a complicated look in her eyes.
"Well, dead. At the same time as being defiled, it is also sucked into the life force, and there is abuse. It's still a young girl, very innocent. "I tried to be plain and concise, but my heart was bitter, I looked up and had another glass of wine, picked up a piece of beef jerky, and ate it slowly, but every time it was like chewing the meat of the snake demon.
"Brute!" Zhuang Jing couldn't help but slap the table, but her eyes were inadvertently gloomy. But soon, she looked at me and yelled at me in a vicious manner, "What are you drunk with me?" You're not a savior, how can you get such a big face to take everything on yourself? Do you think you're a hero like this? Even a savior can't save everyone. Do you understand what it means to be worthy of your heart? ”
I looked at Zhuang Jing and smiled bitterly, drank two glasses in a row, and then suddenly said, "What about you?" It is clear that the heart is itchy and the hands are itchy. It's clear that this is the one from elementary school.,Indoctrination education is also.,You're a demon hunter.。 Clearly you want to rush out and kill a few demons, and you're going to hide here and open a bar? ”
"Yes, it's better to learn from others to open the same bar." How vicious, how I came, I don't care, it's an old friend, I need to stimulate her like this, I'm afraid that she won't be stimulated enough.
Zhuang Jing was stimulated by me to get really angry, but she became indifferent, and just threw me a sentence: "Do you want to fight?" ”
"Accompanied. If you don't use your soul power or your formation, can you win? I unbuttoned my trench coat, looked at her like a scoundrel, and said, "You like to watch everybody move forward, everybody's going strong, and then you're just running a bar here?" You have wasted your education since childhood, forgetting that your family members are fighting from your master, from your father, to your brother, and then you have been running other people's bars? ”
Zhuang Jing wanted to continue her anger, but in the end, her lips trembled, but it was a girl, and tears overflowed in her eyes.
"If you come to persuade me like that, then you can go." She also followed my example, and began to pour herself wine non-stop, and then drank it cup by glass.
"He's not going to come here, have a drink, and then feel the same way to you. You clearly understand. I lowered my head and whispered, I dared to stimulate her with more cruel words, but this one was soft, I didn't dare to look her eyes.
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