This ominous premonition made me dare not think any further, and hurriedly raised my head and shouted to the fat man:

"Fatty! Fatso! ……”

When the fat man heard someone call him, he sat up from the hospital bed, and asked me half-asleep:

"Senior brother, you ...... When did you wake up? You call me? ”

"What about frost? Where did she go? At this time, I couldn't wait for a second, and when I saw that the fat man woke up, I hurriedly looked at him and asked.

When the fat man heard my words, the expression on his face stiffened suddenly, and he didn't dare to look at me, so he turned his head and lowered his head and didn't speak.

From the fat man's current appearance, I seem to have understood, but I still continue to ask the fat man without giving up:

"Fatty, tell me quickly, what about Rushuang her?! Isn't it...... Isn't it already ......?"

Before I could finish my sentence, the fat man sitting on the bed across from me nodded.

The moment I saw the fat man nodding, I felt like my whole world had collapsed!!

"Senior brother, sister-in-law Rushuang...... She's gone, and I don't know if she's really gone. The fat man whispered to me.

After all, I still didn't have time to see Rushuang's last face, and she left me forever.

"Huh...... Rushuang is no longer there, what the hell am I doing when I come back to life, it's better to die directly! "I sat alone on the hospital bed, and I was alive, but my heart was dead.

"Thirteen, don't say that, if Rushuang is still there, she doesn't want you to be what you are now." Zhao Man, who was sitting next to me, persuaded me.

I raised my head, looked at Zhao Man and asked:

"Sister Zhao Man, do you know that people's hearts are sometimes covered with a layer of dust?"

Zhao Man looked at me and shook his head.

"From the day I was born, my life determined that my heart would be dusted, but that didn't mean that the dust on my heart would last forever. There will definitely be one day, one thing, there is a person who can gently help me brush the dust off my heart and let my heart meet the sunshine again. The person who helped me sweep away the dust was her—like frost. But now she has left me, and will never return, so my heart is dusted again, and I die with her. ”

The heart is dead, not without care, but pushing oneself into a realm of unintentionality, forgetting everything, imprisoning one's own mind, as if all the things in this world have nothing to do with oneself.

"Senior brother, you ...... Are you okay? The fat man looked at me and asked.

I shook my head, sat up from the bed, looked at the fat man and asked:

"Fatty, did you bring me the clothes I want to change?"

The fat man nodded and said:

"Zhao Man asked me to help you carry it, senior brother, where are you going to change your clothes?" As he spoke, the fat man immediately took out a set of clothes from his bag and handed it to me, his face full of worry.

"I want to go out and walk alone." I took the clothes handed to me by the fat man, changed into my hospital gown, got out of bed and walked out of the ward alone......

In fact, when I walked out of the ward, I suddenly saw the medical record sheet on the bed where the fat man slept before and had not had time to take it off, and the patient's name written on it was: Fang Ziyan.

It's really a coincidence, I was actually admitted to the ward where Fang Ziyan was before. I don't know how she is now, and why did she suddenly choose to be discharged from the hospital?

Forget it, I don't want her anymore, I can only wish her to be auspicious.

When I walked out of the ward, I happened to meet Qingyou, Lu Zhenren, and Qiu Shasha, who came to see me.

"Thirteen, are you awake?" Lu Zhenren looked at me and asked.

I nodded, and after seeing Shi Bo Lu Zhenren, I immediately thought of the dead Qingfeng Dao Chief, and my heart fell to the bottom full of spikes again.

"Well, Lu Zhenren, where is my master buried? I want to go see him. "I looked at Lu Zhenren and asked, the reason why I asked this is because I know that after the disciple of the Dragon and Tiger Sect died, his body was not left, and he immediately went to the ground for peace.

"The back mountain of Qingzhu Temple." The hat man still doesn't talk much, he won't say a word of superfluous nonsense.

"The Dragon and Tiger Sect is alright, right? What about Guidian and Ji Honghua and others? I looked at the hat man and Lu Zhenren and asked.

"Guidian, Ji Honghua and the others have been controlled by our Dragon and Tiger Sect, Hongyan is also dead, and everything is over. Thirteen, don't be too sad yourself, it's not good for your health, man, you have to be strong after all. Lu Zhenren said to me, she knew that the departure of Qingfeng Dao Chang and Rushuang hit me very hard.

"Okay." I agreed, then glanced at the hat man and Qiu Shasha again, and walked towards the front of the corridor.

"Thirteen, where are you going?" Qiu Shasha's voice came from behind him.

"I want to go out for a walk myself, and then go and see my master." I said and walked straight to the elevator.

Walking out of the hospital, I was alone and depressed, walking aimlessly on the side of the road, but at this time, I missed Rushuang more and more, I thought of her going crazy, thinking of not being able to be myself, I finally couldn't help but raise my head and shout to the sky to vent.

Every time I think of the face like frost, the song she once sang for me, every word she said to me, and the bits and pieces that have accompanied me for so many years, my heart is like a thousand worms gnawing at it, my whole body trembles in pain, and my liver and intestines are broken in pain.

Is it because of my own natural destiny? Or the damn Taoist punishment - five evils and three shortcomings?!!

It was also at this time that I suddenly heard a very old song playing in the shop on the street, which was "You" sung by Tu Honggang:

"You from the sky, you fell on my horseback, like a jade appearance of clear water-like eyes, a light smile makes my heart hot, a sigh will make my life cold, I don't have that kind of strength, I want to forget you can never forget, just wait until the dark night, dream back to the girl I once loved."

"Dream of the girl I once loved......" I silently recited the lyrics in my mouth, and the bitterness and pain in my heart tormented me all the time.

I want to drink now, I want to use alcohol to numb myself.

When I came to the tomb of Master Qingfeng Dao Master with wine, I found a woman kneeling in front of his grave and sobbing softly. Only she will always remember my master.

The woman heard someone approaching, looked back at me, wiped away her tears, got up and nodded to me, and walked down the hill.

Looking at the back of the woman in the distance, I walked to the grave of the Qingfeng Dao chief, took out a bottle of liquor in my hand and opened it directly and put it in front of the tombstone, and then I opened a bottle for myself, looked at the photo of the Qingfeng Dao chief on the tombstone and said:

"Master, I'm here to drink with you, and I will often come to see you and talk to you in the future, so I won't let you panic here alone." I said and took a long sip of wine.

I still remember the first time I met the Qingfeng Dao Chief, he brought me "amazing", I still remember the first time he taught me to draw talismans, I also remember the Qingfeng Dao Chang every time he bragged about pretending to be 13, I also remember that he once did not hesitate to fight with the snake spirit in order to save me.

But these can only exist in my memories.

……

When I was going down the mountain after drinking with the head of the Qingfeng Road, I met a small dog, who kept wagging his tail and followed me, barking at me from time to time.

I stopped, looked down at the puppy, and saw a hint of a tiger on it.

"Huzi?" I asked, looking at the little yellow dog.

"Wang!" It immediately barked at me.

I crouched down and touched its head and asked:

"Will you follow me?"

"Wang! Woof! ”

"Okay, I'll take you home." As I spoke, I picked up the little yellow dog and walked towards the Qingzhuguan at the bottom of the mountain.

After returning to Qingzhuguan, I first found something to eat to feed the puppy, but I didn't have any appetite, so I went back to the room directly, sat on the bed, and was stunned with the jade pendant that Rushuang had stayed in before.

"Rushuang, do you know I'm thinking about you? I'm sorry for making you wait for me for a thousand years in vain, but I don't have the ability to keep you, I'm really sorry...... "The more I think about it, the more my heart hurts, my heart hurts like frost, she has been waiting for me for a whole thousand years!" But did not wait for a good result.

God, why are you playing tricks on people so much, after all the hardships to make her reborn as a human being, but only give her half a month.

Why?!

The thing I regret the most now is that I didn't have time to see Rushuang for the last time, she must have a lot to say to me when she left, and I have a lot to say to her.

"Thirteen, don't be too desperate, some things may not be what you think, and there may not be no turnaround, in this world, there will always be miracles." Suddenly, the voice of gluttony came from inside the ancient jade.

When I heard its words, my heart moved, and I hurriedly asked:

"Gluttony, what do you mean by those words you just said?"

"I mean, your daughter-in-law may not be dead." The gluttonous words made my already dead heart beat faster!!

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