Chapter 11 To Go or To Stay?
Yan Bing drove the car and took us out of Shanghai directly, all the way to the west, rushing to the boundary of Jinling City.
The Hummer had already been thrown off by Yan Bing, but this Shanghai market was obviously not a place for us to stay.
Yan Bing suggested that we go to Jinling City to transfer to the high-speed train and go back, of course we can't act during the day. Therefore, after arriving in Jinling in the second half of the night, you still need to find a shady place in the city for a day.
I have no objection to the method that Yan Bing has come up with for us, but I have always had a problem in my mind. That's Kaede.
What if Xiao Feng really decided to stay with Yan Bing? What if Xiao Feng really doesn't go back with us? Isn't that too sad?
The old cat and rhubarb also sensed a hint of parting, and silently stayed in the car without speaking, while the third child was completely immersed in his own small world, and did not say a word like Xiaofeng.
After almost an hour, Xiao Feng said the first sentence along the way: "Boss, where do you think my grandfather is now?" Is it Forty-Nine City? Or is it in the Shanghai market? ”
"I can't say this well......" Yan Bing didn't deceive Xiao Feng, but told the truth and finished speaking. looked back at Xiao Feng: "But I believe that sooner or later, your grandfather and grandson will reunite." ”
"Hmm." Xiao Feng nodded lightly and didn't say anything more.
However, I suddenly felt that I had countless words in my heart that I wanted to say, wanted to say them, but I couldn't say them, and my heart was very blocked.
In the second half of the night, we arrived at Jinling Station, where there were many sculptures, the most striking of which was the one that resembled a lion......
When the old cat saw the sculpture, he felt very kind inexplicably, and said with a smile: "I have smoked Nanjing cigarettes for half my life, and I finally saw the live version, no." Rhubarb, you have to take a picture of me here, I'm going to take a picture with it. ”
Rhubarb smiled and nodded, even when he took a picture of the old cat.
The third child seemed to trust these two people very much, they left, and the third child followed, leaving Yan Bing and Xiao Feng not getting out of the car.
I stood outside the car door, looking at Xiao Feng sitting in the co-pilot, my heart was like a knife.
Of course, I wanted Xiao Feng to get out of the car and go back to Sijiu City with me, but I didn't have the confidence to do so.
Shanghai can be regarded as Xiaofeng's hometown, even if it is not the birthplace. After all, Xiao Feng also grew up here, but what about me? What reason can I take Kaede away?
Can I reach out to Xiao Feng in a dignified manner and tell her: Girl. Come with me, I will give you happiness, and I will make up for you to leave your homeland?
Of course I can't, I can't say something like that, I can't afford to be held accountable.
Because Xiao Feng and I are gone, I will always be in the shadow of me and Rujun, as long as she can't let go of my heart for a day, I will become a sharp blade to hurt her one day, I understand this reason, so from a certain point of view, I have to rush to Ji Yan Bing to persuade Xiao Feng to stay.
But looking at Xiao Feng sitting in the car, I was still reluctant, how could I be willing to let go of this girl who had stayed in my body for so long and was one with me......
At this time, Xiao Feng suddenly opened the car door and got out, Jinling City at night was not very cold, and the night wind blew on his body with a warm feeling.
Xiao Feng is still a pair of tight pants and a thin white shirt, but there is also a windbreaker on top of the shirt, which is the color of maple leaves.
Xiao Feng looked at me, smiled at first, and then gently nodded her chin into the distance, meaning that I should accompany her.
I followed Xiao Feng's figure and slowly walked into the distance, the night wind was blowing, and I knew that Xiao Feng was about to make her final decision.
"I didn't expect Jinling to be so beautiful, even if it is in such a hurry in the station square...... Xiao Feng said in a low voice, in fact, there are not as many people in the station square as I imagined, I thought that the Spring Festival was coming, and it was already overcrowded here.
"Xiao Feng, you...... Make a decision? I asked in a low voice. Huge garbage.
Xiao Feng didn't answer me, but smiled, she turned her head to look at me, and asked in a low voice: "Lin Yang, you know what I think in my heart, when I was a child, my grandfather always said that I was a stubborn girl, and he said that the decision I made was never possible to repent......"
Speaking of this, she chuckled: "So, I'm sorry, I've had a very tangled and twisted life these days, and I'm very twisted......"
I hurriedly shook my head: "I don't blame you, how can I blame you." ”
Xiao Feng smiled: "If you like another girl, an ordinary, childish girl, I will definitely snatch you with her, why should the boy I fancy be taken away by someone else, why?" ”
Xiao Feng originally said these words with a smile on his face, but there was a hint of murder in his words...... This murderous aura actually made me shudder a little.
"Kaede...... You ......" I whispered, halfway through my words, Xiao Feng suddenly stood on tiptoe, stretched out his slender fingers and pressed them on my lips: "Shh...... Lin Yang, don't speak, let me speak. ”
I looked at Xiao Feng and was slightly stunned.
"But what you fell in love with was Rujun, and it was Rujun...... What's even more incredible is that Rujun is really in love with you...... To tell you the truth, from the first time I saw Rujun, I was thinking, this woman is so beautiful, flawless, like a perfect piece of jade...... And the second thought is: the good thing is that she is not a mortal, not us mortals, she will not compete with me, she will not appear in the same world as me, or even compete with the same man...... Because if I had such a rival, I wouldn't even have the slightest chance of winning......"
Xiao Feng said, his fingers were always pressed to my lips, Xiao Feng's voice was trembling, and his body was trembling.
I suddenly realized that Xiao Feng was not as weak and liked to retreat as she appeared, and she did tolerate too much for me and Rujun.
Xiao Feng is a woman who is soft on the outside and strong on the inside, and I have discovered this more than once.
It is precisely because of such character and characteristics that Xiao Feng can become the first wood-attribute ghost to break through the golden realm in the eons.
I was held down by Xiao Feng, knowing that I shouldn't be talking now, so I looked at Xiao Feng blankly and waited for her to finish speaking.
Xiao Feng smiled bitterly: "Maybe the proprietress is right, Shanghai is my hometown, is where I grew up, I should stay here, and be a ghost in the underworld here again...... Maybe I'll meet a better man and get a more satisfying love that truly belongs to me, instead of getting entangled with you and watching how happy you and Rujun are, right? ”
Looking at Xiao Feng, I nodded slightly, I think she was right, if she really wanted to open it, it would be great......
However, at this moment, Xiao Feng suddenly let go of the fingers that were pressing on my lips, leaned forward, and suddenly pressed my slightly chapped lips with his cherry lips......
At that moment, I was almost stupid, I subconsciously pushed towards Xiao Feng, but accidentally pushed something very soft...... I was completely stunned, and then I suddenly felt a sharp pain in my lips, and I realized that it was actually Xiao Feng biting me...... Bite me hard......
That almost bit my lip, I don't know how much strength Xiao Feng used, how much she hated me, almost bit my entire lip off......
The whole process lasted for a long time, I didn't push her away, I knew that this might be Xiao Feng's last venting in front of me, it might be her unwillingness, grievance, and reluctance...... Release of all emotions......
I don't know if Xiao Feng bit too hard, or because of other reasons, I suddenly felt my eyes moisten, and two lines of tears slowly fell...... The wind in Jinling is not very cold, but it is heart-warming when it blows on the face......
I closed my eyes and didn't look at Xiao Feng anymore, and I didn't think about anything anymore.
I smelled the faint fragrance on Xiao Feng's body, thinking back to the happy and unhappy things I had experienced with Xiao Feng before, I just felt that if Xiao Feng decided to leave...... That's just a shame.
Xiao Feng, if you really want to leave me a memory before leaving, please bite hard......