I think of the various hardships that Zhang Xiaoyun has experienced in the past, and infinite pity wells up in my heart. www.biquge.info It's a pity that I can't hug her hard, so I can only look at her with tenderness.

"That...... Ding Hui from Baokang County, has he ever done anything to be sorry for you? I asked softly.

I thought it must have been a big scar on her, but this question was in my mind, and I had to ask it clearly.

Zhang Xiaoyun still lowered her head, but she did not refuse to answer, but spoke with bitterness and faintly.

"He actually...... It's my first love! She said.

She was a ghost, and what I saw in my eyes was nothing more than an illusion she projected into my mind. But maybe it was because I felt her sadness at the moment, and I actually saw that there were two teardrops rolling down her eyes.

"At that time, I hadn't even celebrated my sixteenth birthday, and one day I ...... He came to our house with two people to spend the night, and said that there was a place called Yiyi Ling, and the scenery there was said to be very charming! He asked me to go with me, but I was too timid to go, and he did not force it, but went with his two companions. But from that day on, he would often come into the mountains and buy me some beautiful clothes and some delicious snacks. I'll know a few words, and that's what he taught. He also told my grandfather that he was a section chief of the county power supply bureau, and that he would help our family pull the wires so that our family could also use electricity. He didn't lie, and a few months later, the county power supply bureau actually pulled the wires to our house and helped install electric lights in our house. Even this hotel was opened by him at the suggestion of my grandfather, and he helped my grandfather fix up several rooms. ”

She paused. I think about her love at that time, and Ding Hui is not bad looking, and she is constantly attacking, it is natural for her to be moved.

But I didn't interject, just waited quietly for her to continue.

"But my grandfather was very wary of him, and in order to find out his details, my grandfather also went to Baokang County. When I came back, my grandfather told me that he was already married and had two children! But I couldn't listen to my grandfather at all, and I even felt that even if he was just married, even if he was missing an arm and a broken leg, I still had to be with him! ”

She paused again, and raised her eyes to peek at me.

I hurriedly spoke, so that she would not feel that I would be upset by it.

"I can understand you! When I was young, everyone would have that impulse, even if I died for love! I said.

"Yes, at that time, I wanted to die to prove that I loved him!"

She smiled bitterly, then lowered her head again, and continued.

"Just because...... With him, my grandfather was angry at me for the first time, scolding me for being disobedient and unfilial, and I was angry and simply quietly ran to the county to find him! Suddenly saw me, he was very happy, and took me to Xiangyang to play for a few days, he told me that he really liked me, and said that he wanted to divorce his wife and marry me! Even after returning from Xiangyang, he took me to meet his eldest brother! He told me that his eldest brother had done everything since he was a child, and even if he wanted to get a divorce, he had to have his eldest brother's nod! I was happy and felt like I wasn't looking at the wrong person, but it turned out ......"

I saw her crying again, but I couldn't hold her tight, so I could only sigh and comfort her, "Otherwise, let's not talk about this!" ”

"No, I'm going to say!" She immediately shook her head, "I should have told you everything about me a long time ago, to let you know that I wasn't actually ...... Born so fond of vanity and indiscretion, when I see a man from the city, I want to marry someone, so I can leave the mountains and go to the city quickly! ”

I honestly did think so about her "vanity and indiscretion", after all, she had shown great hospitality, even to the point of making personal promises, to more than one or two fellow travelers who had come here to stay overnight.

But then I got along with her, and I already felt that she was not the same as I thought she was. But today, since she wants to tell everything, it is also a kind of release and relief for her.

So I stopped and listened quietly to what she had to say.

"When I met with his eldest brother, his eldest brother didn't stop him from interacting with me on the spot, but...... I didn't know why, but I felt that the way his eldest brother looked at me was very scary! Later, he asked me to go back to the hotel first, and he talked to his eldest brother privately for a while, and then when he returned to the hotel, his face was very gloomy and terrible! ”

She stopped again. I had a hunch that something terrible would happen to her, and at such times, I thought that my questioning would make her feel my support.

So I asked her, "His brother won't let him stay with you?" ”

I knew it wouldn't be that simple, but if I asked too directly, it would hurt her.

"No!" Sure enough, she shook her head, her originally bitter and sad face showed a little cold, "I also asked him that night if his eldest brother wouldn't let him be with me, but he told me not to ask more." I was very well-behaved and obedient at that time, and I didn't dare to ask if he didn't let me ask. Outcome...... The next day he left me alone in the hotel, and I thought he was going to work, so I didn't blame him at all. But in the evening, he brought back some delicious food and drink for me to eat for dinner, and after I ate it, I felt ...... Gratgy and just want to sleep! And then...... And then...... I thought I was dreaming, but I actually dreamed of ...... I actually dreamed of ......"

She began to sob, her head bowed, I had already guessed what was happening, and was trying to stop her from going on, but she looked up, her face sad, but more angry.

"I thought I was dreaming, because when I woke up, I was alone in the hotel! But...... He didn't show up that morning, but in the afternoon he came out of nowhere and said he was going to take me home! His face was so cold at the time, and when I asked him what was wrong and what was going on, he told me that I should know very well in my own heart! I told him I didn't know, and he said...... Then he said...... Then he actually said, if I want to continue to stay in Baokang County, I can only be his eldest brother's woman in the future! ”

She said a few "and then he said", one more poignant and more angry. I couldn't hold her tight, so I could only wrap my arms around her, and although I couldn't help but grit my teeth, I couldn't help but whisper softly to care for her.

"Don't say it, don't say it, I know it all! These two brutes are really obscene and shameless! ”

She looked up at me, tears rolling down her eyes. I felt her sadness and resentment, but I couldn't give her more comfort.

(See Chapter 192 "The Difference Between Gods and Demons")