Chapter 40: A Nightmare That Can't Get Rid of It
For such a long time, things have been pressed in Qin Cang's heart alone, countless days and nights, tossing and turning, as long as he closes his eyes, the appearance of his beloved woman dying in his arms will appear in his mind. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 However, it is obviously much better to say it than not to say it. Maybe the object of listening is bold, so Qin Cang will tell the truth without scruples, because with his bold character, he will not teach you how to do it. In fact, the reason why Qin Cang didn't tell his father about this was because he was afraid that his father would persuade him to forget the past with the mentality of an elder. It's not that Qin Cang can't forget this matter, but he doesn't want to forget it, deep down in his heart, despite the past so long, he still feels that he killed the whole family of his beloved woman. This is a kind of punishment for oneself, and I am afraid that it is not something that can be extricated by someone else's words or two.
From beginning to end, he listened boldly as an observer, to be honest, he couldn't understand Qin Cang's mood at this time, nor could he experience that deep self-blame. But this is such a person who can understand the simplest truth in the world.
"Qin Cang, I'm just a rough person, I don't know how to talk about you, but my father and mother have told me since I was a child, no matter what happens, the past should be the past, just like me, if I hadn't come out of my father's incident, I might not have embarked on the road of searching for ginseng with you now, you usually always have some things destined to hang on your lips, if you can no longer entangle those, will you live a more fulfilling and happy life now"?
Qin Cang stared at Daring, he didn't expect him to say such a thing, maybe he really underestimated him, and thought that Daring wouldn't preach, but he didn't expect it to be still like this, but forget it, he didn't have any malice.
"Bold, you know that there are many things in the world that happen involuntarily, it's not that I haven't thought about what kind of consequences this curse will cause once it really exists, it's just that the authorities are confused, and I thought that after so long, everything was fine, maybe the eternal curse was just an excuse for my father to let me inherit his mantle and solve the mystery of the millennium, so I would insist on getting married, you can't understand my feelings, let alone know what happened at that time, I didn't even have the courage to attend the funeral of the woman I loved, and I left the city in a hurry, I thought that if I was far away, I would be able to alleviate the pain, but the truth was that I was so naïve, that there was a pain that did not diminish with time, but became clearer and clearer, and whenever I thought about it, the painful feeling would come over again."
This is the end of the conversation, and Daring doesn't know what to say now, Qin Cang is also sad alone, but after this incident, it seems that the atmosphere is very embarrassing, and when facing Qin Cang, Daring doesn't know what kind of attitude to use to face a person full of trauma. And Qin Cang didn't care, enjoying this rare tranquility.
No matter what happens, the forward will not end, the two continue to walk towards the mountain, but basically they are looking in different directions, on the surface they may be looking for ginseng, but the real thoughts in their hearts may not be so, bold is not like Qin Cang, you can take the pursuit of blood ginseng and solving the mystery of the ages as the primary responsibility, for him, Qin Cang is a very good friend, seeing him trapped in self-blame and unable to extricate himself, although bold nerves are big, it is inevitable that he will feel tricky at this time. He really wanted to help Qin Cang get out of that incident.
However, just as he was searching and pondering, Qin Cang suddenly stopped. Caught off guard, Bold almost crashed into him.
"What's wrong? Did you find something?"
Qin Cang didn't answer, just stretched out a finger and made a silent movement. Then a pair of eyes stared ahead. After a long time, there was still no abnormality, and I couldn't help it.
"What the hell is going on? How long are you going to stand here?"
"Hey, it's okay, let's go somewhere else."
After finishing speaking, Qin Cang walked towards the grass on the right, leaving a bold person standing in place, in a daze for some reason, what is the situation? I remember the last time I took a detour, it was because Qin Cang found a lonely soul and a wild ghost, could it be the same thing this time? Thinking of this, he didn't dare to stay where he was anymore, and hurriedly caught up with Qin Cang.
"Have you found a ghost again?"
"That's right, I feel that there is indeed a spirit not far from the place just now, the reason why I have stood there for so long is because I don't feel any malice, and even have a very strange feeling, I can't tell what it is, the ghost reveals endless sadness, maybe I have experienced very painful things in my life."
There was one thing that Qin Cang didn't say, the ghost was not just sad, he also felt a very familiar feeling, as if he had interacted with this ghost somewhere. It's a pity that I can only feel my abilities and can't see them with my own eyes, so I can't make sense for a while what this is all about.
"I said, how many ghosts are there on this mountain, how do I feel that we meet all the time, I didn't believe in the saying that there are ghosts in the world before, now it seems that my cognition has really been subverted, it is correct to choose this path, the waves are really much more exciting than the plain."
Qin Cang smiled and said nothing, this is only a little bit of a star, and when he arrives in Changbai Mountain, he will experience much more terrible than these, and he will die there if he is not careful. When it comes to subverting cognition, these ghosts are just the tip of the iceberg. According to his father Qin Yulin, ghosts usually do not directly harm the living, like the ghosts who boldly encounter the eyes, it is just a kind of prank on them, and it will not be too harmful in nature, but there are monsters in the barren mountains and mountains, this is not a joke, mountain spirits and wild monsters are generally spirits with spiritual intelligence, and they can do far more than ghosts.
Time passed quickly, and the two of them had been searching for the whereabouts of the ginseng in the grass, but they found nothing at all, as if all the ginseng had suddenly disappeared, and the closer they got to the top of the mountain, the more difficult it was to walk. The two of them were now completely overwhelmed with weeds, and the feeling felt to Bold was like walking through a cornfield, only not as neatly as a cornfield. He cautiously followed behind Qin Cang, for fear that he would lose it again if he was not careful.