Chapter 38: The Love of a Life

"Do you want power?"

In Chen Xuanzang's heart, the voice was like the whispering of the devil in the night, like a complaint, low and tactful, reverberating in his heart with a trace, so that the sadness and grief in his heart before were slowly amplified at this moment.

Sadness, pain, despair, confusion......

Memories are like pouring a bowl of sour lemons towards the heart, sweet, bitter, and sour......

The more he reminisced about the past, the more painful and sad his heart became.

He knelt on the ground, his eyes were painful and confused, at this moment, in the bottom of his heart, with the fluctuation of his thoughts, the seed planted by Li Yue completely exploded......

Chen Xuanzang's whole heart is in a state of half heaven and half hell.

The heart seems to be torn apart at this moment, splitting into two people, one is the past self and the other is the future self.

And he is just a choice point standing in the middle......

What to choose?

What to choose?

What to choose?

……

He's confused, he doesn't know!

"What? Do you know despair now? Hahaha, look at what you look like now, where is your Buddha? ”

Sun Wukong playfully looked at Chen Xuanzang who was kneeling on the ground, his pupils were cold and cruel in the depths of his eyes, looking at him as if he was looking at a chess piece, an inconspicuous ant.

At this moment, looking at the painful appearance of this ant made him feel a lot better after being suppressed for five hundred years.

……

"Stand up, look at the enemy in front of you, and resist......"

In Chen Xuanzang's heart, the ghostly voice sounded again, constantly echoing in his mind.

"Revolt? But how can I resist? ”

Chen Xuanzang said in a low voice, "I'm just a powerless waste, a waste that can't even protect the woman I love!" ”

"Moreover, I always believe that the Buddha will save the world."

"The love in the world is just a small love, and what I practice is ...... Great love ......"

As he spoke, his tears flowed down again.

This sentence was what he had always insisted on, and it was the goal of his cultivation, but when it was time to face it, he realized that he was just an inconspicuous mortal among all living beings.

He is human, he has feelings, he is in love with a woman, this woman has just died in front of him, but he has no way to deal with the enemy......

What sorrow and pain, pain and heartbreak!

"Do you hate Monkey King?" The voice asked.

"Hate!"

This is the truest thought in Chen Xuanzang's heart.

"So, what are you waiting for?"

"Because it's useless, I hate him, but there's no way to deal with him!"

"Then accept my power!"

"I don't believe you!"

"But you don't have a choice!" The voice said.

……

"Don't have a choice? No, there is also a Buddha! Chen Xuanzang's eyes were pious, and his heart seemed to be quiet at this moment.

"Buddha? Hahaha......"

"Buddha, that's just a fantasy in your heart, where are there any Buddhas in this world, there are just selfish immortals and demons. The so-called Buddha is just a beautiful vision, and the vision is always just a vision, and it is better to fight against it than to save you! ”

That voice roared in Chen Xuanzang's heart!

"Amitabha!"

Chen Xuanzang closed his eyes and whispered a Buddha horn in his heart, Gu Bo was not shocked.

……

In the void, Li Yue frowned when he saw this.

"This Chen Xuanzang is really an elm head, although he hates it to death in his heart, but he quickly adjusted, and he still has great hopes for the 'Buddha'!"

"It's normal. He is the reincarnation of a Buddhist immortal, and his heart instinctively longs for and trusts the Buddha! The system said.

"It seems that we have to do it by some means!"

Li Yue smiled faintly, "Actually, isn't this the right path?" Let Chen Xuanzang understand his own situation, let him understand all this, stimulate his power that originally belonged to the golden cicada, and then ......"

"Perhaps, this is the right choice!"

……

"Chen Xuanzang, don't you still understand? Your life, all your experiences, are actually just designed for you by the so-called 'Buddha'! ”

"Your love, your path, everything is just a vain, you are nothing more than a pawn in the hands of others."

When Chen Xuanzang heard this, his face was stunned.

"I don't believe it!"

He said in a low voice.

And Sun Wukong, who had been standing on the side, was slightly stunned, looked at Chen Xuanzang and jokingly said, "You don't believe it? Don't believe what? Don't you believe that woman was beaten to death by me? Tsk tsk, the current monk is really living more and more......"

But where did Chen Xuanzang have time to deal with him, he just lowered his head and asked in his heart: "You said that everything I did was arranged?" But why should I believe you! ”

"It's very simple, raise your head and look at the peak of the mountain three thousand meters away at one o'clock to your right, and I will inspire you to understand that everything you have is just a joke!"

As he spoke, a faint fluctuation rose from Chen Xuanzang's body, and then spread out little by little in his eyes.

"That's ......"

Chen Xuanzang turned around and looked at the mountain peak, just at a glance, he saw a scene that he would never dare to believe.

His own master, the fat monk, was standing on the top of the mountain at the moment, looking coldly in this direction.

Chen Xuanzang swore that he had never seen the expression of the master. Indifferent, arrogant, looking down on all beings, like a god......

The fat monk who laughed all over the memory completely collapsed at this moment.

"Master, it turns out that you have been here all along, and you have been watching me and watching me all the time...... Is it painful? ”

His mouth moved slightly, and he muttered a silent word into the distance.

And between the peaks, the fat monk who noticed this scene changed his complexion, "How could he see me...... Xuanzang ...... His power ......"

Chen Xuanzang saw it, saw the fat monk's discolored face, and was convinced that this was true, and he also saw that his master had flown towards here!

"Turns out, that's what you want! And I'm ...... But in your hands...... Chessman! ”

With a low mutter, Chen Xuanzang slowly got up.

Sun Wukong didn't pay attention to Chen Xuanzang anymore at this moment, because when the fat monk left, he also discovered this hidden person.

"The breath of the Buddha?"

His eyes instantly turned blood-red, and he stared at the fat monk's position and roared angrily.

"Kill !!"

After saying that, his body flew away like a cannonball.

……

"See? Your so-called 'master', your so-called 'life', is just a play! ”

"And you are the protagonist of this play, what they need you to do, you have to do!"

In my heart, the ghostly voice sounded again.

"Why?"

"Because they need you to go and learn the scriptures, and then pass on the Buddha's path and collect the beliefs of all living beings!"

"That'...... My Love...... Was it also arranged? ”

Chen Xuanzang's face was calm at the moment, and he said in a low voice.

"I don't know!"

"Maybe yes, maybe not, just another pawn to be exploited! But it doesn't matter, the point is do you love her? ”

"Love!"

Chen Xuanzang said in a low voice.

He recalled his life, starting from ignorance, accepting the teachings of his master, accepting the concept of Buddhism, and then being born and training, the first time he met Miss Duan in the fishing village, the first time he kissed, the first time he saw her body, the first time he was angry with her, the first time he was reluctant, the first time, too many firsts.

He raised his head and looked at the sky, as if he saw Miss Duan singing and dancing under the moonlight again.

……

Once upon a time, now it has passed

Never again

Red and red leaves are long buried

Inside the dust

The beginning and the end are always

No change

You are wandering on the horizon

Outside the white clouds

Oliver

Love and hate

in the world

There is no escaping fate

blind date

It is unapproachable

Or should I

I believe that it is fate

……

That scene, immortal and eternal imprinted in his heart, even if it is reincarnated for thousands of years, sinking for eternity, it cannot be erased.

"She's the only person I've ever loved, the love of my life!"

"Then accept my power!"

"Can I trust you?"

"At least there's a choice?"

"So...... I accept! ”

The next moment, in Chen Xuanzang's body, infinite power exploded.

(To be continued.) )