Chapter 267: Regret

Kapok is no longer young, Ning came out this time to take a look at Kapok, she is over seventy years old this year, and she is already full of children and grandchildren, Ning knows that he doesn't have much time.

Therefore, Ning will go out almost every year, take a look at her, sit with her for a while, chat for a while, Kapok will talk to her about what has happened in the past year, the children's unhappiness, family troubles, and so on.

Because, this is the truth, Kapok is only a person who can open his heart and say his heart, so there are no secrets between them.

But this meeting, a little different, Kapok is sick, very sick, and has been lying in bed for several days, because she can't eat because of illness, and the whole person has lost weight.

Condensing over, looking at the weak kapok, she held back her tears and said jokingly: "I've only been here for a few years, you have come here, I really don't let me worry, hurry up, I still have a lot of interesting things to tell you." ”

Kapok stretched out his weak hand, took Ning's hand, and smiled with difficulty.

The current kapok no longer has the same appearance as it did fifty years ago, instead of a kind face, gray hair, and wrinkles on her face, but Ning can still see that she is still the same as before.

Kapok thought for a while and said, "Ning, it's been so many years, and you are still eighteen or nineteen years old, but, you."

Look at me, it's not the same as it used to be, hey, I still remember, we went to the bar together, we went to the cinema together, as if it was just the thing in front of us, but, I didn't expect it, it has been so many years in a hurry. ”

Ning nodded, sat beside him, sighed, looked at Kapok, touched her loose palm, nodded and said, "Hey, yes, the things in front of me, but, in the blink of an eye, it's been so many years, we have known each other for more than fifty years, I didn't expect that it has been so long."

I'm watching you fall in love, watching you get married, watching you have children, watching you become a mother, watching you, with me, going through so many things, really, fleeting time, it's terrible. ”

Kapok nodded lightly, looking at this ward, the VIP ward, the luxury ward, but, in luxury, isn't it also a hospital ward? They have worked hard all their lives, and now, they are the same as others, but this place where they will spend the rest of their lives is just a little luxurious, but there is no difference.

She has been working hard, because of the family, because of her husband, because of the children, he has never allowed himself to relax for a moment.

"I've been busy all my life, and now, I don't even know what I'm busy for, as if, for a moment, I live for myself.

My husband loves me very much, and my children are very filial, but my heart is always empty, until a few days ago, I always dreamed, dreaming of the young and frivolous him and me, I know, maybe I think I let go, but my heart is forever left in his place. ”

Ning knew who Kapok was talking about, she was talking about her first love, the boy who had let her down for a long time, but she didn't expect that decades had passed, even if her husband was good, but, at the last moment, she still thought about it, she was the first person she fell in love with, the first person to love with her heart, and the first person to hurt with her heart.

Because Ning watched her come all the way, she realized that Kapok's feelings were really painful, and she understood and knew this pain.

Ning took her hand, pulled it tightly, and said: "It's been decades, and you still love him, but since you love him, why don't you hold on to it, maybe, if you didn't listen to me at that time, you will have a different result." ”

Kapok shook his head hard, looked at the ceiling, looked at the light, and said: "Impossible, the two of us, destined to be the ones who missed, although it hurts, it hurts, but together, it will hurt even more, even if it is to give each other a relief, so, we can't be together, this is inevitable, just a few days ago, I heard that he seems to be sick, just in this hospital, it is possible, we are just separated by a door, but, we can never see each other again, that farewell, I didn't expect it, it is forever." ”

After thinking about it, he sighed, shook his head helplessly, and said with a smile: "If you can't get along with each other, then if you don't go, you will go your separate ways and forget about each other." ”

"Yes, forget about each other. Kapok repeated Ning's words, but Ning could clearly see the tears on her face, crystal clear tears, the most sincere tears shed in her life, probably, half of them, were for him.

People are like this, too much helplessness, too many situations that cannot be reversed, obviously painful, but there is no way to change any fate.

I can only be in pain, in pain, and I will be numb, and at the end of time, I will remember that the person I love deeply will never be able to see each other again.

Because of love, so hate, because of love, so helpless, because of love, so weak, so tears, so, there are all kinds of helplessness, there is no way to be together.

Sometimes, Kapok is very envious of the kind of person you really fall in love with your heart, he also loves you, and you can just stay together for a long time, this must be a very happy, very happy thing.

Holding back his tears, he tried to restrain his sad impulse, and said: "However, you have lived a very happy life, even without him, but, this life is still over, you should not have regrets, for him, you have a clear conscience, since you know that you are destined not to be together, then, you should, accept this ending." ”

Kapok closed her eyes, nodded, and gritted her teeth, yes, the path she chose herself, their path, is almost coming to an end, and it can only be this ending, so what is there to be disappointed in.

Looking at Kapok, she also lowered her head and stopped talking, she didn't know how to comfort Kapok, and she didn't know what method to use to tell her that she should relax.

After all, Kapok is over seventy years old, and she is no longer the same age as she was at the beginning, so there is no way to do anything for her to figure out, she can only look at her and consume her last life little by little.

Ning took her hand tightly and said, "You are lucky, you know? Maybe at the last moment, you will think of him, but you have spent the past few decades very happily, so you are lucky, and you shouldn't think about anything else, okay?"

Kapok nodded, then opened his eyes, looked at Ning, and said: "Yes, at least, I met you, you made me very happy, a confidant in life, I also died without regrets." ”

Ning sat with her for a while, seeing that Kapok was really tired, and he didn't want to stay longer, so he left, before leaving, Ning gave Kapok the essence of a person in the blood clan, although he couldn't make him immortal, but, at least, it could prolong her life.

Ning was actually really painful, watching one friend after another leave one by one, just Mu Ran, also left, his friends, relatives, one after another, all left.

Therefore, over the years, he has hardly been to the human world, just once a year, to come to see Kapok, chat with him, and at other times, he has not come out, a full fifty years.

Everything has changed a lot, and she doesn't want to come out, in her heart, she is actually old, and she doesn't have the energy and spirit to take on so many things.

Moreover, thirty years ago, she added a little four, this child is very similar to Ning, lively, and cute, and the two brothers have a good relationship.

They knew since they were young that Leo was the only heir, and Ning and Eric, in order for Rey to live a little easier, were not so strict with him since he was a child, but much easier, they could have more time to play, to play, and have a very good, very happy childhood, this is the life that Leo has always longed for, but since he chose the blood clan, he is destined to give up one.

After condensing back to the blood clan, he found that Rey was practicing flying, his speed was not as fast as Leo, but it was also very fast, and the ability of his wings was even more superb than Leo.

Because of the same genes, in addition to the accident of Theo, Leo is also a six-winged vampire, in fact, when she was pregnant, Ning didn't expect that Rey was actually the same as Leo, and the reason why she planned to keep this child was because, thinking of the child who left before, they would choose to stay without hesitation.

Moreover, before the production, Eric had talked to Leo about this, because of his own reasons, he didn't want to affect Leo anything, and he also knew very well that Leo was not Alec and would not do anything excessive.

So, he had a good talk with Leo, and Leo also understood the heart of being a parent, so he accepted it, and the two brothers got along very well, and Leo also taught Rey as soon as he had time, what a good big brother looks like.

"Rey, come here. After Ning came back, he looked at Rey who was working hard and called him.

Rey ran over happily, picked him up, and asked with a smile, "What are you doing, working so hard, it's rare to see you work so hard." ”

Rey listened to Ning's words, smiled embarrassedly, and then pouted, and said: "Big brother said, as long as I work hard, next time, take me to Mengyan, I have always heard him say things about Mengyan, and I am very envious, so I also want to take a look, and the eldest brother also promised me, as long as I work hard, next time I have the opportunity, he will take me there, so I can't relax, I have to work hard, and I can only take it out." ”

Ning shook his head helplessly, and said: "Hey, you just listen to the words of the eldest brother, I let you work hard, but I don't see you being obedient, he said one sentence, it is more useful than me to say ten words." ”