The flashing advertising screens and the traffic lights that turn on and off as usual are still sticking to their posts. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

I stood on the side of the crossroads, staring blankly at the zebra crossing—there was nothing to see, and since my head was at this angle when I was sent back, I didn't have to move.

It's daytime, about ten o'clock in the morning, and there is not a single car that has started at the busy intersection where cars should be coming and going, and all the cars are scattered on the road, and there is no one in the car.

I began to think about the meaning of this trip.

I'm leaving.

I entered the Hellish Path at the cost of possibly dying and seeking a way to increase my integration.

I was able to get my wish and get a fairly high degree of fusion, and even other powers—powerful soul power.

I am back.

Then, there was no one in this world.

Yes, that's what happened.

I looked at the zebra crossing with a blank face, and then began to wonder if the ratio of loss to gain was appropriate.

I lost: the six realms of reincarnation, my family, my friends, and Su Xiaomeng.

I have obtained: the fusion degree that is no longer useful, the soul power that is extremely strong enough for me to survive between the universes, and the incomparable power of a black hole can be pinched out by its own power - this point needs to be carefully considered now to be classified as "getting", because I have actually lost the heart lake, and the heart lake is no longer under my control after it becomes a black hole, and I don't know if I can re-press a black hole with my own soul power alone.

In this way, the loss of the heart lake seems to be a loss, but it is a dispensable thing, my soul is strong enough to solidify into a body, and the heart lake that represents my consciousness is only a backup at best, and I am enough to bind all consciousness to my soul body.

So, let's look at the "weight" of these lost and gained. ”

Six Realms of Reincarnation: It doesn't matter, I don't want it in the first place, it's just that due to current events, I can only try my best to control it.

My Family:... I don't know, I don't have the concept of family anymore, I don't know what it's like to lose a family member.

In the same way, friends, and Su Xiaomeng, I know what these names represent, and I remember the past with them, but for me now, these are just names, just a memory of the past.

I don't feel it anymore.

After the lost count is completed, what is gained?

This can be described in two words: power.

But what is the use of power? I have no intention of using this power to destroy the world, nor do I have any intention of using it to maintain world peace, there is no one here, I have no need to use any force to compete for anything, and I have no urge to protect anything.

In this way, the level of strength is meaningless, an ant or an elephant, a tiger or a lion, all of them are on an equal footing with me, and my strength advantage does not bring any benefits, because I don't need those so-called benefits at all.

The statistics are complete.

0 to 0, I lost nothing and gained nothing.

That's all I knew about my trip - it was an unnecessary trip, and nothing changed about me before and after the trip.

I began to wonder if it was necessary to move, after all, whether I was standing, sitting or lying down, it had no effect on my mood or strength, whether I was standing in the mountains or diving into the deep sea or ascending to the moon, it had no effect on my mind and consciousness.

Conclusion: There is no need, then leave it as it is, I originally returned to this world in this position.

Repeated inferences, constant questioning, and constant self-answering, all turn into one sentence: there is no need, nothing needs to be done.

Except that my own existence is meaningful, any material in this world, any influence that can be brought to me, any influence that I will bring is meaningless.

So, stand down, this is the first pose I have come to the world, and it will be the last.

The wind and rain are blowing, and I am immovable.

Lightning and thunder, I have no fear.

Hail and snow, my face was as usual.

The days went by day by day.

Finally, it's time for that cycle.

I still haven't done anything about it - time manipulation is my own, and even if the whole world goes back in time two years ago, it won't affect me in the slightest.

At that moment, it seemed very lofty, but I didn't feel it at all, I was still standing there, still looking at the zebra crossing with the same demeanor and posture.

Here, there is still no one, because people have been taken away by the six realms of reincarnation, which means that they have completely departed from this world, which is equivalent to replacing the video content with blank darkness, even if you put it backwards, it is still dark.

I sensed that the world had become a little more illusory, and that the stability of the world was gradually decreasing as a cycle, which I had long anticipated.

I realized that my survival could be threatened, and although this was something I had known for a long time, knowing was not the same as experiencing it myself, and after experiencing it for myself, I realized that although I didn't know what my presence could bring and affect, I knew that I should exist.

I don't want to be, "No." ”

It's a reaction to my own experience of the world slowly disappearing, and for some reason, I'm somehow gratified.

Reaction equals good deeds equals happiness, and an equation that I feel is quite reasonable.

Since you don't want to, look for a way to get out of the vanishing ending.

The response, in turn, brings with it the need for action.

I thought about it, and started by calculating my current strength, and then calculating how strong I need to become to get out of the fate of disappearing.

The need for action in turn brings the plan.

I feel more and more that this is a very interesting chain because it allows me to have some kind of inner ... Action, I think that's a good thing.

I also realized that the chain of reaction-action-plan is not as simple as it seems, for example, my current ideas are meaningless on their own, just like the ideas that I have been exposed to the wind and the sun, which have no meaning, but they have meaning in the chain that are attached to it, or rather, the ideas derived from this chain.

I became more and more aware of the importance of "feeling, reacting", and to put it bluntly, this is the second thing I have found meaningful in addition to the meaning of my own existence, that is, the existence of this chain.

After thinking it out, I started the first step of the plan, experimenting with my strength.

I thought about it, let's start with the form of expression and the scope of action, right?

I experienced the magic of that chain again, and I was able to divide the small plan into a big plan, and it was a wonderful feeling.

To start the experiment in earnest, start with the form of expression.

As soon as my mind moved, the traffic light was instantly flattened by me.

"The force that can be exerted on an object by the mind."

Again to help.

The traffic lights exploded again.

"The action of force can be exerted on various parts of an object by the mind, even if I can't see the internal structure."

Exert oneself.

The other traffic light is unchanged.

"Imagining the internal structure - the force of the mind - causing the impact."

Exert oneself.

This traffic light exploded.

"Verified."

Strike against the ground.

"There was no explosion."

Imagine a cavity - even if it doesn't actually exist.

"In the case of an explosion, the power of the controlled output may be related to the size of the cavity."

Imagine again, this time with a smaller cavity, applying pressure with the same force.

There was a loud bang, accompanied by stones and shattered asphalt, which flew in all directions at a high speed.

"After verification, the power is indeed related to the size of the cavity."

The problem arises...

Wait, what's the problem? Wait, this seems like a problem in itself?

I made a new discovery, and the chain began to have a follow-up, and after the plan, there was a "problem to encounter"?

Novel discoveries... The chain has been further refined.

My question is, how do I perceive external objects? I think it's the mind that touches the object before it can exert force, as if I can see things in the real world - it's because my mind reaches out of my soul and touches the real world, so I act as if I can "see".

I thought about it, and the above inference still needs to be proven.

I closed my eyes and deliberately forfeited the use of my eyes, instead allowing that thought to radiate outward in a more essential form, to contact the real world.

Sure enough, even with my eyes closed, I could "see" the world around me!

With my focus, I can even adjust the multiple! Suddenly, I was immersed in the exploration of the world around me: the ubiquitous air molecules, the dust particles, subdivided, there seemed to be something in the air molecules, and the folds and craters on the surface of the particles were slowly forming images, which was a wonderful experience, and I had never seen the world I lived in with such a detailed perspective.

The second small step, the experiment on the range of action, has been put on hold for the time being, and I think that the manifestations and processes of power will take a long time to study.

I think it's a good thing that I've found the door to a new world and escaped from the limits of the six realms of reincarnation, and I now feel so clearly that this "good" may be far beyond my imagination.

I'm growing... In a way that I couldn't have imagined before, I grew up at a rapid pace.