God, I confess to you.

Today I went to the old spot to feed the female squirrel, and after putting the nuts, cakes and fruits under the tree, I left for a while. At this time, two groups of geese were wandering around, and my father brought some lasagna from home and fed them to them, and they both ate happily.

I thought it would be so peaceful, but when I came back, I happened to see Xiaomei's fluffy tail passing through the flock of geese and running under the big tree, and several wild geese with a height of horses had already buried their heads under the tree and ate the food I left for Xiaomei.

I was furious, and with a loud roar, I scared away countless geese, good fellows! They all just glared at me fiercely, and only after my further drive did they slowly paced away from under the trees.

Ma Ma, who had been watching, criticized me: "You are so fierce to the geese, the little squirrels are so frightened that you can't get out when you climb the tree and lie on your stomach." ”

Sure enough, let me put the nuts under the tree again, and call softly for a long time, Xiaomei just never went down the tree to eat again.

I looked back at the geese that were leaving in an orderly line one by one, and those staggering backs suddenly made my heart sour.

In the face of weak animals, human beings are powerful masters, providers of nutrients and food sources, but our preferences determine injustice in this food chain. Just as I favor squirrels, in order to protect them by driving away the geese that instinctively come to grab food, and to expel another animal for the sake of one animal, and deprive another animal of its thirst for food and need for survival, I am also guilty of neglect and injustice of life itself.

God, forgive me, today, I lost my temper.

Human beings are the most proud and ruthless, and the most sincere and affectionate. When we are impulsive and make mistakes, the most precious thing is to have a voice of reminder and persuasion, just like my mother's partiality to me, for the geese to complain and complain to me.

Don't underestimate this subtle reminder, this is the importance of the "positive seal" in our natal grid.

In order to compensate for my mistake, I hurried to the supermarket to buy enough fresh raisin bread, biscuits and fruit slices, and returned to the lawn to feed them one by one to the geese crouching here, and gently apologized to them, explained my special concern and preference for the little squirrels, asked them not to rob the squirrels of food in the future, and promised to provide them with sufficient food in the future.

For example, when I was feeding a pair or a lone wild goose, the other geese would fly over and bite the feathers of the two geese, so that they would not dare to eat the food on the ground, and those domineering guys would rush up and sweep away, which is one of the reasons why I am angry today, just because I have observed their domineering habits for a long time. Thinking that they will treat each other like this, let alone the squirrels who are N times weaker than them? What I am most worried about is nothing more than the weak Xiaomei and Songsong Jianjian Xiaocong, who will be bullied by these big guys.

Thinking about the date of leaving the old house approaching day by day, I feel really uncomfortable, the few small animals that have been cared for for for so long, will they live well without me? Will they starve in the future? Will they freeze in winter? Songsong, have you found a big tree in the forest to replace the nest on the roof? Have you all saved enough surplus food? Have I collected all the fresh nuts I gave you?

Ups and downs, gathering and scattering, this is life.