"Chen Xiaofeng, in fact, I have always understood that you have only had them in your eyes from the beginning."

“……”

"Should I choose the best or should I choose the dome or reject the two of them to choose Aini, haha......"

"Don't make such jokes"

Maybe it's because of the alcohol, Loga actually joked

"Hehe......" Luo Jia laughed to the end, and his voice was lonely, which made Chen Xiaofeng's heart very uncomfortable

"If Chen Xiaofeng hadn't had that idea, he wouldn't have agreed to join her after realizing Qiong's thoughts."

"That's ......"

When Luo Jia said it, he felt the same way

"I had a new consciousness in my heart, and I should have said I'm sorry first, but you thought to yourself, 'It's a waste to refuse like that, so just keep it that way.......'" It's like you've always done to us, and it's really shrewd to think like that......."

"No...... I've never ...... Well, maybe it's a little cunning to think so."

In fact, Chen Xiaofeng really didn't have that kind of thought, so there was no need to admit it

"Huh...... You're still the same as before...... If you don't explain it clearly, people will misunderstand...... Never explain your heart to others, so Misaka ......"

“……”

As a result, this time it seems that he was overwhelmed by the guilt of betraying Xiao Qiong, hehe...... You should definitely say no in the first place."

"Hmmm......"

Was it said that Chen Xiaofeng didn't expect that the girl who pointed at his chin and said that he was going to "castrate" him would be able to see so deeply

Should it be said that Chen Xiaofeng is honest and not suitable for tricks?

"Chen Xiaofeng, you are indeed too honest, and the same is true of the dome."

"You're not praising me, are you?"

Loga did not answer

"Do you want to be liberated?"

With that, Luo Jia fell silent

“…… If...... If you do this way, "

“…… Don't continue to struggle with the question of who to choose, as if nothing had happened now."

"Hmm"

Chen Xiaofeng was actually preached by a junior

"Smart people, when they encounter such a difficult thing, they will not see the bad option as anything, because it is something that may hurt them, so they simply ignore it, and if they don't know what to do, if nothing happens, the pain of such a difficult choice will disappear by itself."

And maybe that's not a bad idea, but it's just a good idea

It's not because your mind is wavering, it's not because you've come to this point, it's not because you admit this contradiction

So, as Loga said, if you know that liking someone is just an illusion, then there is no pain in choosing who you want and who you get rid of

If there is no trouble in that way, Chen Xiaofeng's mood will improve, and the embarrassing situation will disappear

But Chen Xiaofeng still can't understand and don't understand

This kind of thing can really be done Chen Xiaofeng knows that such a thing is absolutely impossible

"Something like that...... Why, how can it be so easy?"

Chen Xiaofeng's heart seemed to be struggling and strongly opposed to Luo Jia's proposal

"Why can't it be done?"

"I'm ...... now Whether it's a misunderstanding or an illusion, it's a feeling that can't be taken lightly."

Chen Xiaofeng looked straight at Luo Jia

"I feel that way because I came here and spent an inseparable time with Yu and Dome...... If you deny going to Wushi as you say, and regard it as an illusion or just a misunderstanding, then it is equivalent to denying the memories of every important day that everyone is together, and the memories of the experience with Qiong and Yuu, happy, sad, even if there have been contradictions, this is unparalleled for me, it is all important, so ...... So don't forget about it."

The affection for those two people is not born in a day or two, it is spent together under the same roof, created together, and accumulated little by little with those inconspicuous things

With that kind of accumulation, we have today's feelings

Therefore, it is absolutely impossible to deny it

It is precisely because of knowing these that Chen Xiaofeng accepts the current self that is entangled in the contradiction between the dome and the excellent Even if he is really shameless to the extreme, he is also distressed by these things...... Even so, it's better than just trying to escape that pain, to forget that pain, to throw away these precious memories without any nostalgia

That's much more interesting than betraying the incomparably beautiful past Chen Xiaofeng wants to take these pains and troubles and stand tall towards tomorrow

That's what every day in that city and everything he experienced in that city taught him

"I really chose a path that people love and hate, that's why I like you like that......"

“……“

Luo Jia smiled bitterly, although it doesn't make any sense to say this now

"You're really too honest like this"

"I know that...... I also think that my brain is probably not normal after becoming a zombie, but it is strange to like Xiaoqiong and Xiaoyou at the same time......

"Is that so...... I don't think it's so weird."

"Hmm"

"Chen Xiaofeng, your brain is not broken"

"But ......"

"Chen Xiaofeng, do you believe that 'there will only be one person in this world who is destined for you' to bluff girls...... Oh, sorry, I don't believe it either."

“……”

"Human ...... We're all human, right...... It's impossible to get used to just liking one person, and this seemingly normal thing can't actually be done."

"But ......"

"Fall in love with someone...... Does this kind of affection need a reason It's not something you think can be controlled...... If you can control it, then is it worth believing it?"

“……”

"When he first talked to me about this, he told me that as people grow, even that kind of thing can easily be expressed in lies, and forget all the things that you have met with that person, what you have said, what you feel, because you will get hurt, so you have to run away from it...... So, to put the things that are important to you in your hands, to choose one of them, and I know that it hurts, so I just do what I decided to do, but what does that mean? I guess it's like you said, betraying important memories, placenta, important companions, and the feelings of those guys...... So you don't quite understand that, don't you?"

"Even if you understand...... But if you want me to do it......"