Chapter 43: Best Friends (3)
Dundee returned to the hospital where he had been in the morgue and soon found his body. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info
He didn't want to see this cold shell that proved that he was dead, but a voice in his heart told him that he must come here, he must confirm something.
He immediately looked at the corpse's left wrist, and there was nothing, and he breathed a sigh of relief.
But when he inadvertently glanced at his right wrist, his heart suddenly tightened, and he grabbed his hair fiercely, his eyes full of incredulity.
The white right hand was wearing the bracelet that he was so familiar with.
When he was very young, his grandmother wrapped the bracelet around his left hand and told him that when he was sad, he should make a wish, and this bracelet has magical magic.
The bracelet has accompanied him since he was a child, and since he was sensible, he no longer believes in any magic, but whenever there is a sad thing, he is still used to making a wish, hoping that his mood can be good, whether it is when the company closes down, or when he is desperate to commit suicide, he gently touches it and silently makes a wish.
Although he knew that this bracelet was just a spiritual comfort, and it didn't work, he never lacked expectations for it in his heart, until after that wish, Lulu appeared.
He thought at the time that maybe the bracelet really had magic.
"But I've given it to Lulu and put it on Lulu's hand with my own hands, it's a promise that we'll never be separated, why...... Why is it in my hands? He was messy, and it was as if the whole world was messing around the bracelet.
His painful spasms, he cried bitterly, no matter what, he didn't want to face the cruelty that was already in front of him, but the despair in his heart was eroding him.
"It's time for you to wake up, too." Zhong Ning sighed, already standing behind him, "I said, I can't find the best result for you......"
"No, no, don't say it...... Say no more, woo-woo......" Dundee fell to his knees, crying, shaking his head, desperately covering his ears.
But Zhong Ning's cold voice was still imprinted in his mind.
"Your Lulu is neither a human nor a ghost, she ...... It never existed. ”
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"Son, it's not a big deal, you're just a little depressed, and you'll be cured if you recuperate."
"Don't think too much, you can start all over again if you fail, and you can meet better if you miss."
"Don't torture yourself......"
The words of his parents, the words of doctors, the words of relatives and friends, always ringed in his ears.
"I'm fine...... Leave me alone! He yelled angrily.
In the confusion, his relatives alienated him, and his friends avoided him, and a car full of demons stopped in front of his house, by the way, those were demons, they were dressed in white, and their faces were hideous, and they wanted to catch him.
He was afraid, and he desperately ran away......
The crying of his parents came again, and their eyes looked at him with such regret and sorrow.
He was tied up in a demonic torture chamber where the prisoner was held, and eventually, he woke up and returned home.
The parents spoke warmly, and they took out bottles of unknown medicine and asked him to take them.
He's not stupid, he's not sick, how can he eat those things, it seems that his parents have also been brainwashed by demons.
Sure enough, when his father and mother saw that he insisted on refusing to eat, their temperament changed drastically, and they went crazy and forced those pills into his mouth.
He kept an eye on it, and he spat all the unknown objects into the toilet.
The whole world is full of malice towards him, and he also has a strong sense of evil towards his parents, what can he rely on?
But I don't know when, maybe very early, there was a trace of warmth, without warning, broke into the depths of his soul and became all he had.
The girl's name was Lulu, yes, he remembered it now, it was the same name as a cat he had in his childhood, God knows how much he liked that cat at the time, but the cat was long dead and buried in the deepest part of his memory.
The name Lulu is so abrupt now that I am afraid it has always existed in his subconscious......
Dundee's tears dried up, he didn't shout or make trouble, just looked at Zhong Ning with a dull expression.
"According to your parents, you were severely schizophrenic when you died." Zhong Ning said indifferently.
"So after I died, I was sober, my most important person, Lulu disappeared, Lulu never existed, the bits and pieces of me and Lulu, Lulu's care for me, everything she gave to me...... Is it all my hallucination? Dundee laughed miserably.
Lulu gave him the courage to live, Lulu made him happy, Lulu gave him the greatest warmth, Lulu became all he was, and it was Lulu at the moment who made him fall completely into the abyss of despair.
The world was planned by him, and now the world is so simple and real that it collapses before his eyes.
Dundee's eyes were blank, his soul was gradually boiling, and the despair of losing all meaning of existence was rising, as if it would turn into a terrifying anger at any moment.
"Maybe you're right, I should have thought about nothing and simply left, so that Lulu would be there forever and I could pass away with peace of mind, but now...... I can't find regret medicine for losing everything. ”
Dundee looked at Zhong Ning, his voice was unprecedentedly empty, he couldn't cry anymore, only two lines of blood and tears fell down.
"What the hell are you...... What is there to regret? Zhong Ning sneered, and the bloody blade in his hand slowly appeared, pointing directly at Dundee, "I persuaded you to enter the gate of the netherworld early, but I just wanted to make things simpler, and now that it is clear, you can't think about it." ”
"Since you have memories with Lulu and you have a strong bond with each other, what does it matter if she exists or not?"
"But she's a fake!" Dundee's eyes gradually turned scarlet, and his emotions turned to rage.
"What is true and what is false?" Zhong Ning said indifferently: "Lulu does not exist, but you have already found her, you can give everything for you, do whatever it takes to make you happy and happy, you will not take care of others, you will only think about you, the person closest to you...... Isn't that just you? ”
"The existence that is hidden in the deepest part of your heart and lives only for you, incarnated as your Lulu, and you willingly accepted her, she has always been there......"
At this point, the bloody blade in Zhong Ning's hand pointed at Dundee's heart, "And you have denied her, you have denied yourself, she ...... I'm crying. ”
Hearing this, Dundee was shocked, he touched his heart, felt the tingling there, felt the warmth that came back, he suddenly felt that there was no reason to be angry, not only that, his soul returned to calm, blood and tears disappeared, replaced by clear teardrops flowing silently.
Despair didn't know when it would recede silently, he didn't understand why, but at this moment, he wanted to cry loudly.
"Everything she does, for one purpose, she wants you...... Self-love. Zhong Ning calmly put away the blood blade, and with a wave of his hand, the gate of the netherworld slowly opened.
"I'm sorry Lulu...... I know now and thank you for everything you've done for me. Dundee finally cried bitterly.
In a trance, the familiar voice echoed in his ears, "Come on, we will never be separated." ”
Looking at the bracelet that he wore on his right hand at some point, Dundee gave Zhong Ning a warm smile, turned around and stepped into the gate of the netherworld.