Chapter 5: Unexpected Fears (Part II)
The word 'um' seemed to give Lao Zhou a certain strength again, and he began to describe to me how he felt when he first entered the basement.
He couldn't accurately describe this feeling, the words were very messy, and with a kind of confusion and confusion in his own mood, he almost pieced together a paragraph for me.
But I still understood, because from his description, I already knew what was going on, so although Lao Zhou's words were scattered, what he had experienced in my mind was still completely outlined.
He said that when he entered the basement, he felt cold, and I don't know how to look at the miserable white and bright fluorescent lamp in the basement, and the whole person began to be in a trance.
"Third child, do you know the feeling of the lights shaking? I don't know how to describe it to you, I just glanced at the fluorescent lamp in the basement, and I felt that the whole light began to shake and I was very messy, I was just figurative, of course the light could not shake. I'm X, I swear I've hated fluorescent lights since yesterday, so bright, but it feels miserable, in a claustrophobic and quiet environment, in a long corridor, the light is cold into people's hearts. When Lao Zhou said this, it was obvious that his psychological state was extremely unstable.
His little movements continued, occasionally rubbing his face, occasionally scratching his hair, occasionally pulling his clothes anxiously, all I could do was light a cigarette and stuff it directly into his mouth, at least the smoke could calm him down with a paralyzing force.
I understand too well that it is not the so-called shaking of the light at all, but that his whole spirit has been affected at this moment.
In other words, there was a force of a magnetic field that found him and directly affected his brain.
I'm talking very abstractly, because people may be more receptive to this kind of statement, but if it is said differently, many people will have a heart break down because of fear, and they will be more susceptible.
Because in other words, the moment Lao Zhou entered the basement, he met something unclean, and he broke into a ghost.
Lao Zhou is a very low person, I don't think it's strange to have feelings about these things, but Lao Zhou is also a very determined person, he doesn't have any fear, and even thinks about other things in his heart, suddenly let him be so affected by it, and fall into fear.
I can only comment on it, I'm afraid it's a little fierce.
Thinking of this, my heart also began to chill, I was not afraid of that guy fierce, one day in a month, I met a more fierce I didn't care, I was cold in my heart, but I was glad that my friend could still sit in front of me now.
Lao Zhou's messy words continued, he was describing and describing the feeling after the lights flickered: "Third child, do you believe it? At that moment, I was in a trance, I found that the corridor in front of me had become longer, very long, and the farther away it became, the darker it became, and for a while, I couldn't even find where the big room where the corpse was stored. I was a little anxious, and I seemed to be sober that what I saw was not real. At that time, I really, really didn't care about being afraid, I was a little stupid, and even did you know the truth? I was still spinning in circles, and I remember touching my arm, which had goosebumps. I wonder how I can get goosebumps? Then before I could figure it out, I felt the light above my head turn green. ”
When he said this, Lao Zhou's face turned pale again, obviously his situation was similar to that of many people, because he met Lu Jian without psychological preparation at all, at that moment, many people didn't even know how to be afraid, and only after thinking back afterwards did they realize that they might have met Lu or seen something unusual at that time.
But this situation is lucky, because it only means that the ghost is not so harmful, or just inadvertently broke into, and you are not the creditor it is looking for.
As for Lao Zhou's situation, I touched my chin, I think it shouldn't be so simple, I shouldn't want to harm him, but it makes him feel his existence, there must be some wish.
It is impossible that the light has really turned green, but Lao Zhou has fallen into some kind of hallucination, and the words he used to describe this hallucination to me are very messy, and I roughly sorted it out, it should be like this.
At the moment when the lights turned green, Lao Zhou finally had a trace of fear, but he didn't know what the road was about, but he insisted on moving forward, while walking, he was still wondering, shouldn't normal people turn around and leave, leaving this cold and dark, and green light corridor? Why did he keep going?
This kind of situation of not being able to control himself is very bad, and no matter how sluggish Lao Zhou is, he already feels that something is wrong at this time.
What's worse is that at this time, he also heard a vague voice of a woman who seemed to be suppressed, help me find him, please help me find him, the voice is very unclear, it feels like you are in the house, and then someone is singing in a few rooms, you can't really hear it, I don't know where the sound of the road comes from, but the singing voice does exist.
Lao Zhou was a little devastated, find him? Who to find? Where's that voice?
"I'm not sure if I spoke at the time? Third, my memory is very messy, I seem to be talking to myself, who is he? What are you looking for him? I seem to have repeated this a few times, but I'm not sure if I've really, whether I've really said that" Old Zhou began to smile bitterly, his expression was very helpless, and the fear remaining in his eyes had almost materialized due to careful recollection.
I can understand this feeling, just like many years ago, my first feeling, stronger than him, more weird than him, at the beginning of the matter, it turned out to be the feeling that there was an opera troupe singing downstairs, which was even more devastating.
"Calm down, you are a doctor, and you must be self-resolute in the hallucination, and self-affirmation can get rid of it." While speaking, I poured a glass of water for Lao Zhou and handed it to him, in fact, not all doctors are psychiatrists, they can have this kind of cognition, I just say this to give Lao Zhou a little self-affirmation.
If necessary, I don't even mind saying that your white coat is actually a 'sharp weapon' full of a different aura, which can help you suppress ghosts a little at critical moments.
However, I feel that saying this will bring a greater psychological shadow to Lao Zhou.
"Well, the third child, you also said that it was an illusion, then I would be much more relieved. I felt that I must have been in an unstable psychological state that day, and I was actually a little afraid of entering the basement, and some inducements induced it" Lao Zhou took a sip of water and began to try to analyze himself, but unfortunately he was an internist, not a psychiatrist, and what he said was not reliable at all.
But I listened patiently to what he said, because only this kind of constant self-affirmation and self-comfort could prevent him from collapsing due to the strong pressure in an instant.
After saying a long mental analysis of himself, Lao Zhou also drank the water in the cup, and then he seemed to feel a little more comfortable, and the next words were not so messy, he told me: "If it's just a voice, I don't know if I'm asking if I'm talking, I suddenly saw a bloodstain on the wall stretching out of the third child, it's like this, that's it, you know that when we were children, we had dirty things on our hands, like mud or something, right?" It just so happened that there was no paper or anything around me, so I put my hand on the wall casually, and rubbed the mud off my hand with the wall as I walked, and the inexplicable blood stains were human finger prints, and then I kept looking at it, and I felt like someone was rubbing off the blood on my hands with the wall. ”
"Hmm." I don't know how to evaluate this passage, my brows are furrowed, if according to my previous judgment, what is the purpose of finding Lao Zhou's guy, what does it mean to let Lao Zhou 'see' such a picture?
"The color of that blood is dull and sticky, you know? That is to say, it is definitely not fresh blood" Lao Zhou began to be irritable again, then grabbed his hair, and continued: "Then I saw a hand, a very vague hand, I felt that I wanted to try to see clearly the owner of the hand, who left this mark on the wall, but I felt that I couldn't see clearly at all, right, I seemed to hear the very rhythmic footsteps of 'Ka Ka Ka', a person, it should be a man?" I'm not sure I want to follow the footsteps, in the last moment, I even, even seem to vaguely see a pair of shoes, not shoes, or a person's feet walking, weirdly only see shoes, and part of the calves I still want to see clearly, I am very clear, very sure" Lao Zhou said at this time, a little excited, stood up all of a sudden, put his hands on the counter, leaned forward to look at me, and said: "Third, you have to believe me, I heard the cat meow, It's like calling spring, and after two or three calls very clearly, I can't see anything. ”
"A cat's meow like spring?" I couldn't help but start sorting out the whole incident, I didn't notice Lao Zhou's feelings for a while, and when I reacted, I immediately comforted Lao Zhou with certainty: "Well, of course I believe it." ”
"I'll just say that cats are evil spirits." Lao Zhou got my affirmation, as if a child had been affirmed by the teacher, and then sat down muttering, he didn't realize that when he said the words of cats to ward off evil spirits, a certain firm belief he had established was collapsing.
Actually, I don't want to remind him that cats are better than dogs to ward off evil spirits is what I told him, and what I don't want to remind him is that there are no absolutes in everything, and in a place like the basement, can you clearly hear a cat barking, can that be normal?
Lao Zhou rubbed his forehead tiredly, and then babbled: "Everything is normal, I should be happy, right?" But when I found myself awake, I was already standing at the door of the basement where the body was stored, I wanted to leave, I really wanted to go, but the third child, I was very calm, took out the key, and opened the door of the basement. ”
Lao Zhou's expression was very painful, and as he spoke, he suddenly raised his head to look at me, and then said: "Then, I saw that scene, a really disgusting scene!" The entire basement where the corpses were kept, next to the big pool of formalin, had become like a slaughterhouse, bloodstained, and I wasn't sure if there was any minced meat with a mutilated body right in front of me, too glaring. ”
"Are you afraid of corpses?" I'm very strange, why did this scene give Lao Zhou such a strong psychological impact.
"No, I'm not afraid, but how do you feel when you find a human corpse, treated like a dish, being eaten by a picky child?" Lao Zhou suddenly said this to me, and then retched.
And for the first time I felt the shock, what does that mean?