Chapter 2 Smashing the tablet

That day, I was playing with cloth (sandbags) outside, dodging countless attacks back and forth, and catching a few lives with my hands, I'll go, that self-confidence is inflated, you mortals will fight on both sides, Dad, I won't let you beat it. Pen ~ fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info was proud, my dad came, grabbed my shoulder, "Go." I'll go, Dad, you're going to take me away if I'm so powerful, don't you see how good I am, besides, I'm done with my homework, and you still don't let me have a childhood. I thought so in my heart, but I still didn't dare to say it, so I had to say very awkwardly, "Dad, I'm playing for a while" My father, who never beat me that day, actually gave me a mouth and shouted at me, "Your grandfather is leaving, and you are still playing here when I see you for the last time." When he finished speaking, he saw two tears dripping from his two eyes. The mouth hit the face, it hurt, but the psychological shock at that time was greater than the pain, and grandpa was leaving? Where are you going?

I don't know if I'm really stupid or if I'm beaten stupid. I couldn't understand such a simple word, so I was dragged to the hospital by my father. I saw my grandfather, oh my God, lying on the hospital bed with an oxygen mask and eyes half-open. Seeing me coming, he made me listen to me, said to me, "Be a good person, study hard" and closed my eyes. If you want to ask me what it was like to die for the first time, I will tell you that I don't feel it, really, it's not that I'm indifferent, maybe I couldn't accept it when I was young, I always felt that everyone was lying to me, maybe I cried grandpa woke up and told me stupid child, maybe grandpa just fell asleep. Later, the funeral shed was set up, and my grandfather lay in the coffin, and I was still dreaming that my grandfather might wake up in the middle of the night. It wasn't until the day of the funeral that I sat in the hearse with a photo of my grandfather and understood that my grandfather was about to be cremated, and the tears couldn't stop flowing, grandpa, wake up, fast into the corpse furnace, I said nothing and didn't let my grandfather in, what if he didn't die, what if he didn't die... Then the adults called me out, and I sat on the grass crying, and then I saw an animal like a puppy next to me also crying, and I didn't think much about it at the time, but I was sad in my heart.

Later, after the cremation of the grandfather, everyone went to the restaurant to eat, how could I be in the mood to eat, just in the corridor looking at the wall in a daze, then the two aunts came to the corridor to speak, "You said that this old Liu Tou has been a good man all his life, how can he say that he will die if he dies, good people don't live long" "What do you know, you stay away from his house in the future, his family provokes things, a few days before the death of Lao Liu Tou and my old history said that he always dreamed of a yellow skin, for a few days in a row, do you think that his family does not worship a yellow skin, I think there is something wrong with Bazhun ""So evil, Then I'll let my children stay away from his house, don't invite disaster" The more I listened, the more angry I became, not that I didn't let his children play with me, I didn't play with his children in the first place, but these two people, can't you accumulate some morality, can you say that the deceased is okay, I'm just too young, and if you break your leg a little older, and my family really worships a yellow skin? I thought it was all a story, isn't it a family fairy, how can it harm people? I'll ask my grandmother what she said.

After a few days, my grandfather's funeral passed, everyone should go to work, go to school, but my grandmother was miserable, and the old lady cried every day, saying that my grandfather was a fool, and left her. It turned out that my grandfather retired and walked alone that day, and I saw a pregnant woman with a stomach uncomfortable, as if she was about to give birth, and hurriedly took a taxi to the hospital with her, but the hospital said that she would not pay the operation fee and would not do it, and it would be said that this person was bad-hearted, as if the pregnant woman died and it had nothing to do with them, at that time, there was no way to swipe the card or something, my grandfather saw that he couldn't go home first to get the money to pay for the operation, and went home to make some money, which is enough, my grandfather saw that people's lives could not be delayed, pull it down, don't fight the car, I can still have more money, and then I will discuss with the hospital and make up for it, so I rode my bicycle away, I was in a hurry, I rode fast, and I didn't pay attention to my surroundings, and I had a car accident.

The irony is that the hospital saw that the pregnant woman was dying, and was afraid of dying in the hospital to take responsibility, so he gave the pregnant woman a delivery operation, and the matter was also reported by the TV station, saying that the doctor's parents were hearty, and the hospital was hyped up, and the TV station also sent a pennant, no one cared about the death of a little old man on the road, and the more ironic thing is that the pregnant woman later went to my grandfather's funeral, and took two catties of apples and left with the child to take care of. I was really angry at the time, what kind of people do you say, good people don't live long, and disasters stay for a thousand years. But I really heard my grandmother say that my grandfather dreamed of weasels for a few days before he died. Of course, this is not to tell me, but to my father, to say that the sacrifice is missing to blame?

I was angry when I heard it, you said that if you give less sacrifices, it will hurt people? Okay, you're amazing, you're here to harm me, if you want to say that a child is a child who does things recklessly, I went from room to room, don't say that I really found a painting in a shed, an incense burner in front, I didn't say anything, smashed the incense burner, let your grandmother's harm, if I don't break you today, your grandfather will have your surname. The more I smashed it, the harder I smashed it, the more relieved I became, and tears flowed, grandpa, I miss you. I smashed out all these grievances, the more I smashed them, the harder I smashed, and finally tore up the talisman written by Wu Minggui, and then picked up the lighter that lit incense on the case and burned the talisman, relieved my anger, and finished crying, I realized that something was wrong, grandma's, I was in trouble, you said that if my dad knew that he didn't kill me, he would reunite with his grandfather in the underworld when the time came, and I said that I was beaten to death by my father, how wronged I was, no, I will make amends, put the incense burner in place, put the fruit in place, and I can draw one of the charms myself, no one can understand it anyway. Just do it, I bought handmade colored paper, found a few pieces of yellow paper and drew a few ghost patterns with watercolor pens, don't say it, I suspect that the charm used to be like this. I'm really his mother's genius, after that, I didn't forget to clean up those crumbs, yes, I didn't say that no one knew, I went out cautiously, and saw my dad coming to pay tribute, I quickly pretended not to know anything, and asked him what he was doing, "Why do children ask so much, do you write homework, do you write homework" I hurriedly went back to the desk in the room and pretended to read, at this time the psychology is more anxious, don't accidentally go to grandpa, what are you feeling like, just with your dad in a parent-teacher conference, you wait outside for him to finish, Of course, your grades were not good, and about ten minutes later, my father came out, came to my room, saw that I was studying, and left. I was so relieved that I patted my chest and didn't forget to praise myself for being a genius, but I didn't know how much trouble it had caused me.