504 Everyone has their own perseverance, which allows us to face any difficulties and sufferings and still move forward in this blackened world.
。 "Seriously, I think you're really good at feeding and don't talk much, you're a perfect mascot, but the only difference between you and the mascot is your intelligence." Lei Zhe said as he threw the report on the table and looked at his legs curled up on the couch with his pizza in his hand.
Just like in the original work, CC's favorite food is pizza, as long as she has this kind of food, she can enjoy a whole day of life with satisfaction, CC has lived in the forbidden city for more than a month, as she said, even if she contacted Mariana, she didn't talk about Lei Zhe, and finally she inadvertently said that her relationship with Mariana is indeed good, but this is only a personal relationship, not to the point of working for Britannia.
She now regards the open and secret battle between the Federation and the Empire as a game, and now she has changed from before, perhaps because Lei Zhe said that since people have unlimited time, it would be too boring if they didn't find something to make them happy, but now CC takes this matter as fun, she doesn't take sides in favor, she doesn't help both sides, she is absolutely neutral and then watches the situation develop.
Lei Zhe also said that it doesn't matter, even if she tells the other party her true identity, it doesn't matter, if she puts aside her god-making plan, he can let Fei Wen take someone to Britannia to cut off Charles's head directly, but this becomes meaningless, if you want future generations to always remember to worship and believe in you, first of all, you have to have enough history and deeds, what can be highlighted by directly killing Charles, even if you win the empire, it is just good luck in the eyes of many people.
From Ah Xu, Lei Zhe learned that the Kingdom of God is not as simple as imagined, and that every true God's people are often selected as a race, of course, it does not have to be humans. Other races are also okay, provided they are religious enough, and often this race is the kind of group that is quite weak in this world, and then led by the true God to glory, to establish their own faith and the kingdom of God. Coupled with the constant propagation of faith, the establishment of religion and a series of other means to control.
"Recently, I suddenly felt that this kind of life is not bad, at least there are no constraints. And you're not the kind of person who is talkative, and it feels quiet to stay around you, not to mention that you may be the only person in the world who won't spy on my power. CC picks up a piece of pizza again. Does this witch also possess the gluttonous attribute? Now this is the seventh pizza, you must know that it has only been thirty minutes, how much do you love pizza, don't you feel like holding on?
"Heh, it's an honor to hear you, do you want me to make you a few more pizzas later?"
"No, I'm a little full now," CC said, putting the last slice of pizza in his mouth. Then he fell directly on the sofa and turned on the TV, bored and constantly changing the channel, and finally froze the picture. At this time, a very bloody love story is being staged on TV, and the male protagonist is like a fish in water between several women. But in the end, the matter was revealed, and all the women left him, and as a result, the male protagonist became nothing, and when he lost it, he knew what it meant to cherish.
"Now, you said that you have lived for more than 5,000 years, then you should have had many women, what is your affection for them, love? For so long, can this love still maintain its most primitive feeling? What happened to those you loved and those who loved you, are they dead? ”
CC's question surprised Lei Zhe, who was watching things, and then he laughed and said calmly: "In the past five thousand years, I have never been in love, although there are many women around me, but I have never used sweet words, nor have I said anything about it, because I feel that I am not qualified to do this, but one thing I can be sure of is that I love them, no matter how much I hide this feeling, this is a fact that cannot be changed, and I owe them a lot." ”…,
When Lei Zhe said this, he didn't know that there was a group of girls whose hearts trembled, and they looked at the man with a gentle smile in the picture and remembered something a long, long time ago.
"It's a pity that I can't show this feeling, because I'm afraid, to be honest, I'm actually a very useless coward, and sometimes I always feel like I'm a waste, you must know that the women around me are very good, and being favored by any of them is a blessing that has been cultivated for hundreds of lifetimes, and I am very lucky to be able to keep them all by my side..."
"I forgot to say, they're all alive, and they're in a good spirit, and they're going to play live PK at every turn, brush up on bosses or something, and you don't know if they're stronger and more arrogant than the other, sometimes I wonder if I'm really an M, because I always feel like I'm asking for trouble, have you seen the queens of several dynasties together, it's even more terrifying than a world war..."
The girls who were originally very moved by Lei Zhe's words are now collectively gritting their teeth, is it true that he and others are like this in his eyes, or is what he has done is really a bit excessive?
"You're so lucky..."CC responded, and then continued: "Since I got this power, I have been on the run, people who know my secrets regard me as a devil, I can't stay in one place for too long because of immortality, many people say they love me, but it's not true that no one knows, maybe they are just attracted by my power?" I have died thousands of times, no matter what, I will be resurrected, my friends, my relatives are drowned by the torrent of time, and in the end I am left with only myself, sometimes I wonder if I am a toy of God, maybe he doesn't like me, so I will be subjected to this treatment, and later I know what the smile on that person's face means when he gives me this power, it is a smile, a smile to escape from this hell..."
"Don't you have anything to hold onto?"
"Persistence...?"
Lei Zhe nodded, he looked at CC and said: "A reason, can make people keep moving forward, even if they fall hundreds of times, they will get up again, even if they are treated and tortured unfairly, as long as they are still persistent, they can continue to advance until they get what they want, even if the process is a hundred years, a thousand years, ten thousand years!" ”
"Aren't humans creatures like that? As long as there is hope and a goal, we will not give up. How many people in this world are the walking dead and have nothing to do with themselves? What is the bumpy road for your own wishes, what is it if you are not accepted, and what is the price you pay? CC, do you have something that you insist on even if you lose your life? I have. I will try my best to be stronger, and then protect the people around me, and I will always be with them. If I need to destroy the world, I will destroy it, and if I need to kill the gods, then I will kill the gods, and I have missed it once. You can't go wrong again this time..."
"That's what you're insisting?"
"That's right. I can throw away anything, my life, my dignity, my morality, my humanity, for this is nothing compared to what I insist on! In fact, even if you and I have different experiences, there is one thing that will not change. That is, we are all human beings, all creatures with aspirations and **, don't you? ”
“……”
Seeing CC silent. Lei Zhe suddenly thought of the original, and then a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth: "Maybe you will have it soon." Soon there will be a person who will make you dare to run away from confusion, will make you confused, and then you will no longer feel lonely, because you have found what you want, someone who can accompany you to the end..."
Lei Zhe said here and shook his head slightly, in fact, he already knows some things, that is, Lelouch has become Lu Lusha, it should be said that the girl's name has not changed from the original, the only difference is that she has changed from a black prince to a black princess, Lei Zhe does not intend to interfere with the plot of the original work, let it develop naturally, and it doesn't matter what it becomes in the end, and this is more helpful to his own plan, just like he said Now Lei Zhe can abandon anything, he can also use anyone's ......,
Lei Zhe and CC stopped talking, he continued to look at the reports and materials in his hand, and from time to time he turned on the communicator to give some orders to Gao Hai and the others, or contacted Wei Ya and told each other about his whimsical ideas, and the two discussed with each other about the technical problems encountered, or contacted Fei Wen, who was on a secret mission abroad at this time, and finally he sent the communication to Takasugi at the secret training base.
"How?"
"It's still the same, even with Tully's help, the progress of this group of soldiers is very slow, and the best result now is to fight at a speed of Mach 3, which is already the limit, compared to the warriors of Uruk, it is too much worse, but even if it meets the Empire, it is not a big problem, after all, the performance gap of the fighter is here, and it would be good if the other party could increase the speed to Mach 25." Everything in the training ground is now taken care of by Takasugi, and as for Gintoki Lei Zhe, he doesn't expect him to do anything at all, just go to train his driving skills every day.
"It's not fun to use the simulator all the time, you tell Silver, there has been news from Veyer's side, the VF-4 Lightning will be produced in a few months at most, and I will let him take the first test flight at that time, but I promise that this plane will be the fiercest horse, I hope he won't be thrown off, I'll wait to see him make a fool of himself."
"Huh? Will the VF-4 be rolled off the assembly line so soon? I expect it to be next year. ”
"VF-4 is just an improvement of VF-1, in fact, the technical content is not very high, but it adds more power and external armor, I just contacted Veval, she said that the first VF-4 can be off the assembly line in three months at most, and it is an unabridged version, a complete VF fighter, but don't tell anyone else about this kind of thing for the time being, Yinshi will keep it secret from him first, and it will be a surprise to him when he looks back, he has been training very diligently during this time, and it is difficult to see him do one thing so seriously, It seems that he really wants to be the battlefield ACE of the Federation. ”
"That natural volume,It seems that the new attribute has awakened.,Recently, that guy often complains about why you don't take the lead in developing Zagu or the big demon.,In his opinion, this is a man's romance.,And the VF series is strong but always feels soft.,But that's just his personal opinion.,I like the VF series a lot.,Especially when I see the follow-up models.,If you can, can you make the VF-27 for me?" Takasugi said here he, with a glint of excitement in his eyes, it seems that it is not only Gintoki who has awakened strange attributes, but Takasugi is the same, but the preferences of the two are slightly different, Gintoki prefers the domineering and looks like a very burly Zagu, while Takasugi likes the light and high-mobility VF.
"The VF-27 is so high-tech that it can't be studied here every few decades, even if there is information I provide, you don't have to think about it, but I'm already asking Veval to study the G-series mech, and if I had to choose, I still like the Gundam series."
"You're really from the Gundam faction, but if you let the natural roll know, you will definitely come to you to theorize, in his words: it's the master who wants to open the ancient world, and the miscellaneous fish also have the dignity of the miscellaneous fish..."
In the end, Takasugi hung up the communication with a smile, because Lei Zhe promised him that as long as the technology allowed, he would definitely build a VF-27 for him, and then he also asked Takasugi to bring a message to Gintoki, and he would build an absolutely powerful mecha for him, and it was also Gintoki's favorite type, saying that the absolute man's mecha, Lei Zhe would definitely choose Zagu, but he felt that Dorukis in Gundam W was more suitable for Gintoki, the prototype that claimed to be able to kill the pilot.
After finishing all the work, Lei Zhe found that it was dusk, he looked at the CC who was lying on the sofa asleep, a smile appeared on his face, a long time ago he liked the rebellious Lelouch, liked the black prince, and preferred this witch who stood behind the prince and was quiet and full of wisdom, Lei Zhe himself liked a lot of two-dimensional characters, but in terms of women, his favorite is Saber, Evangeline, Hatsune, Icarus, and Misato in EVA, and the beautiful and wise, indifferent and ruthless witch in front of him.
It's just that compared with the original, Lei Zhe, who has experienced a lot, has become calm about this love, although that feeling has not changed, but time will always make some people change, whether it is the world view or the outlook on life, the current Lei Zhe is no longer the pure otaku who doesn't care about the world, now he is an otaku at the same time, but also a demon king...
Sitting on the sofa next to her, lighting a cigarette, looking at the CC who was sleeping peacefully with a pillow through the smoke, and the evening sun sprinkled on her body through the window, deeply attracted Lei Zhe.
"Insist... Didn't you also insist on me a long time ago? If you can, I really hope that you can stay by my side forever, and I will accompany you through this eternal life, and no longer make you feel lonely and lonely..."