Elixir? It's a thing that you know what it is by the name. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

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"Is there a panacea in this world? What kind of medicine can cure any disease? ”

"Yes."

“... Okay, so let's do it as soon as possible, by the way, how are you going to feed me? I only have one brain now. ”

"We have our own way."

Saying it means not saying it, but does the panacea really work? My goal is to get out of the hell road, take that medicine, cure that strange disease, and then I can get out?

Of the three possible situations that Exeter has said, which one do I belong to? At first, I thought it was the hardest three, but looking at the current situation, it's just the first kind - physical "hell"?

I always had a feeling of unease.

"Hey, are you still there?" I said into the air, this time literally, and the same was true in the previous conversation, but I knew he would hear me, but now, he didn't respond.

Could it be that ..? I was shocked, could it be that he had become one with me? Didn't he say before that it was difficult to integrate because of the different concepts of time?

Is he lying to me? But what do you get by lying to me?

No new memories appeared in my brain, which seemed to prove that he hadn't actually merged with me, so why didn't he speak?

Looking at the pitch-black "starry" sky outside, I tried to imagine the whole world with my own understanding, first of all, the world used to be sunrise and sunset, black and white, but now it has completely become pitch black, and the black is not suddenly black, but gradually blackened with the passage of time, the degree of disorder in time and space has intensified.

Let's not consider the source of the disorder of time and space, just talk about the disorder of time and space, which is obviously the direct cause of the black sky, but what kind of process does this lead to the black sky?

This question is obviously not something I can answer, and after thinking about it for a long time, I still can't come up with any answer.

So think about the suspicious "he", although the explanation he gave was to free me from the cycle, but his behavior was still very suspicious, even from the perspective of "want me to get out of the cycle", his approach was not appropriate, obviously there were many opportunities to speak clearly, but he didn't do it, the text message he sent me was obviously meant to make me commit suicide, so as to promote the emergence of a new cycle, if I didn't realize at the last minute that something was wrong (let me die), Then I guess I'm still circulating.

Why didn't he just text me and tell me how?

What happened just now was too sudden, my intelligence was above a passing grade at best, and now I had time to slowly sort out what had just happened, as I said, his behavior was suspicious, although his explanation barely passed, but it was a kind of "reluctance" after all, not going with the flow, his explanation... It's stiff.

"They seem to have really gone looking for medicine, and I think it's a trap." His voice came suddenly.

Finally spoken? I thought to myself.

"How?"

"Think about it, where does our ability to control our longevity come from? What is the degree of integration? What is the degree of integration? What is the specific degree of integration? ”

I replied tentatively, "Brain? ”

"Yes, isn't it fundamentally a brain modification? By transforming the brain, we can use the four-dimensional perspective - that is, the ability to see through life, coupled with the fusion with the six realms of reincarnation, to further make our brain inhuman, alienated, and can partially control time, and their purpose is to eliminate this 'disease' that is a disease for the normal brain, and completely sweep away this threat to us. ”

"Didn't the file say that the brain structure is normal?"

"These humans are just a bunch of short-sighted scientists, so why should they trust their judgments completely?" He said in a firm tone.

"Do an MRI of the brain... It's not that hard, is it? You don't have to be a scientist to be a doctor, right? ”

"Why is my significant other so stupid? You believe in their tech too much! Even MRI has something that can't be found, and besides, our brain King Kong is not bad, even if they want to slice and study, they can't study it, and the internal microstructure may have changed a long time ago! ”

"Well, you have a point, by the way, can I ask you a question?"

He paused, puzzled, "Aren't you me?" Do you need to use such a polite tone? ”

I replied with a smile, "Who knows? Maybe you know why I'm saying that. ”

With the idea that "he" might have a problem, I naturally began to pay attention to what he was saying, and I found that he seemed to have a certain confidence that I did not have, and that confidence was almost blind confidence—the confidence to make positive judgments about the unknown, and I had never had confidence in that sense - blind faith.

Either he looks smart and is a trick, or he's deliberately misleading me, or he's not me at all!

The third possibility is the highest!

My relationship with him was similar to that of a man and a portrait in a mirror, but for some reason I always felt very incongruous, as if I smiled at the mirror, and he smiled at me, but his eyes were not aimed at me, but at somewhere else, which was indescribable, in general the same way, but suddenly in some expressive place, it suddenly did not match.

He didn't reply, and I asked pretending to be unintentional, "How are they going to get the medicine?" The same as the anti-'pioneer' special drug? ”

"I guess so."

"What do you think is a chance of curing our disease?"

"If it's really a disease, then it should be ten percent, the panacea is not to make people happy, it's a real miracle medicine that cures all diseases."

"How do you know it's a cure-all? Isn't false propaganda in vogue now? We still don't know what the SCP Foundation is, and I always have the feeling that this is an evil underground laboratory for some big company. ”

A moment later.

He replied, "Who knows? ”

Hearing the answer, I sneered, this guy finally showed his feet!

Why didn't he show even the slightest hint of confidence in this matter, when he had previously made such a positive judgment about the disease of the brain, but now that he didn't understand the SCP Foundation, which was completely unknown to us. More importantly, he paused, and only after I had repeatedly expressed my doubts about him, and at first he spoke so smoothly that I almost didn't say a word until he said a few words.

Before, he must have had something wrong with his brain, but now he added an "if" before he was really sick, does this mean that he also realized that he was too sure of what he just showed? So want to salvage a little bit of affirmation from this sentence?

In other words, I would definitely not notice these details, isn't it just two or three words? Isn't it just a pause between two paragraphs? Maybe people are just thinking! Don't even give people time to think? Isn't that unreasonable?

But now, when I'm facing this person and saying he's me, do I usually have this habit?

Is there such a way to say death, and then to euphemistically say "I just said dead"?

Is there a time when you are tempted and your abnormality is obvious? I have no other virtues, just one thing, calmness - of course, this advantage can only be manifested when the stimulation is not too great. （... ）

Am I shocked by the stimulus of words?

No.

To sum up, it is clear that this guy is not me.

"Here comes the medicine." He interrupted my thoughts, and I smiled silently as I looked at the small box that suddenly appeared on the table.

How will he react?