Chapter 154: Autism Classification
Before the other party fell, the fourth aunt had already stepped behind Xiao Ying, hugged the other party with her left hand, and shouted at me; "What do you think is the excitement? Why don't you hurry up and help! "My head shook like a drum, and my hand didn't forget to rub the place where I had just been kicked by the fourth aunt, thinking that this must be a test, and I won't be fooled if I kill the little master. The fourth aunt probably saw my concerns, and continued to shout to me: "It's over, what are you doing there?" "Listening to the meaning of the fourth aunt should not lie to me, so I came behind them with an arrow step, because when the fourth aunt helped Xiaoying, Xiaoying's body had been tilted very much, and the fourth aunt rushed over again, and the center of gravity was unstable to help Xiaoying, the result was that the fourth aunt was taken by Xiaoying to fall backwards, my appearance, solved the big problem, and I heard "Poof, hey, I'll go!" "I sat on the ground with a fart, and the fourth aunt and Xiaoying sat firmly on my body, peat, let me come over and dare to be a back, and 10,000 grass and mud horses floated wildly in my heart.
"Please, that senior beauty sitting on my belly, could you please stand up? If you press it down any longer, you'll be pressed out. I reluctantly said to the fourth aunt who was awake on my body, the fourth aunt first thought about it for a while, and then pressed down ruthlessly, "Laugh at your fourth aunt again, you little rabbit cub, I just understood what a senior beauty is." "It seems that every woman is secretive about her age. Well, I'm self-inflicted. Then the fourth aunt stood up and helped Xiao Ying who was leaning on my chest to stand up, I rubbed my stomach with one hand and my buttocks with the other, and helped the fourth aunt carry Xiao Ying to the bed in the side room to lie down, and then limped back to the living room with the fourth aunt.
"Fourth aunt, after Xiaoying wakes up, will she return to her former appearance?" I asked the fourth aunt, "What are you kidding, if you can see it immediately, what else do you want the hospital to do?" "Otherwise, the group of black-clothed demons in the hospital wouldn't be able to do anything, but what was the purpose of your Zhu Yu technique just now?" I asked persistently, but the fourth aunt just looked at me and smiled, and did not answer the question I asked.
Until today, I can understand what the fourth aunt's smile means at that time, it is a helpless state of mind, just like I show my friends in the readership, I must say it clearly, and if I can't say it, I will always type the word "hehe", no matter how you ask, there is only "hehe". The fourth aunt's smile is equivalent to my "hehe", the difference is that the fourth aunt knows that I will understand in the future, and some readers will never understand the meaning of my "hehe", but the same point is that my fourth aunt and I are very helpless.
In fact, what the fourth aunt did was to make a small hole in Xiaoying's completely closed heart, as for whether she can come out, it still depends on her personal will. I have also come into contact with many people with similar experiences in the later period, and in summary, there are the following types: first, those who are optimistic by nature, use self-deprecation to temporarily give themselves an explanation of what has happened, and then hide these shadows in the deepest part of their hearts, until they can fully bear the negative impact of this incident on themselves, and then take them out and put them under the sun, slowly reflect, slowly recall, slowly taste, slowly summarize, and slowly learn from them - this is the most clever way;
The second is those who can't hide things in their hearts, that is, who is caught who tells who is unfortunate to whom, but rarely mentions their own mistakes, quite Xianglin's style, the result is that everyone from the beginning of sympathy, to Zuihou's disgust, so that he himself thinks that he is the most pitiful and innocent person in the world, and also makes everyone find that as soon as this person appears, he will experience Tang Seng's mother-in-law and mother in "Journey to the West", chattering, such people are not worthy of sympathy, because they don't know how to change their fate by their own efforts, and pinning all hopes on the body of external public opinion really verifies the sentence: poor people must have something to hate;
The third category is the people who are more worried, strictly speaking, the third category is divided into type A and type B, type A is very heavy-minded, after encountering unbearable things, all the unbearable will be silently hidden, the next day still what to do, their nerves tightened, but at night, thoughts gush out like a tide, so that they can't fall asleep, even if they fall asleep, they are dreamy, and eventually develop into depression, and even mental problems in severe cases; Type B is the type of people who are more worried, like Xiaoying, after encountering unbearable things, they build a wall in their hearts, maybe they can't look back, maybe they protect themselves, in short, they completely lose contact with the outside world, so as to protect themselves from harm, which is also a typical example of acquired autism.
The fourth aunt used Zhu Youshu to open the hole in Xiaoying's heart, hoping that Xiaoying could slowly return to reality, let her know that there is still light in this dark shijie, and at the same time let her understand that there is still darkness in this bright shijie. Light and darkness are always complementary and indispensable. But I really couldn't comprehend this level at the time, I just thought that right is right, wrong is wrong, good is good, and evil is evil. The conclusion is that I am very wrong, because there is no good or evil in the world, there are many thoughts in people's hearts, and there are great conflicts of interests, and there is the so-called good and evil, perhaps in Buddhist terms, it is just that the situation is born from the heart. Therefore, I have always been proud to be a bad person with a conscience, after all, it is smart people who can be a bad person. After all, what do people live for? My answer is - interests; And what about the relationship between people? My answer is to take advantage of and be used. Don't say that I am realistic, the reality is society, not individuals, and at the same time, I am also proud to be able to use others and be used by others, because using others and being used by others can prove that I still have the value of existence, and I will not be eliminated by society, that's all. Of course, the above is only my personal opinion, if there is any similarity, you are plagiarism, roar!
Just after I and my fourth aunt worked together to put Xiaoying on the bed, I heard the fourth aunt yelling outside, "I'll go and see what's wrong with your fourth uncle, it's early in the morning, what's the call, you are looking at Xiaoying here, after she wakes up, remember to call me." After that, the fourth aunt turned around and was about to go out, and when she walked to the door, she turned her head and continued to say to me: "Don't be naughty." "Well, it seems that the fourth aunt knows me very well, so I had to nod to the fourth aunt, and I agreed to the fourth aunt's request, and the fourth aunt walked out of the side room.
to be continued