Chapter Forty-Six: The Dying Struggle

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"Shall we go any further?"

I nodded and said, "At least, we'll just sit back and wait." Go forward, when to fall, count when! ”

"Is this necessary?"

I had seen despair in her eyes, and suddenly I thought of the confidence and courage it would take for her to run alone into the depths of the Eye of the Earth. And now, such a person already feels that everything is unnecessary. And I, not so much not willing to fall down like this, unwilling to fail, or, nevertheless fantasizing about miracles. In fact, when I say something like that, if it sounds good, it is the desire to survive, and if it is bad, it is the fear of death, that is, the fear of death. Death is unknown, unknown and terrible, and this is the final outcome for everyone. But the fear of death itself is more frightening than the fear of waiting for death.

I propped up the ground, stood up, and said to her, "Perhaps, our final result is death, but we still have two choices, walking to die and waiting to die, between the two, I choose to walk and die." I stretched out my hand to her and smiled, "It's just that I want someone to accompany me through the last part of my life, so that even if I get on Huangquan Road, I won't be alone." ”

My hand was still outstretched, Qi Xue was still thinking, but time passed slowly between us, for a long, long time. Qi Xue finally stretched out her hand: "You're right, two people together won't be alone."

We walked slowly along the stone walls of the rift, the sun forever hanging in the middle of the sky, the scorching sun still scorching the air and the rocks, and sometimes the bare rocks made a cracking sound.

We keep moving forward mechanically, when we are sleepy, we lie down and sleep, and many times, we think we will never wake up again, but eventually we wake up. The weather was unbearably hot, and the water loss in the body was extremely severe, so in order to live longer, we drank our own urine, but it was not long before we had no urine to drink.

This time, I woke up from a daze, I was awakened by hunger and thirst, my throat felt like a fire, my stomach felt like a lump of ice, and I could even feel my eyes turn green. I held my stomach and tightened the belt with difficulty, and at the same time turned over, and when I raised my eyes, I saw Qi Xue sleeping on the side, she was curled up, but the sword was in her arms.

My hand involuntarily reached for the mad dog tactical knife pinned to my waist. After swallowing a mouthful of saliva, there is no saliva. Uncontrollable cranky thoughts came to my mind: I will kill her, quench my thirst with her blood, and satisfy my hunger with her flesh, so that I can at least live a few more days if I get out of this hellish place alive. However, another voice in my heart was shouting: I am a person, not a beast, besides, Qi Xue has saved herself and eaten her, even if she lives, she will be like a walking corpse, what is the point of living like this?

No, you can only live if you eat her, and if you don't eat her, you can only die. No, even if I can live because of this, I will feel guilty about it for the rest of my life, rather than this, it is better to die, and besides, without her, I am afraid I would have died a long time ago.

This life of mine was given by Qi Xue, and now, it's time for me to repay her, perhaps, my death can let her out alive. Thinking of this, my dagger was raised in front of me, and I closed my eyes and plunged it down my throat.

However, at this moment, a pair of hands suddenly grabbed my hand and snatched the knife from my hand.

"You want me to go with you all the time, but ......"

I interrupted her, but there was a burst of laughter, but it didn't last long before there was a violent cough, and the sputum was wrapped in blackened blood clots. I said, "I just thought...... I want to eat you, you know? ”

She bit her chapped lip: "I'm the same as you think, kill you, and then eat you, and live as long as you want!" Then he asked, "Why did you kill yourself?" ”

"Because, you saved my life, and I just ...... In fact, this is not to repay the favor, but to find a suitable reason for yourself to commit suicide, that's all. I said weakly.

"You want me to live, don't you?" Qi Xue looked at me and said leisurely, "Your eyes can't fool me!" ”

"Perhaps, a person's death can be exchanged for a person's survival." I said, "I hope you live!" ”

"You think your death will keep me alive." She laughed playfully, "Humph! Even if I survive, do you think that I am alive and can ignore the condemnation of my soul and live with dignity? What is the difference between this and dying? ”

"I ......" I don't know how to answer her words, indeed, if she eats me, even if she is lucky enough to live, she will never be able to escape the condemnation of her conscience, on the surface, I saved her, but in fact, I hurt her.