Chapter 145: Repentance and Suicide

Kill!

I'm already red-eyed at this moment! It seems that only the color of blood will give me peace of mind!

Hehehehe, I'm smiling hideously at the moment, heaven and earth treat me unfairly, and people's hearts are so complicated, so what's the point of your life? So what's the point of me being a good person?

Maybe Zhao Yufei's death just now was the last straw that crushed the camel in the desert, which crushed not only my emotions, but also my kindness! Since we all have two sides, why can't I? Since you have all chosen to squander your humanity unscrupulously in this monster-infested city, why can't I?

Maybe it's because I've been suppressed for too long, so much so that I actually had a hint of pleasure when I stepped on that middle-aged man's head just now! It's a good feeling to be bathed in blood! Hahaha!

I stuck out my tongue and licked my lips, as if the venting at the moment was refreshing my body and mind. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info and the people around me saw that I actually stepped on the person's head like stepping on tofu, and they all screamed in horror for a while, and I enjoyed this feeling very much, people are good at being bullied, and horses are good at being ridden. You're afraid of me!

I turned around and looked into the distance, at this moment I somehow could actually achieve the feeling of flying arrows, watching a person slowly being left behind by me, I rushed into the distance even harder, suddenly, the corner of my mouth smiled, because I saw a person.

This is a young man in his early twenties, and he is gasping for breath on the side of the road at the moment. I vaguely remember that he was one of the people who watched me just now.

So I slowly walked over to his side and patted him gently. He obviously didn't expect me to come to him, and when he saw me smiling evilly, he was stunned for a moment, and then scolded: "You bastard actually survived?" Why don't you die? ”

Obviously, he still thinks of me as the original me, thinking that I am so easy to bully and want to be majestic now.

It's a pity that he was wrong this time!

Just as he was scolding me, I twisted his arm with a wicked smile, as if tearing a chicken leg, and with a slight twist, blood froze!

Having lost an arm, he realized that I might not be the same person I used to be, and he knelt on the ground and kowtowed to me desperately, despite the pain. "I'm sorry, I was wrong, please forgive me! Please! At this, his snot and tears flowed down his cheeks.

And I am no longer the same person I once was, on the contrary, seeing him kneeling on the ground and crying, I felt a trace of pleasure in my heart. Isn't that what you deserve?

I laughed and slashed his neck with a knife, his head flew far away with inertia, and the body that lost his head was like a fountain at this moment, constantly spraying blood in all directions!

The feeling of feeling blood spilled on me was strange. The blood was still warm when it left the body, so much so that I felt warm at the moment.

It's never been so cool!

I didn't seem to enjoy enough of this feeling at the moment, looking at the people around me, regardless of thirty-seven twenty-one, I rushed forward with a smile, as if only killing and torture was the reason for my life at this moment!

Murder, I think everyone has thought about it, whether it is the person who has bullied him, the person who has deceived him, deep down he has always wanted to kill them all, but because of the law, because of the apology of those people afterwards, so the temporary killing thought dissipated, and I will no longer think about it in the future.

But I really killed people at the moment, and I don't know how many people I killed, smelling the smell of human blood in the air, looking at the stumps all over the ground, I realized that people are so fragile, it turns out that if you tear it lightly, your body will crack.

The police didn't show up, so they must have run away from the monsters. And there is no living person around me anymore. My eyes were bloodshot and my head was buzzing as if it was about to explode, and a voice kept coming to me in my head: "Kill, kill, kill!" "And it seems that only killing people can relieve the swelling pain in my head at this moment. So I subconsciously looked around again.

Not far away, I saw a woman with a big belly sitting on the ground, and she saw me trembling uncontrollably, and her face was also pale and pale, obviously frightened.

My body walked slowly as if out of control, my eyes turned up, the corners of my mouth raised, but in the woman's eyes, it was undoubtedly a demonic smile.

I saw the woman crying incessantly: "Please, please don't kill me, my child has not yet been born, please, take my life, surround my child's life, I want him to grow up happily." ”

Although the woman was moved, and she kept kowtowing and shedding tears. But none of this worked in my eyes, and I always had that voice in my head: Kill her, kill her!

I walked slowly up to the woman and watched her kowtow to me, the corners of her mouth twitching, slowly grabbing her hair, and pressing one hand on her shoulder. He smiled a little, and then slowly pressed his hands.

The woman seemed to know that she could not live any longer, and she looked at me with extremely resentful eyes, and said to me word by word: "You monster, you wait, you will not end well!" ”

She had barely finished speaking when my head was pulled off her body with a pop.

Her body was spurting blood at the moment, but I didn't have the pleasure I had just now.

I felt a thud in my head, and then I came back to my senses, looking at everything in front of me, thinking about what the woman had just said before she died.

Monster? Am I a monster? I saw that my body was stained with the blood of many people, and my hands felt like a thick layer of paint, which made me very uncomfortable.

I looked at the stumps all over the place, did I do this? I killed someone? And...... And killed so many?

Seeing that at this moment, I involuntarily knelt on the ground, grabbed my hair with both hands, and tears slowly flowed down, what the hell did I do?

Why? Why is this happening?

I can't help but slowly think about everything about myself, I have been a good person since I was a child, except for stepping on ants and cockroaches, I have never hurt any other life at all, even my father killed chickens I can't bear to watch, but now, I actually killed so many living people out of control, how can this not make me collapse and despair?

"Ahh.....hh Thinking of this, I couldn't control myself anymore, and I fell to my knees and cried.

It turned out that I turned out to be this murderous pervert, and it turned out that I turned out to be a monster.

Hahaha, hahaha. Because of the pain and self-blame, I even cried and laughed. I felt my head hurt more and more, like it was about to get out of control, but this time the voice in my head didn't make me kill.

His voice was soft, but full of magic, and he slowly said to me, "You have killed so many people, it is already a catastrophe, you kill yourself, so that you will be free." ”

I put my hands over my ears in pain, but I found that I still couldn't resist the voice, as if he was trying to persuade me: "Why are you living so painfully? Why be full of self-remorse? End yourself so that you are free. ”

I opened my mouth and gasped in pain, he was actually right, I had killed so many people, there was no reason to continue to live, even if I chose to live, I couldn't escape the condemnation in my heart.

Sure enough, is death my destination?

I looked at my hands, and the blood on them could not be washed off, no, even if the blood was washed away, my soul was stained with their blood. I'm not going to be at peace in my life.

Yes, I deserve my death, this is my retribution, I should have died with her as early as when Zhao Yufei died just now, if I had died with her at that time, I wouldn't have had so much pain now.

Thinking of Zhao Yufei, my heart ached, she could have married me happily, but I didn't expect this kind of thing to happen, but fortunately, I'm going to accompany you. If we can't get married in this life, then we will go to hell together and be husband and wife again in the next life, of course, provided that I, a great evil person, have a future life.

Seeing a dagger that fell from the ground at some point, I slowly picked it up and put it against my neck, even if I don't die now, this society will not let me live, and I can't escape the condemnation of my conscience. Hey, I still have a conscience!

Rather than live a fugitive life in the future, it is better to cut off your comfort now. Oh, I smiled bitterly again when I thought of this, damn my God, I wanted to be a good person, but it didn't give me a chance!

But it doesn't matter anymore, so be it, the world is too complicated and too scary. I'm so tired, it's time for me to rest. Thinking of this, I slowly exerted my strength, and the knife instantly stabbed into my neck little by little.

"Goodbye, everyone who knows me. That kind Liu Gen in your heart, he is not a murderer! I muttered to myself.

With that, I quickly stretched out my arm so that the knife was a meter away from me, and closed my eyes. Suddenly, stabbing at yourself!

But at this moment, my hand seemed to be torn apart, and I opened my eyes in confusion, only to find that there was no one, perhaps it was my own survival instinct.

Thinking of this, I put aside all distractions, then closed my eyes again, and continued to swing the knife at myself. But this time it was the same feeling. It's like someone broke it open.

Two swirling nests suddenly appeared in front of my eyes at this moment, the whirlpool kept spinning, and at the same time a voice came from inside: "Lao Liu, don't do stupid things, none of this is true!" You're going to have to resist it! ”