It seemed like only two or three minutes had passed, and I couldn't bear it anymore in this absolutely silent environment. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

At first, I was hallucinating, I always felt that someone was whispering to me, and at first I didn't really care about it, but then it evolved into the kind of crazy person who seemed to be whispering something unknown in your head, unable to distinguish between men and women, old and young, anyway, there was an indescribable voice.

A few years ago, I heard of an experiment in which a person was locked in a room of seven or eight square meters, with food and drink, toilets, beds and other daily necessities, except for not being able to touch entertainment items and other people, the person was still free in the room.

However, the results of the experiment confirmed the psychologist's prediction that after only half a day, people with poor concentration showed obvious irritability, and after three days, all those who underwent the experiment had varying degrees of brain damage.

This experiment is a powerful proof that people cannot survive in a lonely environment for long, but what if they take away all their senses and put them in a room called infinity?

Suddenly a glimmer of color appeared in front of my eyes, a chaotic and constantly changing shape, and then the illusion rapidly expanded, and in the blink of an eye, it took over my entire sight.

I'm in a colorful fantasy now, but I'm still extremely uncomfortable, ten times worse than the pitch darkness just now, what the hell is this?

I subconsciously wanted to close my eyes, and when I thought that I already had "no" eyelids, those colorful colors suddenly disappeared.

I realized the seriousness of the problem, I didn't think I would have symptoms so quickly, after all, I am not an ordinary person, and I will always be more tolerant to such extreme environments, right? It didn't seem like it had been ten minutes. Auditory and visual hallucinations followed.

Why don't you count?

I roughly follow the speed of the second hand, counting from the beginning, as a way to combat this boundless loneliness, as long as I force myself to think, I guess I won't think about anything else, right?

Thousand. I'm already feeling very impatient.

One thousand one hundred, I couldn't stand the monotonous counting, so I thought of another way, why not count the animals! Just count all the animals I know.

Cats, dogs, chickens, sheep, horses, birds, Tibetan mastiffs, etc., Tibetan mastiffs seem to be a kind of dog.

Tiger, Lion, Liger, Tiger Lion, Tiger Lion, Tiger Lion, Giraffe, Hippopotamus, Horse River, Zebra, Brutab... I can't think about it anymore, so why don't I imagine the strokes of those words while thinking about it?

Just when I was already in a trance, I was immediately startled, and it is easy to imagine what it means to fall asleep, or to be unconscious, in such a situation.

What else can you do? Reminiscing about the past?

So I carefully excavated the bits and pieces of memories hidden in the depths of my soul, from the time I remembered, the naughty mischievous when I was a child, the silent depravity after learning the ability, those who bullied me, those few people who helped me, at first I still can't remember what they looked like, but fortunately, I lack everything now, that is, there is no lack of time, I carefully scrutinized, mixed with my imagination, and truly restored their appearance.

Su Xiaomeng, who has been rescued by me several times, his father who is sick in bed, the gentleman who has been taught by me, Ye Qinghan who is cold with a hint of tenderness, Wang Fenglei, a fat man with a slightly chubby body and an upright personality, and Xie Xueye, a girl who is weak and blind on the outside but extremely powerful in her heart.

The various events I experienced, the appearance of the mark, the pursuit and killing of ghosts, the anti-pursuit, the expulsion, the almost killed, the suicide attempt, and so on, seem to be a lot, but I still think about them one by one, and repeatedly ponder thoroughly, and the limitations of my time as a person in the bureau at that time have all been listed by me.

It wasn't until I was at the end of that historical line that I chose this path and annihilated my existence, thus saving the citizens of Shanghai and making up for my mistakes.

And then there is the adventure in this world, although I have experienced more than 600,000 reincarnations, but I actually remember only once, but also from the layers of time loops, to allow me to survive, seems to be the luckiest but actually the most difficult one, just a few hours of memory span, but carries millions of different choices, whenever I think about this, there is always a feeling that I have experienced a very remarkable event, well, in the future, I can tell my son to pretend to be a huge and unsurpassed force.

By the way, if you can go back, you must add fuel and vinegar to the fat man, I just want to see his shocked expression, at that time, I will feel a sense of accomplishment.

My childhood is now reminisced, what else can I do, I can't stop thinking, I think, therefore I am, this very philosophical saying is really appropriate for me.

Think about what I've learned from textbooks. At first, I wasn't very happy, but when I think about it, I still feel good, at least to pass the time.

I didn't think about it for long, and the poor knowledge in my mind was almost recalled, and now let me go back to the exam, and I can definitely pass the exam, and I found that I actually remember a lot of things, but I have never sorted it out, and I haven't thought about it carefully, so it has led to my grades always dragging the average score of the whole school back again and again.

And then what, and then what?

What else can I think about in my short life? Why don't you look to the future?

This... It's dark, but you have to think about it, right? Otherwise I'm going to be driven crazy.

After going out, Fan Li must die, even the person with the help association has to dissolve me, and the person with the voice of Qicheng must also die.

However, even if I escape the control of the Helping Association, I will not be able to escape the clutches of the outer gods, and nine out of ten will still be finished.

So, thinking of something else?

For example, think about where people come from, what is the meaning of living, and what is the meaning of death? I'm not interested in that, but, it seems, I don't have much more to think about than these empty philosophical propositions.

The side effects of irritability, restlessness, aggrief, pain, and loss of the body began to manifest themselves, and normally, this negative emotion could usually be relieved by other actions and behaviors, but I couldn't do anything about it.

Seems a little itchy on the scalp? As soon as I had this thought, I felt a strange itch coming from my "head", but I couldn't catch anything, I immediately stopped, it was probably another hallucination, I couldn't think about everything about the body anymore, otherwise there might be some strange fantasies.

It didn't take long for a surge of urine to gush out, and when I calculated the time to drink water, it was almost time to go to the toilet.

Fortunately, I was able to hold back, and sure enough, after a while, the illusion from the non-existent body disappeared.

In its place, there is still boundless loneliness.

There is no time in the dark.

I don't know how long later, just when I was confused again, a longing suddenly rose in my heart, a desire to talk to people, a desire to meet people. The longing was so strong that I let out a silent growl.

I don't know how long it took, all the passions have cooled, my time is coming to an end, I feel like I can't hold it anymore, everything I can think, everything I can't think, I think about it thousands of times.

I've forgotten why I'm here, I've forgotten who I am, and when I want to remember the past again, I find that I've been separated from the past countless years, and it seems to be a past life, not this life, and everything is being quickly forgotten...

Fast, forgetful.