Chapter 65: Inaction

Zhuang Jing may not have expected that Lao Zhuang would say this mercilessly, her expression suddenly became extremely aggrieved, her eyes were suddenly covered with a layer of aggrieved mist, her lips trembled, and she was stubbornly bitten.

The monkey was a little embarrassed, and I felt very inexplicable in my heart, and it was obvious that the look in her eyes that had changed from her previous hatred to one with anger and a slight disgust.

And it is very noticeable, the face also becomes pale.

Actually, I don't want Zhuang Jing to apologize or anything, and this kind of reluctant apology doesn't mean anything to me.

Even, seeing her look like this and the way she looked at me, my heart was very uncomfortable, as if I was blocked by something.

I simply turned my head away from her, I wanted to say a few words for her, but I couldn't pull this face to take the initiative to show her affection.

The atmosphere of the four people became silent, and Lao Zhuang said to Zhuang Jing calmly: "Apologize, apologize to Ye Zhengling." ”

I 'wailed' in my heart, why are you so stubborn, Lao Zhuang? If you're a classmate, I can't get off the stage? Thinking like this, I felt that I couldn't pretend to be okay, so I couldn't help but turn around and say to Lao Zhuang: "Lao Zhuang, cough, I often fight with this one at school, and that one is just joking." It's not necessary, I don't even feel at ease. ”

"You fight with someone else, and the nature of fighting with her is not the same as you. What's more, she also "Lao Zhuang's expression was strict, and she didn't have the slightest intention of relenting because I pleaded for Zhuang Jing."

But before he finished his words, Zhuang Jing suddenly opened her mouth and interrupted Lao Zhuang's words loudly: "Ye Zhengling, I didn't expect you to be this kind of person, do you feel very comfortable after suing?" I'm using you to pretend to be a good person now? Don't you just want to overwhelm and let me give you an apology? Okay, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, have you heard enough? ”

As she spoke, two lines of tears rolled out of Zhuang Jing's eyes.

This is the first time I've seen her cry, and I can't tell what it feels like, it's a bit like a pinprick feeling, but I'm not angry, when did I say half a bad word about her? Why does she think of me like that?

I just wanted to open my mouth to argue, but Zhuang Jing stubbornly wiped away her tears and said to me: "What about apologizing? I remember today's events, and I will never be convinced by you. ”

"You" I was so angry that I couldn't help but take a step forward, and wanted to say something?

As a result, a thunderous voice suddenly shook the earth in the sky, and roared to Zhuang Jing: "What do you say?" ”

I didn't have time to react, but when I looked up, Lao Zhuang's brows were furrowed, although it wasn't a too angry expression, but it was quite scary to look like this.

The monkey craned his neck and said, "It's over." ”

As soon as his words fell, I heard a 'snap', and it turned out that Lao Zhuang slapped Zhuang Jing in the face.

Everyone present was stunned, what a powerful person Lao Zhuang was, when he slapped him like this, Zhuang Jing's face immediately turned red at a speed visible to the naked eye.

And she covered her face, and she didn't believe it in her eyes, Lao Zhuang would really slap her like this.

A trace of distress flashed in Lao Zhuang's eyes, but maybe he didn't show anything in front of me and the monkey, he just said: "Zhuang Jing, I hope you understand what you're talking about?" I don't care what you're thinking, at least the bottom line is that if you forget about it, I'll have to wake you up. ”

The tears in Zhuang Jing's eyes rolled down, and she still looked at Lao Zhuang with such hurt and disbelief, even if I saw it, my heart was tight, and I couldn't help but say loudly to Zhuang Jing: "I don't care if you believe it or not, in short, about me and you, I didn't say anything bad about you to Lao Zhuang, let alone complain." In my heart, I just want to win you once and make you truly convinced, and I don't care about the rest. ”

But Zhuang Jing just looked at Lao Zhuang and didn't give me any response, and I don't know if she heard it or not.

Lao Zhuang's expression was also ugly, and he wanted to say something, but Zhuang Jing turned around and ran away, Lao Zhuang looked at Zhuang Jing's back a little anxiously, and suddenly turned to me and said, 'I'm sorry, I will take care of Zhuang Jing's affairs', and then chased after Zhuang Jing.

Why is he saying sorry? I think it's strange, but the scene of Zhuang Jing's grievances just now also made my heart blocked, obviously there is nothing, why does she hate me so much? Isn't it okay for everyone to be classmates? As for hating me so much?

I let out a long breath, but I couldn't breathe out the depression in my heart.

At this time, the monkey's hand put on my shoulder and said to me: "Brother Ye, don't take it too seriously, Zhuang Jing, this girl will be convinced by you sooner or later, really." ”

He thought that I cared about this, but the boy couldn't tell anyone, I just muffled at that time, I had forgotten about it, and I hadn't thought of Xin Yi for a long time.

Maybe I've been with her for less than a year, or maybe in my eyes, Xin Yi is just a five-year-old yellow-haired girl.

With such a depressed mood back to the mountain gate, I habitually went to the observation deck of the lying cow stone to lie down, this demeanor naturally attracted the attention of the two big men in the mountain gate, this time the master did not just send Brother Zhengchuan out of the horse as usual, even he himself came up.

Under the pressure of these two unscrupulous people, I can only tell this matter 1510.

Brother Zhengchuan just commented with a lazy smile on the corner of his mouth: "Lao Zhuang, this person, like a cow, is easy to be serious about everything, and besides, others can't persuade him to come back." What can I do? He knew, this was expected for Zhuang Jing. Third, don't be depressed, it's not your fault, wouldn't it be good to win Zhuang Jing once in a dignified manner? ”

But the point is" I blushed and puffed out the green tendons on my neck, but I couldn't see anything.

"The point is that you feel wronged?" Brother Zhengchuan said lightly.

I sulked and scratched my head, maybe that's how it should be?

"Don't worry, Zhuang Jing will understand when she grows up, what kind of people are in our mountain gate? Even if you have to endure more blood and tears, you have to go on, what to say for such a trivial matter, it is impossible for us to be from the mountain gate, absolutely impossible. Brother Masagawa's hand slapped on my shoulder.

I exhaled angrily, as for it? The little grievance I had at school, you have to get the blood and tears of the mountain gate, besides, everyone else knows that we are three 'hunters', when did you know that we are a mountain gate?

And the master, who had not spoken all this time, also spoke, and his old god touched out his precious pipe, habitually rubbed it a few times, and began to fill it with tobacco seriously, because the mountain gate was poor, this pipe did not dare to smoke often.

If he thinks about it, he will feel it out and hold it in his mouth.

Only when he seriously wanted to say something would he take out this pipe, really fill it with shredded tobacco, and take a few puffs.

Watching him do this, I knew that he had something to say, but lighting a bucket of cigarettes is a complicated cross-layer, and it takes two times just to light the fire, so Brother Zhengchuan and I waited patiently.

Finally, the pipe slowly burned, the master closed his eyes and took a puff comfortably, and enjoyed it for a while before he opened his eyes and looked at me, and said solemnly: "Zhengling, Zhuang Jing, this girl is very beautiful, right?" ”

This is what he had to say, I was so angry that I almost rolled off the Lying Cow Stone, but there was a subtle feeling in my heart that I couldn't put it into words.

As for Brother Zhengchuan, he rolled his eyes helplessly.

In the face of the two of us, the master did not have a trace of embarrassment, but put his hand on my head, I broke free twice, but did not succeed, just let him put it on my head, he said: "Just now it was just a joke, what I want to say is that you can't just convince people because they are beautiful." Perhaps, you are not because of this, but I have to remind you that when you grow up, you will meet all kinds of people, and even if you are extremely powerful at that time, you must understand a truth, and the view of everything in this world can be extended from me to extend your own view of the world. ”

What is Master talking about? I couldn't help but look at Master, some of them didn't understand.

But Brother Zhengchuan's expression became stern, and he began to listen to the master seriously and attentively about this.

"I mean it very simply, your perception forms the world as you see it. In the same way, everyone has a view to construct their own world. The basis of this view is a person's heart! This is called my world. And it is not right to impose one's own views on others. Just like Zhuang Jing made such a mistake to you and you want her to be convinced of you, obviously you will start to make such a mistake, Zhengchuan too, as a senior brother, there is still such a big deviation in his understanding of the Tao, instead of eliminating the knot in his brother's heart, he will deepen his obsession, which should be punished. The master took another puff of his pipe and said to Brother Zhengchuan.

At this time, Brother Zhengchuan did not have his usual lazy appearance, but said yes to the master very respectfully.

Master continued: "Taoism pays attention to non-action, that is, it does not disturb my heart with his mind, and naturally it will not disturb his mind with my mind, and the superficial meaning of non-action is not to destroy the original balance, and the heaven and earth are free to move on their tracks, but the deeper meaning is this, in this world, you can see, hear, and feel everything, and also let everything feel you, and through the understanding of this sense, you can comprehend nature, that is, the deep meaning of reincarnation, do not break it, do not point it through, and feel everything with your heart. But you can't try to influence everything in this world with your own heart, because that is an act of 'aggression', and it is also an act of planting obsessions for yourself, and the most important thing that all kinds of obsessions are born from is that they are imposed, forced, unrealized, and without foundation. ”

The master looked at the mountains in the distance and said lightly, at this time, where is there still a little obscene appearance on weekdays, his big sleeves are fluttering in the mountain wind, but he really looks like a fairy.

"The disciple has been taught." Brother Zhengchuan said seriously.

I also seemed to understand something, and asked Master seriously, "Then what should I do?" ”

"It's very simple, be yourself upright, don't argue, don't be humble, don't be arrogant, just do nothing." After the master finished speaking, he laughed out loud twice, and a few birds were startled in the forest, and my heart seemed to suddenly open up.

Yes, why do I have to let Zhuang Jing look up to me? I am myself, doing my own thing, so why force other people's opinions?

At the age of 13, I seem to understand something.

The mountain wind continued to blow, and the master said with emotion: "Having said that, I really want to use my heart to influence the heart of the virtuous, so that she knows that there is such an 'infatuated lover' in the distance, waiting for her." ”

"You dead old man." Brother Zhengchuan couldn't help but speak angrily.

And I rushed straight over, grabbed his beard, and shouted, "Stinky old man, what are you doing with me so much?" ”

The sun was gradually setting, the setting sun faintly appeared in the sky, and the silhouettes of the three people were stretched far away on this observation deck