Chapter 387: Nothing (Part 2)
"Nan Wu Amitabha, donor, you are too eager to work, so your mind is unstable, if you continue like this, you will harm yourself......" Although the old monk knocked the candle dragon and nine phoenixes in my hand to the ground, he did not continue to attack me, but stood in place with his hands folded and persuaded me.
I looked at the old monk, slowly squatted down, picked up the candle dragon Jiufeng on the ground, stood up, looked at him and asked:
"Don't talk about those useless ones, I'll ask you, those two people use babies to refine imps, damn it?!!"
When the old monk heard my words, he nodded:
"Damn it."
The old monk's answer surprised me a little, so I went on to ask:
"Then why didn't you let me slaughter them?"
"Although they deserve to die, they should never be killed by you, in this underworld heavenly way, there will be retribution, there will be response, and there will be effect if there is a cause." The old monk said to me with a smile.
I said disdainfully:
"You can pull it down quickly, I don't believe in any cause and effect, what retribution, I believe that I slaughtered them, that is retribution."
"Donor, you are very wrong, if you kill those two people, the retribution will be on you." The old monk looked at me and said.
"On me? What do you mean? I looked at the old monk and asked.
The old monk said a long Buddha number again, and then said to me:
"Huh...... Don't you yourself notice it? At this moment, your mood has become more and more impetuous, more and more restless, more and more irritable, and even more and more murderous, your mind is being swallowed up by the demon barrier in your heart little by little, if you don't restrain it now, I am afraid that you will become hated for eternity if you stumble......"
After hearing what the old monk in front of me said to me, I began to reflect on myself according to his words...... The old monk in front of me is indeed right, I don't know when my own heart has slowly changed, and even become radical, a fire comes up, and I want to kill people at every turn.
Although the old monk was right, I was still wary of him, so I looked at him and asked:
"Why are you talking to me about this? What will I become in the future, and what does it have to do with you? ”
The old monk laughed again:
"You are the Tao, I am the Buddha, the Buddha and the Tao are one family, since they are all one family, I remind the donor to stop the horse from the precipice, and it should also be."
"What is the Tao and what is the Buddha?" I looked at the old monk and asked deliberately difficult.
The old monk said to me:
"It is the heart that is the Buddha, the heart is the Tao, the heart is not the heart, there is water in a thousand rivers and a thousand rivers and a thousand moons, all beings are the same source of the heart, the Buddha cultivates the afterlife, the Tao is in this life, the Buddha is the Tao, and the Tao is also the ...... of the Buddha."
Nima! Is this playing with me again, bullying me for not understanding or what?
When the old monk saw that I did not speak, he said to me:
"Donor, the old man has a message for you, I hope you can keep it in mind: the strong not only cultivate their bodies, but also cultivate their minds, and the latter is more important."
"How do you cultivate your mind?" I looked at the old monk and asked.
The old monk looked at me and didn't speak, but reached out and gently touched my left chest, then turned around and walked towards the stairs under the rooftop.
As he walked, he whispered in his mouth:
"One flower and one world, one tree and one floating life, one grass and one paradise, one leaf and one come, one sand and one bliss, one side and one pure land, one smile and one dust, one thought and one quiet, one step and one footprint......"
Watching the old monk disappear from my sight, I began to examine my own heart, I have indeed begun to change these days, my temper has become more and more irritable and impulsive, and even ignoring the law and going to kill people directly at every turn, what is the reason for all this?
Mind cultivation? How should I cultivate my mind?
Just as I was thinking in my heart, the fat man came up to me, patted me on the shoulder, and asked me:
"I said, brother, what are you doing standing here? So what are you going to do with Xia Linxuan? ”
After hearing the fat man's words, I took my thoughts back, turned my head to look at Xia Linxuan, and found that she was squatting on the ground at the moment, holding her knees with her hands and sobbing in a low voice.
I sighed heavily, walked towards Xia Linxuan with the fat man, walked closer to her and asked:
"Xia Linxuan, let me ask you again, is that dead baby on the ground your own child?!"
After Xia Linxuan, who was squatting on the ground, heard my words, she looked up at me, and said to me with hatred in her eyes:
"Zuo Thirteen, why are you meddling with me?! What about my child? What if it's not mine?! Does it have anything to do with you? Does it have anything to do with you?!! ”
Seeing Xia Linxuan like this, the anger that had just been suppressed by me jumped up again, and I stretched out my hand to slap Xia Linxuan, but my hand waved out and stopped in mid-air:
"You're right, it has nothing to do with me, but it has something to do with Leizi, I don't want to see my buddies who grew up with me being deceived by you all the time, have you ever thought that if Leizi knew what you look like now, what would happen to him, have you thought about it?!"
After Xia Linxuan heard my words, her body trembled slightly, and she lowered her head again and did not speak.
"Your name is Xia Linxuan, right? Bah! It's not me saying you, how can you be such a femme fatale like a girl?! That's your own child!! People can be poor, but they can't have no conscience, you are not my daughter-in-law, if you are my daughter-in-law, I can beat you to death! The fat man also looked at Xia Linxuan who was squatting on the ground and said.
Just when the fat man's words fell, Xia Linxuan suddenly went crazy, stood up from the ground suddenly, and pounced on me, I didn't hide, she stretched out her hands and grabbed the collar of my clothes, swaying back and forth uncontrollably, and yelled at me loudly:
"Thirteen from the left! That's right, I just stole it! I just lied to your brother Leizi! I'm just going to sleep with another man! I'm just using my own miscarriage child to refine the little ghost! I'm a mean woman! I'm just a damn woman! But so what?! Who made me born different from everyone else, nothing!! Xia Linxuan roared madly, as if she had shouted out the unwillingness and humiliation that had been accumulated in her heart.
Xia Linxuan shook her head, let go of the hands that grabbed my collar, and the whole person seemed to have lost her soul, squatting on the ground, crying, while looking down at the ground and muttering to herself:
"The day after I was born, my mother died, I was my father grew up, he rarely worked, he liked to drink, he drank almost every day, he would take me out of anger after every drink, scold me for killing my mother...... When I was a child, from elementary school to middle school to university, all the tuition fees were made up for me by my grandparents who planted peanuts and picked up scraps...... Two months ago, my grandfather was hospitalized for a heart attack, but our family couldn't afford the expensive treatment, so we had to take him home and watch him close his eyes...... I'm not reconciled, I'm really unwilling, why was I born with nothing, nothing, only pain and suffering, you tell me, why is that?!! I hate him! I hate my dad! He's a big man, he can't even get the money for my grandfather's hospitalization, he has nothing to do all day, I hate him!! ”
After hearing Xia Linxuan's crying words, the fat man and I glanced at each other, and we both saw surprise in each other's eyes, I never thought that behind this matter, there was a story, a chilling story.
Looking at Xia Linxuan, who was sitting on the ground and crying constantly, I exhaled, looked at her and said:
"Why bother if you hate others, but you are the one who suffers? To hate others is to give your life to others, learn to be strong, and no matter what happens in the future, life must go on. ”
When Xia Linxuan heard my words, she shook her head and didn't speak.
I then asked:
"Xia Linxuan, do you really think that raising a little ghost can change your fate? Can you make a good life for your whole family? ”
Xia Linxuan raised her head, looked at me suspiciously, and asked:
"Is it all a lie?"
I shook my head:
"It's not that people are deceitful, but that all laws are natural."
"Ten thousand laws of nature? What do you mean? Xia Linxuan asked.
"Metaphysical arts, for virtuous people, can be prosperous, for unvirtuous people, but it is a sharp blade, and this kind of evil art that harms others and benefits oneself, do you think it is virtuous or unvirtuous?" I looked at Xia Linxuan and asked softly.