I've always had an awkward personality, at least at that age.

What you care about, what you like, and what you hate can't be expressed in a direct way, but are stuffy in your heart.

This conversation between my parents made me feel like the sky was falling, and I didn't know what I would do without them. Should I cry or beg them? I can't do it myself.

So, a person quietly pulled up the quilt, clenched his fists, took a deep breath several times, and tears still flowed quietly.

The sound of my parents' conversation was blurred outside the quilt, and I was immersed in my own grief, and I had a sense of desolation and helplessness at a young age.

I was so immersed in this sadness that gradually, I couldn't even hear the movement outside.

It wasn't until my mom thought I was falling asleep and covered my head with a strange feeling that she tore off my quilt and saw that my face was full of tears.

"Son, what's wrong with you?" My mom picked me up in distress.

I cried uncomfortably, this is the first time I have grown up to ten years old, crying like this, in my mother's arms, I can't even speak, I just choked up, and said intermittently: "Mom, don't you want me?" ”

"Silly son, how could we not want you." Mom hugged me in her arms all at once, and I felt her warm tears fall down my neck.

After that, I finally learned the whole truth, and my parents talked to me like an adult.

Although I can't fully understand and digest this past, I probably know the context of the story! To put it simply, the time I met a monster a few years ago, I fell ill, and if my parents didn't send me to Master Yun, I would die.

But my dad also stressed to me that he didn't stay there all the time, but that he was going to stay there for five years, and when he was in high school, he could come back.

Their words finally reminded me of the past a few years ago, the old man Yun who felt at ease when he stayed by his side, and Tang Zhengchuan who took good care of me.

If I was with them, I could still reluctantly accept the truth, and I wouldn't be so sad, at least Mom and Dad didn't want to abandon me and send me away!

In the process of talking with him, Dad has been very calm and said a lot of encouraging words, the most important one is that he treats me as an adult, and the word adult is not heavy in the heart of which child?

The more he said that, the more I felt that it was not a big deal, because I was an adult.

Thinking about my young age, I was still very good at 'coaxing', and thinking about the seemingly calm at that time, in fact, my father who had been reddened in his eyes was very sad, just to comfort me, I have been enduring the boy's need to be beaten, my father's influence is undoubtedly great, and my father's strength will drive his strength, which is the power of the original example.

I think Dad must understand this truth, the so-called father's love is like a mountain, it is like this, silent, forbearing, but strong, generous and unfalling.

This conversation seems to have become a turning point in my life, after this conversation, I suddenly feel like I have opened my mind, a little sensible in the sober, no longer crazy play everywhere, know to help my mother do something within my ability, can also calm down, listen to my father to me all kinds of words.

Because, I vaguely understand what kind of mood filial piety is, at least one of its bases is to understand my parents from the heart and heart, and I have begun to understand something.

During this period of time, the family of three lived an extraordinarily peaceful and warm life, and more felt the strength of family members relying on each other.

The first time I was so attached to my home, unfortunately I still did it very often, and my parents' looks became more anxious every time, and by the time of the last time, there was still one day to be the Chinese New Year's Eve, which meant that in a few days, it would be my tenth birthday, and Master Yun would come at that time, but I didn't wait.

And that time is the eleventh time, which means that what Old Man Yun left behind can't keep me According to his words, I have to hold on, I can only rely on my own will.

At this point, it seems that there is some blurry because it is too painful, and that lethargy is no longer a simple lethargy, and seemingly endless nightmares, but accompanied by the pain of tearing the whole body, and the seemingly dark and comfortable power keeps pulling, tempting me to throw myself there.

I don't know how I managed to hold on? I just remember that my parents kept calling my name in my ears every day, and this little bit of strength supported me, and in addition, there seemed to be a force supporting me, and I could understand that it was a powerful wave of regret and anger, but I couldn't tell where it came from?

Every time I was tired and wanted to fall into the darkness, the power would burst out and burn hard in my chest, filling me with a deep unwillingness, I couldn't leave like this.

So, I have been holding on, but the candle flame of life seems to have been crumbling in the wind, I can't fall, but I also feel as if I can't wake up until late that night, I feel a tingling pain in the lower abdomen, and then, the uncomfortable violent force seems to be slowly receding, and I am finally more comfortable.

When the tingling pain in my lower abdomen disappeared, I broke free from the endless nightmare, I was so tired from sleep that I couldn't wait to open my eyes, and after working hard for a long time, in the blurred light, I saw him again, the old man Yun.

I haven't seen him for a few years, but I have a feeling that he is no stranger to inexplicably, and in a few years, I have grown a little stronger, and I have grown a lot taller, but he is still like that, I have not seen the old, nor the young, he is still a hero's scar, and there is a smile on the corner of his mouth.

"Awake?" He asked me.

I nodded and wanted to sit up, but I was pressed by Old Man Yun and said, "Don't move, you have to wait for me to pull out the needle before you can move freely." ”

I looked down and saw that there were no less than dozens of needles in my lower abdomen, all of which were transparent and weird needles under the light, faintly reflecting a strange blue light.

I lay down again, and when I saw him coming, I was inexplicably uneasy, and asked him in a low voice, "Are you going to take me away tomorrow?" ”

When I said this, my mother suddenly went out, and my father was smoking heavily, but Old Man Yun looked funny and asked me, "Then when do you want to leave?" ”

"I" I couldn't speak, I grew up here, I am so familiar with everything here, the factory and mine compound, the neighbors, my children's school, Zhou Zheng and Chen Chong, my parents, and a small figure appeared in my mind.

I inexplicably remembered Xin Yi, she went back to her hometown, if she came back and I was gone, would she be sad?

And in five years, will she forget about me, and then be so good with Zhou Zheng and Chen Chongyou? Let the egg yolk give them to eat?

Thinking about it like this, I was inexplicably a little sad and didn't know what I was sour, and I couldn't speak when I looked at Old Man Yun.

But as if he understood me very well, he patted me on the head and said to me, "Since I am here, there is no hurry, and it is no problem for you to stay a few more days, but I have to disturb your house for a few days." ”

It was a huge surprise, I was a lot happier and my dad was excited to call my mom.

At this time, I remembered Brother Zhengchuan who taught me a lot of things when I was a child, and I couldn't help but ask, "What about Brother Zhengchuan?" Didn't he come? ”

"I'm here, he naturally can't come, he doesn't guard the huge mountain gate, who will guard it?" Old man Yun glanced at me, with both pride and indescribable tiredness in his eyes.

"The huge mountain gate? Is that a big, big place? "I also watch TV, at least influenced by martial arts dramas, and the gang still has a specific concept in their minds about what a mountain gate is.

"Nonsense, our sect is an extremely powerful sect, you will know later." In retrospect, Master's bragging began at this time to repeatedly emphasize that we are a big faction, in fact, the entire mountain gate adds up to nothing, I don't know at that time, and I still have some inexplicable longings.

After chatting with me for a few words, Old Man Yun felt tired, said hello to my parents, and went to sleep without even eating a bite of food.

On the contrary, it was me, I finally woke up again, facing my mother rushing a hot meal, eating like a little pig from the conversation between my parents I learned that the old man Yun arrived late this night, and after arriving, the first thing he said was to ask me if I was wrong?

Later, I learned that he had arrived here day and night, and before that, he felt uneasy, even if he didn't dare to use a mysterious array in the sect to perceive my affairs, he paid a great price, went to find a friend of his to calculate for me, and then vaguely knew the matter, and hurried here.

All these past events are all expressing that he attaches great importance to me, cares about me very much, and is very sincere to me, but I don't understand why he was born later.

Old man Yun slept for a long time this night, accompanied by a loud snoring sound, which made my house unrestful for a day and a night, and he also slept very deeply, even if my father asked him to get up to eat, he couldn't wake up.

I never knew why a man could sleep so well, I thought that he was like me, whether he was sick or not, and he passed out in a coma until he woke up, and I was dispelled from this doubt.

In fact, Old Man Yun was not a person who could sleep at all, but in order to save me, he consumed a great deal of strength, and this effect lasted for several months, until I stayed on the mountain to get acquainted with it, and he slowly recovered.

These memories are involved, and they are all in the future, but I just remember that the Spring Festival that belongs to parting, I still have a very warm life.

It didn't take long for him to establish a relationship with Old Man Yun Er Xun again, after all, he didn't go out all day like last time, but he loved to stay by my side more

Time passed in this tranquility again, and the lively and warm Spring Festival passed, and I had no reason to stay.

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