Chapter 263: Father's Love Is Like a Mountain
I have the heart to smoke my mouthful. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 When did info become so indebted? What's so bad about being a fool? There are so many confused things in the world, do you have to make everything clear?
I regretted it, and I only hated myself for not being able to bear this pain for him.
Eventually, he fell silent in my arms, stopped moving, and finally let go of my hanging heart.
He fell on my lap and was silent for a long time, then suddenly asked in a low voice, "Pure heart, is there something wrong with me?"
My body stiffened, and the heart that I had just put down was lifted up by him again, and I didn't know how to answer him for a while.
As I was torn between two sides, he slowly sat up straight, turned his back to me, and said quietly, "I seemed to have had a dream just now. ”
Instantly, I felt that the air in the room was gone, and it was difficult to suffocate.
I held my breath and didn't dare to say a word, my fingers turned white from my grip, and I nervously waited for his next step.
I only heard him say faintly: "I dreamed that night, I was holding a knife in front of the gate of the Scripture Pavilion. There are so many of them, I'm scared, but I can't let them in, because, as you said, only the abbot can enter, and the secrets of the Scripture Pavilion can't be known.
But, I'm sorry, there are too many of them, and they are not afraid of me with a knife, I can't stop them.
They surrounded me, narrowing the encirclement little by little...... Finally swarmed up.
I don't know how to get it, I'm also confused now, I didn't see what was going on, and I was stabbed in my body and bled out.
I slowly lowered my head and looked at the blood on my hands, a little strange, how did I shed so much blood, so red, it was everywhere......
The group of people who were still menacing just now seemed to be frightened, and they all looked at me dumbfounded, and they were all honest......
I didn't feel pain, I didn't know I was afraid, they seemed to be scared.
Seeing them like that, I was even a little proud and smiled at the corners of my mouth.
Soon, I had tinnitus in my ears. They were terrified, as if they were arguing about something, but I couldn't hear anything, and I just fell down with a smile on my face.
Haha, they were all scared away by me. I'm so glad they finally let me go.
They were scared, and many of them packed up their things overnight and ran away.
No one cared about me, so I just kept lying in front of the door of the Scripture Pavilion. I can't move, I don't want to move, I'm going to stay there all the time, and no one wants to go in.
At dawn the next day, people came to see me, and they crouched down and tried my snort with their fingers. After a while, someone found a mat and rolled me up, and several people carried me away.
I wanted to resist, I wanted to struggle, but I couldn't move, so they could only carry me away. ”
At this point, he suddenly sat up, looked at me suspiciously, and said, "Strange, how can I watch them carry me away?" I seemed to follow them all the time, but they didn't seem to see me, only the one they carried. ”
"And then?"
The clear space slowly looked away, staring blankly ahead, through everything in front of him, as if he had seen the scene reappear.
"Halfway up the mountain, a man said, 'Almost, isn't it?' It's really dead, or I'll be buried here. ’
The others agreed, and threw me on the ground. They sat and stood beating their arms and shouting, 'We're going to be tired.' ’
After a while, they started digging the pit, and then they buried me. When he said this, he couldn't help but cry.
I took him by the shoulders, pressed him to my lap, buried my head in his back, and wept silently with him. At this time, the man was no longer crying, like a weak baby.
"Pure heart, I'm dead, I'm dead! It turns out that I am the legendary ghost! I still think I'm a good person, working every day, guarding the monastery, feeding the children, but I am nothing! It's a ghost!" The more he spoke, the more excited he became, and he began to howl.
At first, I was still grieving with him, but gradually I couldn't take it anymore, so I pulled him up, looked him straight at him in tears, and shouted, "What's wrong with the ghost? Are ghosts inferior? Why should you be contemptuous? I don't think you're worse than those so-called people!"
Jingkong wiped the tears on his face and asked timidly, "Do you really think so?"
"Of course!" I glared at him angrily, "Senior brother, how great you are, one person dares to fight against so many people, not only guarding the Shenlong Temple, but also raising his son so well, who else in this world can do it except you in the sky?" Anyway, I haven't seen or heard of a second one except you! When you were alive, you were my senior brother, and now although you are a ghost, you are also my senior brother, and you are a senior brother that I admire even more!"
"Really?" Jingkong's mood stabilized a lot, and he asked in disbelief.
"Is that still fake? That's what I think, you're so amazing, if you didn't really think about Nianci in your heart, you wouldn't have been able to return to Shenlong Temple and feed your children. A normal person may not be able to do it, but you have done it, and I think you know better than anyone else about the hardships during this period. ”
"But, can Nianci accept me as a ghost father? He has always only regarded me as his master, and he has never called me Dad?" As he spoke, Douda's tears overflowed again.
I glared at me and snorted, "He dares to deny you!"
Jingkong grabbed my hand and said urgently: "Don't ...... you"
I knew he was afraid that I would teach the child. I haven't done anything yet, he is distressed when he is a father, hey, pity the hearts of parents all over the world.
I patted his hand and said, "Don't worry, that's my nephew, I have my own measure." You first rest in this Qiankun axis, leave this matter to me, and you can wait for my good news.
When you were human, you couldn't recognize each other, and now that you're all ghosts, what are you afraid of?
Don't worry, it's okay. You're good to go. ”
Clearance tugged at my sleeve and hesitated to let go. I knew that he was longing for it, but he was a little afraid, afraid that the boy would not recognize him and never see him again.
And I, the third person, am not worried at all, I just thought, if Nianci dares to not even recognize his father, then it is not as good as a pig and a dog, it is better to just let me kick him to death, and there will be one less beast in the world.
Maybe that's the difference between being biological and not being biological, right? Although I also love that child, it is not my own flesh and blood, so I can be so ruthless?
Of course, I believe that the child will give me a satisfactory answer, after all, his parents are Jingkong and Yaochen, and their children can't be wrong.