Chapter 137: Indulgence in Dreams
I think my answer must have made Zhang Xiaoyun very happy, and I saw her smile more and more shy and beautiful. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info
I was holding her hand, but as soon as she struggled, her hands hooked up on my neck.
"As long as you like me, I don't care about the rest!"
I was a little panicked. Looking at her affectionate pulse, seeing her beautiful face so close to me, I really wanted to hug her in my arms.
I love Meng Xiang, but I am also a physically sound man, if I change a woman, a different situation, I think I will definitely not be able to control it.
But Zhang Xiaoyun, she is not a living person, she is just a ghost.
"Never mind what I am!" Zhang Xiaoyun immediately saw through my thoughts, "As long as you like me!" And, as long as you get out of here, I won't be able to see you, even if I want to! ”
I think she was actually trying to tell me that even if she wanted me to be responsible, she couldn't.
I watched the corners of her mouth once again reveal a sour and bitter smile, as if waiting for my soothing, waiting for my favor.
My mind was in a mess, but I finally reached out and put my arm around her thin waist.
That kind of softness is boneless, that kind of inadequacy in a grip, it feels really real.
Reason tells me that I shouldn't be emotionally entangled with a ghost. But at the same time, another voice reminded me that I was just dreaming, and that even if it was excessive, even if I vented once, it would not bother me in real life.
Therefore, I could feel my breathing getting heavier, and after Zhang Xiaoyun took the initiative to stand on tiptoe and offer her lips, I finally fell helplessly, but extremely excitedly.
It feels really, really, really!
I didn't imagine Zhang Xiaoyun as Meng Xiang - of course not entirely in my imagination, I don't think Zhang Xiaoyun herself wants me to imagine her as Meng Xiang.
So I can clearly distinguish the girl I am hugging, which is thinner and softer than Meng Xiang. She was like a slippery piece of silk, brushing around my body, and I couldn't control myself at all.
And when it was all over, while I was still holding her down and kissing her, I heard her whisper in my ear, "Colliers, I love you!" ”
I woke up suddenly, only to find that the sun was full of windows, and I was in a dream, lingering with Zhang Xiaoyun all night.
I slept in my panties, and the dripping dripping in my panties reminded me that it wasn't exactly a dream.
As I lay on my back in bed, I reminisced about the last night, and the whole thing remained in my mind. It really doesn't feel like a dream, but it really happened last night.
I think that many ghost romances in "Strange Tales" are probably not completely fictional, but real. Even if I knew that Zhang Xiaoyun was a ghost, and I knew that I was just dreaming last night, I really wanted to indulge in it and do it again.
But I can't indulge in it, I'm not a poor scholar who hasn't experienced love in ancient times, I'm a modern person, and I already have a girl I love.
I love Meng Xiang, although everything last night was very real! But, more real, after all, is still Meng Xiang.
So I changed into another pair of panties and got out of bed. After washing my hands and face, I went to Zhang Xiaoyun's grave again.
Zhang Xiaoyun was still standing in the shadows of the woods, looking at me with a shy smile.
After experiencing last night's incident, I was a little uncomfortable, but Zhang Xiaoyun, although she was also shy, but more affectionate.
"Will you come back to see me?" She asked me, straight to the point.
"Of course!" I replied immediately, but after a slight pause, I added, "But...... Probably won't come too soon! ”
"I know!" She smiled wryly and nodded, "How do you feel...... I'm sorry Officer Meng, right? ”
I scratched my head and finally nodded.
Instead of being sad, she laughed.
"Since you feel sorry for Officer Meng, it means that you like it...... Stay with me like you did last night, right? ”
I was a little embarrassed, and I wanted to tell her that no man would not like it, but to say it seemed like an insult to her.
"I've brought some things for your grandfather, and I'll ...... I'll treat him like my own grandfather! "I can only change the subject.
She smiled slightly: "I know you will, so, you hurry back!" Just remember, I'm here for you! ”
I was very touched by her thoughtfulness and tolerance, but unfortunately I couldn't touch her, otherwise I would have hugged her and kissed her as a farewell.
The previous embarrassment disappeared invisibly, and I also looked at her deeply with my eyes and said, "I will remember that you are waiting for me, you take care!" ”
She is a ghost, and she can't take care of herself, but I say the word "take care" very sincerely.
She nodded and smiled, and vanished.
I breathed a sigh of relief and looked back at her grave. Because of her thoughtfulness and tolerance, I don't think I would go too long without seeing her.
Although psychologically speaking, I am a little sorry for Meng Xiang, but after all, Zhang Xiaoyun accompanied me from birth to death and saved my life several times in a row, and I can't be too sorry for her.
What's more, every man will have a little secret in his heart, anyway, it is impossible for Zhang Xiaoyun to find Xiangyang, so let's take it as a little secret between me and her!
I returned to Xiangyang that day and had dinner with Meng Xiang. I thought I would feel ashamed to see Meng Xiang, but what I didn't expect was that I was ashamed, but it wasn't obvious.
Then I feel that maybe all men are quite selfish and greedy, especially when it comes to women.
I love Meng Xiang, but if there is a woman who will not destroy the relationship between himself and his lover, I think every man will not refuse.
Zhang Xiaoyun is that woman.
But after all, I love Meng Xiang more, and in my heart, there is indeed a touch of guilt, so although I occasionally think of Zhang Xiaoyun, and think of the agitation and indulgence that night was different from that with Meng Xiang, I didn't go to Uncle Zhang's to meet Zhang Xiaoyun again soon.
Until nearly the end of the year, I remembered that Uncle Zhang was alone, and after obtaining Meng Xiang's consent, I bought some meat and vegetables for the New Year, and bought a leather jacket and a coat for Uncle Zhang, drove my father's car, and went to the Baokang County Public Security Bureau to change the motorcycle into the mountain.
Meng Xiang didn't go with me, and I think she also understood that Zhang Xiaoyun wouldn't be happy to see her with me.
Naturally, I stayed in room 2 for another night, and Zhang Xiaoyun seemed to miss me very much, and this time she was more daring and fanatical than the first reserved and shy.
This is my little secret between me and her, and if there is no follow-up, I think I will keep this little secret forever, and only occasionally come to meet Zhang Xiaoyun - to be precise, I meet Zhang Xiaoyun in a dream, and in real life, I will love Meng Xiang with all my heart.
But another even weirder and more terrifying thing not only pulled me and Meng Xiang into the whirlpool of terror again, but also brought Zhang Xiaoyun and me to an end.
(See Chapter 138 "The True Meaning of Love")