Chapter 19: The Past of Books
Do you think the name "He Shuxiang" is like a woman's name? Do you know why? He Shuxiang asked me. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info
"How could I possibly know?" I've always been very uninterested in these innocuous questions, and I said with some impatience.
Xiao Ling seemed to be familiar with this kind of question, and she replied in a low voice: "For, a woman."
I think Xiao Ling's answer is a bit idiotic, because in my heart, a little fresh meat like He Shuxiang, who has fine skin and tender meat, will not concentrate on a woman, and empathy is a part of their life. There is no need for such a person to worry about not being able to find a girlfriend, this face is meant to make women crazy about it.
"That's right, the name is like a woman, and it's for a woman. My former name was He Yishan, not He Shuxiang. He Shuxiang said with some melancholy, "I think at the beginning, I loved her so much, and I thought she was the same, but unfortunately, I was wrong." We met in the library, I like to read, and I basically soaked in the library whenever I had time in college, but I believed in that sentence, knowledge changes fate. In fact, it is not knowledge that changes fate, but means. β
"That day, we took a book at the same moment, superstition said it was chance, science said it was coincidence, I think it was providence. At that moment, with that look, we knew each other, and I fell hopelessly in love with her. β
"Her name is Xu Shuxiang, and like her name, she always exudes a bookish fragrance that I can't extricate myself from, and when she says she loves me too, I feel that I am the happiest person on earth."
"The college years passed quickly in the days I spent with her. After graduating, I used up all my savings from college, bought a diamond ring, and rode my bike to her. It's a pity, it's a pity that I never thought that she would get on a BMW that she could call her dad. I called her name and her pretty face came out of the window and told me, 'I'd rather cry in a BMW than laugh on a bike!' ββ
"She's such a woman, she's been lying to me for three years, and I don't even know it!" He Shuxiang laughed at herself, "But I only have her in my heart." I don't know why, I had the idea that what I couldn't get, even if it was ruined, I couldn't let others get it, and I was such a toad. Aren't you willing to cry in a BMW? I'll make you cry enough in your BMW! β
"Since that day, I've been squatting in front of the big boss's villa, waiting for the right opportunity to make a move. I waited for more than three months, and finally one day she drove out alone, and I stopped her halfway down. Hum...... After being raised by that boss for a few months, she actually got a little blessed, of course, there was still some bookish fragrance on her body, which had long been swallowed by the vulgar smell of perfume. β
"She told me confidently that she already had the boss's child, and the boss was planning to divorce his wife, who had entered menopause, so that she could turn herself into a regular person, and from now on, she could go wherever she wanted."
"At that time, I just felt that my head was buzzing, it was blank, and my heart was even more discouraged. I was going to kill her, but when she said that, my grip on the dagger let go. I don't deserve to kill such a woman, doing so will only dirty my own hands. That's what made me completely dead to her. β
"After Xu Shuxiang left my world, I started a new life and made a living in society, although it was very fortunate, but it was also very fulfilling. Of course, another woman came into my life, she was an ordinary girl, whether it was her looks or knowledge, I also liked this ordinary, this ordinary. Like many couples, they support each other and finally come to the palace of marriage. β
"But, but, one day after we got married, an accident happened, and it was this accident that changed my life."
"You should have guessed it." He Shuxiang smiled bitterly and mockingly, "Xu Shuxiang broke the life of our husband and wife. My husband and wife own a small restaurant, and because of my wife's good cooking skills and fair prices, there is an endless stream of diners who come to eat here. Later, my wife had a big belly, and I was in charge of the restaurant, and some of the diners were regular customers who knew each other, and many of them congratulated us for this. β
"That day, Xu Shuxiang ran to the restaurant, crying and making trouble, saying that he knew what real love was, what he said about reuniting after breaking the mirror, I still loved her, and said all kinds of happy things when I was in love on campus."
"She was deceived by that boss, and she was deceived very badly. It turned out that the boss's wife couldn't have children, but they wanted a child, so the boss naturally set his sights on college students who were not deeply involved in the world. Of course, she also stared at her, she was extremely naΓ―ve to think that she was about to live the life of an upper-class person, but she didn't expect that in the end it would just be a bamboo basket for water. β
"I told her that I was dead to her, that there was no place for her in my heart, and that I already had a wife and a child, so please don't come and pester me. But she was still stubborn and unwilling to leave. My wife heard the movement and walked out of the inner room, but just now Xu Shuxiang and I were fighting, a bottle of sesame oil spilled out, and it was very inconvenient for my wife to have a big belly, and her feet slipped, and the tragedy came instantly. β
"The pregnant woman is very fragile, and before she reaches the hospital, my wife swallows her last breath in the ambulance, and my life is shattered and I am in a bottomless abyss."
"Xu Shuxiang is crazy, walking around the street, and when he meets people, he says, I was wrong, I was wrong......"
"I'm crazy too, anyway, as long as I see a third person, I'm going to find a way to get rid of her, and after I killed three juniors in a row, I was sent to prison as a psychopathic killer."