Chapter 4: Dreams
The monastery, I never used it as my permanent abode, because the monks did not follow my faith. The pen and the fun and the pavilion don't understand www.biquge.info the use of them bowing to the idols every day, can it be that kowtowing to those idols will bring Daddy back to life? No! I tried, so I know.
The abbot was sometimes asked to do something, and I followed him. Every now and then, I feel funny in my heart, what is the use of an old monk reciting those sutras? Is it really possible to eliminate disasters or surpass the undead? Then it's good for everyone to recite the sutra every day, but why is there so much suffering in the world? But if only the abbot's recitation is effective, wouldn't the abbot have boundless power? But after getting along with him day and night for so long, I don't see anything outstanding about him except for having a compassionate heart? In my eyes, he is just a living, funny little old man who is no different from ordinary people. I really don't know what those people think. Maybe it's just because he's a good person, so everyone is donating money to the temple on this basis so that he can live a better life?
Although I don't believe in the abbot's set, it doesn't stop our relationship. I believe he is the person who loves me the most in the world besides my father.
In this way, I ate and slept with the abbot for a year, and we were almost inseparable. Only when the abbot was napping, sometimes I would slip away to the back mountain alone, sit on the edge of the cliff and look into the distance in a daze.
It was secluded and no one bothered me, and I would sit there thinking about Daddy. Although he is old and not handsome at all, he makes me feel warm. I'm not a bad guy who knows who's good for me. Sometimes, when I think about it, I cry on my face. Dad, I'm sorry for you.
At noon that day, I was sitting on the edge of a cliff in a daze, when suddenly a palm-sized butterfly burst into front of my eyes, fluttering and refusing to leave. The butterfly is colorful, with a long little streamer on its tail wings, and the two big eyes-like patterns on it change dazzling colors with the flapping of the wings. I had never seen such a beautiful butterfly before, and I was immediately attracted to it, forgetting that I was on the edge of a cliff and reaching out to catch it. However, the butterfly was not so honest, flapping its wings and flickering, seemingly slowly, but in fact it was very nimble enough to avoid my capture. And I was too hard and fell headlong.
Listening to the sound of the wind whirring in my ears, I found that I was surprisingly calm, and I was not afraid, and even a thought happily slipped through my mind - Dad, I came to see you. I closed my eyes and looked forward to the pain of touching the ground with peace of mind.
However, the expected pain did not appear, and with a "poof" sound, my body was soaked with cold water. Before I could react, I was poured into my mouth several times, and my ears seemed to be filled with water. It hurts, but it's certainly not the kind of pain that comes with being smashed into a patty and shattered bones. Because, at the moment of pouring water, the body has already begun to struggle and flutter before consciousness. My cheeks puffed out, my breath closed, my eyes widened. It was pitch black all around, and I couldn't see anything when I couldn't reach out my fingers. I kicked my hands and feet, desperately trying to surface. Originally, it was a little effective, and I could already feel my body upward, but suddenly there was a strong suction force in the water, which pulled me down, and my body suddenly went down without obeying the call. I opened my mouth in horror, and a string of bubbles ran out. I quickly shut my mouth and said in my heart, I can't hold it anymore!
I closed my eyes when I fell, and I was bent on dying, and I didn't expect this to be the case below, otherwise I would have been able to hold on for a while by taking a deep breath. And at this moment, after some tossing, there was not much air left in the chest. I just felt a huge pain in my chest, my brain gradually went blank, and I was about to suffocate.
At this time, some messy images that did not belong to my memory flashed in my mind. I saw the dark clouds crushing down, and thunderbolts clattering from the sky, piercing the sky. A young man in white runs wild on the mountain, dodging the lightning attack. It was really strange that the lightning slashed at him like it had eyes, and each time it was narrowly avoided by the young man. Looking at the place where the thunderbolt struck, all the trees were broken, and the flames that burst out were quickly extinguished by the heavy rain, leaving a scorched black trace. I was so frightened that I pinched the sweat for the young man, but I unconsciously forgot to struggle, relaxed my body, and let the water carry me down.
When my consciousness was scattered, my eyes suddenly lit up, and my already dilated pupils shrank suddenly. His body twitched excitedly, and he couldn't help but block it with his hands. At that moment, I saw a large, pale face suddenly appear in front of me, and my nose was almost in line with mine. I exclaimed "ahh
Just when I thought I was going to say goodbye to the world from now on, my consciousness seemed to be sucked away by something, and I suddenly woke up. When I looked closely, I found myself still sitting on the edge of a cliff.
I jumped up like a spring, took a few steps backwards, and then sat down on the ground, with my hands on my chest, gasping for breath, shaking like chaff, and screaming incessantly, and I was terrified.
What just happened? Didn't I fall? How did I get up? What's that big face? Am I asleep and dreaming? I looked down at myself, my clothes weren't wet, was it really a dream? It feels so real!
I tried to stand up, but my legs were weak and I didn't have the strength at all. I wanted to climb over it and look down the cliff, but I didn't have the guts for a moment. I was so scared that big pale face would suddenly pop out from below.