After the clouds and rain, Guo Yu soon fell asleep, pillowing his not wide chest, I felt an inexplicable emptiness. Maybe the more exciting, the more intense the investment, when it is over, the more I will feel the extreme emptiness in the depths of my soul, the feeling that people can't grasp tomorrow and can't see the future, almost suffocating me.

Before the old lady and I could suffocate, Guo Yu on the pillow suddenly opened his eyes, and then his whole body was like an electric shock, convulsing violently. I quickly left his chest, and I saw that the black eyes in his eyes were rolling, and white liquid was gushing out of his mouth.

Thanks to the knowledge I learned in college, after seeing Guo Yu's condition, I quickly grabbed the pillow and stuffed it into his mouth to prevent him from biting off his tongue due to spasms. Then, with great effort, I pushed his body into a sideways position so that he would not be obstructed from breathing by spitting out too much secretions.

Guo Yu's spasms were very short, and after about a moment, I felt a hot warm current flowing out of his lower body, and I knew it was okay.

I know that the initiator of Guo Yu's current appearance is myself, but at that time I really didn't expect that it would end up like this, if I knew, I would never let this kind of thing happen.

Guo Yu secretly wrote me more than one love letter in his sophomore year of high school, but I didn't refuse or accept his feelings. Like trophies, I collect all the things that these admirers have given me, and use them as capital to show off in the future.

It's just that I didn't expect Guo Yu to be so persistent, writing one after another, until later, he almost bought a large bouquet of bright roses like fire, knelt on the ground, and hoped that I could become his girlfriend.

Just when I was at a loss, Yaohua, who was in the same class, walked over, snatched the rose from Guo Yu's hand, threw it on the ground, and stepped on it fiercely. "The toad wants to eat swan meat, and you don't pee like your bear." As a rich second-generation Yew Wah, he doesn't care about the other party's feelings at all.

Looking at Guo Yu's eyes that were about to burst into flames, Yaohua continued to taunt the other party, "If you want to catch up with our school girl, you have to go to South Korea at least a few hundred times, you know, toad?" ”

Guo Yu, who could not bear the humiliation, resisted, but was knocked to the ground by Yaohua, who far surpassed him in all aspects. "Convincing or not?" Yaohua rode on Guo Yu's body and asked the other party arrogantly.

"You're going to die!" Because Guo Yu was controlled by others, he scolded in shame, casually bit Yaohua's arm, and refused to let go of anything.

"Cionima, loosen your mouth, do you hear it!" Yaohua's arm was bitten out of blood, but Guo Yu said that he would not let go of anything, and in a hurry, Yaohua picked up the mop on the ground and knocked it Guo Yu's head, two or three times...

After this incident, I never saw these two men again. Later, I heard that both of them had changed schools, and it was not until I met Yew Wah again after graduating from university that I learned what had happened from him.

Because Yaohua was too heavy, the mop hurt Guo Yu's brain nerves, and the consequence was intermittent convulsions and incontinence. For this reason, the Yaohua family came up with a seven-figure compensation to settle the matter. And Guo Yu's family took him to study while treating his illness, and whenever he talked about this, Yaohua always said that he was a little sorry for Guo Yu, saying that he was too reckless back then, and if he had the opportunity, he would definitely make amends to Guo Yu in person. I was just smiling at the time, feeling that men were really interesting, and it was really unreasonable to be able to play like this for such a trivial matter.

It wasn't until now that I realized that Yaohua also had a crush on me at that time, but when he saw Guo Yu, who was inferior to himself, he planned to take the first step, and I didn't agree, so I stepped in to stop it. It's just that the two strong-blooded children didn't know the depths, and they didn't say a few words before they fought.

After so many years, the two passers-by in my original life, one became my ex-husband, and the other was lying next to my bed, is there anything more unreliable than this on shijie?

I lowered my head and looked at Guo Yu who was curled up and crying, and thought to myself, is this man really the man who had a crush on me when he was young, and now under the arrangement of fate, he has become the true son of the person next to my pillow? My eyes are full of confusion!

It's just that looking at Guo Yu's helpless appearance, my mother's love was stimulated. wiped the stains on the corners of Guo Yu's mouth with a pillow towel, then hugged his head in his arms and gently stroked his hair.

"Are you going to dislike me for that reason?" Guo Yu was like a child who had done something wrong, lowered his head and didn't dare to look me in the eyes, and asked me in a low voice.

My eyes are a little moist, you must know that Guo Yu's current problems are all because of me, how can I be cruel enough to dislike him. I couldn't say anything, I just felt a heart-wrenching pain, a physical pain, that made me choke.

"I'll treat you well." Kissing Guo Yu's forehead, I made a promise to the other party, because this is the only way I can make up for the other party now.

I don't even know what that night brought me. The physical pleasure is still the spiritual shock. But what I did know was that from that night on, my life changed qualitatively.

I became less vain, I no longer thought about myself. In order to prevent Guo Yu from being disturbed by rumors from the outside world, during the days when I lived with him, I basically lived a simple life. All the purchases were done by the nanny who had accepted my bribes, and I hid in Guo Yu's house, like a bride at the beginning of my marriage, cooking for him, washing clothes for him, and even fantasizing about giving birth to children for him.

When I am idle and bored, I even feel that the last failed marriage is definitely a threshold that I must go through in my life, and the purpose is just to create such a node for me to reunite with Guo Yu and atone for me and Yaohua to atone for my past sins.

I believe that as time passes, I will be like a phoenix reborn from the flames, and I will once again appear in front of the public with pride. In order to realize this ideal, all I can do is to desperately endure and work hard to change the problems I once had, so that I can become a qualified wife. ”

Speaking of this, Bingbing stopped with longing in her eyes, and for the first time, I felt that this woman whose face had been ruined by more than half of her face exuded an indescribable light. Very kind, very warm, maybe this is the liliang of hope!

But before I could finish appreciating it, the light in Bingbing's eyes gradually dimmed, and my heart immediately sank, knowing that what I was going to narrate next would definitely not be a good thing...

to be continued