I can't guess or figure out what the beginning and the end of our lives are. But no matter what, I will not agree with a person who commits suicide, no matter how big a setback is, suicide is what a coward does.

Because our lives are not just for us. Life is beautiful for us, at least we can feel the existence of a self, and this existence is the greatest miracle that nature has given us.

No matter what grievances, sorrows, weeping, or despair we encounter in our lives, we must believe that it is just a journey, grit our teeth and stick to the past, and there is a longer road waiting for us in farther places.

Because after the wind and rain, there will be a more gorgeous rainbow.

However, if it falls under the wind and rain, all that remains will be rotten and stinky.

People, the weight of life, is really too heavy......

Walking out of Yunzi's residential area, I saw that the taxi was still waiting for me in front of the gate, and after getting into the car, the car turned around and drove towards Dongdian City.

I sat in the back seat of the car, and I couldn't calm down for a long time.

When Yunzi was leaving, what he said kept echoing in my mind:

"I really don't want to go...... I'm afraid of death, I'm afraid of losing everything in this world......"

When I faced her, I suddenly had a feeling of despair, and that despair seeped out of my heart little by little.

The strength was so firm and so absolute that I was almost speechless. I stood there, my palms cold, feeling hopeless, lonely, and even wanting her to stay in the sun.

Even though I was in a state of confusion, I still recited the Sutra of Salvation, because doing so was the best place for her.

It's just that why am I so resistant to facing death now, but yesterday I was so ruthless to kill people? Could it be that because I borrowed the power of the "Xuanhuang Dijing" now, I don't even know myself?

I leaned back in the back seat and looked out the window at the night, feeling melancholy......

The most terrible thing in life is not that I can't see my future, but I have seen my future, but I can't do anything to change it.

No, I'm not reconciled!

I must find the reason why this cultivator of Dao art has committed the five evils and three deficiencies and the Xuanhuang Dijing devouring my mind, and the remedy......

"Young man, let's go back to Dongdian?" The taxi driver in front of me turned to me and asked, interrupting my thoughts.

I nodded:

"Yes, you can send me back to where I got in the car."

……

Arriving at the entrance of the community, I walked out of the taxi, and at this time, I suddenly saw a couple also walking out of a taxi behind me, and the man seemed to have drunk too much, while swaying and walking, while keeping saying in his mouth:

"Li Xin, do you know how cruel I am in this society now?! How much competitive pressure is there?! I work hard, work hard, it's normal to go out early and return late, there are no days off a year, and the monthly salary is only more than 3,000......

"I'll marry!" She was holding the drunk man and answered the man without stopping for a second.

And I stood aside and clearly saw that the drunken man also didn't stop for a second, and then cried......

Then, none of them spoke, and they walked into the community together.

I watched the two of them drift away, and a sense of loneliness suddenly filled my whole body, and I confessed that I was a little jealous and envious of them, and I confessed that I missed An Rushuang again......

She is not there, although my life is still going on, but this does not mean that she is not important in my life, I miss her, lovesickness, is terminal.

Sighing, I couldn't help but open my mouth and say to myself:

"I am like a cloud, my heart is leisurely and pampered, my heart is so good, I am leisurely and ......." After speaking, he raised his legs and walked into the community.

After returning to the fat man's house, after I hurriedly washed up, I set the alarm clock with my mobile phone, lay directly on the bed, and fell asleep.

The next morning, I was woken up by the alarm clock on my phone, and after washing, I went to the fat man's room and woke him up.

The two of us had breakfast together, and then went downstairs together and went straight to the Qingzhu Temple in North Jiushui.

Along the way, the fat man drove the car very fast, and we arrived at Qingzhu Temple before noon, and when I went back, I was surprised to find that the door of Qingzhu Temple was still locked.

This shows that in the two days we left, neither my master Qingfeng Dao Chang nor Lu Zhenren came back.

I opened the lock, pushed the door and walked in, and when I got back into the house, I immediately took out my phone and called the head of the Qingfeng Road.

I wanted to tell him on the phone that Gui Zhenren might be a traitor, but the phone said that he was not in the service area, where did this Qingfeng Dao Leader go now?

I thought to myself, and at the same time edited a text message and sent it to him, if there was a signal on his phone, he would definitely see it.

After sending a text message, I told the fat man to go directly to a nearby town to buy some things, I was not going to delay any longer, and immediately set off to the Maolan Karst primeval forest in Guizhou to find the female corpse in the ancient tomb and find out the truth.

……

After I got ready, at noon, the fat man took me to the airport.

"Senior brother, are you really planning to go to that primeval forest tomb alone? If something really happens and you don't even take care of it, what will you do with yourself then? The fat man looked at me and was still a little uneasy.

"Jiren has his own nature." I watched the fat man make a joke.

"Pull it down!" The fat man replied to me.

I smiled and said to him:

"Okay, fatty, I won't tell you more, you go back first, I'm going to call my parents, you must remember, if our master comes back, you must tell him about Guizhen." Before leaving, I said another word to the fat man.

When the fat man heard my words, he made an "OK" gesture to signal me to rest assured.

After separating from the fat man, before boarding the plane, I took out my mobile phone, called my mother, chatted with her for a while, hung up the phone, turned off the plane and boarded.

Prepare to travel to the Maolan Karst primeval forest in the southern suburbs of Libo County, Guizhou.

……

By the time I got off the plane, it was already past three o'clock in the morning, and I first found a hotel near the airport, washed up, and went to sleep.

When I woke up the next morning, I immediately went to a nearby outdoor store and bought all the equipment I needed for this trip to the primeval forest:

Backpack, sleeping bag, moisture-proof mat, gloves, hat, change of clothes, sunglasses, headlamp, flashlight, water bottle, personal hygiene items, personal medicine kit, lighter, compressed biscuits, solid fuel, climbing rope, marching shovel, compass, thermometer, map, etc., etc., etc., ......etc.

Because in this Maolan Karst primeval forest, not only the terrain is treacherous, but there are also many ancient wild animals such as monkeys, roe deer, South China tigers, bison, bears, leopards, white monkeys, etc., I have to be fully prepared.

After the things were ready, I returned them one by one, then put them all in my backpack, and took them back, ready to find a local guide today and let him lead the way, in front of the Maolan Karst primeval forest.

……

Near the station, I searched for a long time and didn't find a guide, because most of the guides are part-time, and it is the off-season for tourism, so there are not many guides.

After more than an hour, I finally got in touch with a local guide, a young man in his twenties named Huang Xiaoming.

After meeting, he left a good impression on me, he was very talkative, he could speak well, and the asking price was not high.

After finalizing, we immediately took a car to the Maolan Karst primeval forest in the southern suburbs of Libo County.

At about 10 o'clock in the afternoon, the car arrived in the southern suburbs of Libo County, and after getting off the bus, Huang Xiaoming and I hired a tricycle and asked him to take us directly to the edge of the Maolan Karst forest.

We got off the tricycle, and I looked up at the dense forest in front of me, and I felt a strange feeling in my heart, mixed with the feeling that things were not human.

"I said, boss, shall we go to dinner first or go into the forest immediately?" Huang Xiaoming, who was standing next to me, looked at me and asked.